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Cosmo & the Cosmic Egg

Several days ago this raw quartz found me and as you can see it is quite unique…a perfect Cosmic Egg hatching. The treasure of its core beginning to reveal itself. Its timing couldn’t have been more synchronously aligned with layers of my personal experience and things showing up. It speaks of new realities birthing, sacred union manifest, creative spark of life, love’s boundless alchemy, embodying the keys to freedom, the merging of terrestrial and celestial, and a stargate to understanding the musical architecture of the Cosmos.
Yesterday, was a special day. We arrived in Reno, NV on Wednesday 10/5 where a reunion with my family took place. And the following day my mom, dad, and brother came to visit the Magick Bus.
It was the first time my brother got to tour the Magick Bus and the first time he met our fur babies. In particular, I have wanted him to meet and converge with Cosmo, as they share some key things and I felt their coming together would be a powerful healing alchemy for them both.
My brother loves animals, but he has also had this “old” and I mean “past life old” deterrence/fear around holding them. Yet yesterday also put that to rest when Cosmo worked his loving magick on him and found himself cradled in the innocence of my brother’s essence.
The alchemy pervading the Magick Bus was palpable.
The healing and activation had us all sharing communion in extended silence.
Above you can see Cosmo (who is both of the light (white) and the dark/shadow (black) went into a meditative trance as he was swaddled in love and Reiki both on the receiving and giving end.
My whole family is Reiki trained – my mom and Cosmo both being Reiki Master Teachers and my dad and brother attuned to Reiki Level 1.
Here he’s being held by my mom, who was sitting between my dad and brother….my mom’s and dad’s hands are the ones you see around him….Sacred Feminine and Masculine energies unifying through the Cosmo(s).
A Cosmic Egg is birthed and hatching with fertile, potent potential.
Symbolically, the Egg is not only Potential, but it also represents the Cosmos, the very ground of Being from which we spring. No wonder then that the Rabbit/Hare was at one time considered both male and female. To produce the Cosmo(s), both must be present….
Today we journey to the crystalline purity of Lake Tahoe – a portal of potency that feels to be aligned with this birthing new Cosmic Egg. A place we’ve always considered our home where much has entwined as an exit and entrance point in our lives.
Cosmo is excited to return to where his cherished Joy (my female rabbit who departed Summer Solstice) came into my life, and where his friends Gaia (my Russian Tortoise who departed through the core of the Earth) and Nestor (my twin soul rabbit who departed through Tahoe’s portal) both entered and exited – all sharing this portal home.
The magick is thick in the air.
Portals of Possibilities
Last evening’s portal sky here in Helena, Montana infused with creative potency….

Activate the heart of you by cultivating the art of you.

What do you dream your life to feel like? When you know this answer with all of you, the journey of bringing that feeling into creation of what you desire it to look like can begin.

Build a new relationship with yourself, as you explore your heart.

Learn to reflect your dreams into a beautiful creation of your own making – creating life as a work of art, as I like to call it (and is my personal motto).

Ever wonder what your life would be like if you started living the wonder?
Remember who you are and may all possibilities be open to you.
The Natural Dance ~ Becoming More of Yourself
When you come to know your own personal processes you can be your own best friend and guide in how to get rebalanced if thrown off temporarily because you’ll know what naturally is you and what isn’t and what your patterns and triggers are.
It’s a patient and present process of consistent awareness in identifying, listening, and taking things in steps to lead yourself gently and lovingly back to center.
It’s also about seeing things as welcomed gifts rather than surprise attacks, to show you how far you’ve come with things and how quickly and naturally it happens because of the consistent repatterning back to natural flow you’ve committed to.
It doesn’t mean that you won’t ever have new things come up, but you WILL just KNOW that you can handle anything and you’ll naturally just do the alchemy of shifting things without even consciously knowing that you are.
That’s the beauty of it and what I love to experience more and more of.
You just become more of who you are and that is the continuous awareness – rather than a cause and effect, it becomes a natural dance and flow that simply moves through you instinctively.
Renewal is constant even if you don’t yet see it…..believe.
“Don’t despair too much if you see beautiful things destroyed, if you see them perish. Because the best things are always growing in secret.” ~Ben Okri
The Path I’ve Been Walking
This was part of May’s newsletter message I shared and today with things I’m processing, I felt to share it via my blog as well.
This month I’m feeling the increased importance of embracing the entire journey – both bitter and sweet, of loving the light AND the dark, of walking the middle path, and more deeply embodying harmonic resonance.
My own journey the previous six weeks through Utah’s National Parks has been one of rich exploration that has taken me to the depths of ancient Mother Earth womb energy, and catapulted me through portals of expansiveness.
I’ve been daring to go further and at times feel pulled back like an arrow in order to shoot forward with focused intent. This has also activated the very cells within my body and the latent DNA strands that we all have awaiting our unlocking.
It hasn’t all been easy, as greater levels of vulnerable courage have been needed to expose myself, to reveal the essence of pure, unabridged energy at the well of my essence, and to be okay with holding the energy of misinterpreted darkness for others to reflect and throw energetic arrows at, while I stood in my truth as the only deflection – a deflection that courageously allows the arrows to penetrate the core so they can be alchemized before returning.
I have humbly walked the path of the Ancients, receiving their guiding wisdom for the new and unknown journey ahead, and have assisted with the release and integration of energies through sound channeling.
I have felt the loud silence within and without that can be deafening and also beautifully penetrating.
I’ve communed with the harsh realization of collective belief systems and conditioning residing in my own DNA and made better friends with them.
I’ve stumbled and I’ve gotten back up.
I’ve spoken the truth of my own fear of not being able to do justice to the message I’m being guided to channel through my own expressive embodiment.
I’ve seen the other side of blind faith, as I’ve walked through doorways, bent time and reality, and made new breakthroughs that were miraculous in nature.
I’ve received the gift and messages of so many animal spirit guide encounters and of Spirit itself within the elements and every living part of Earth I come in contact with.
I’ve channeled new expressions of creative energy – always and only when inspired and guided to do so.
And I’d like to add, which was not in my newsletter, I’ve unearthed grief and known both tiredness and freshness with life – realizing the power in all of it and how every emotion is potential alchemy.
And all of this is a continuous journey that will further unfold as we continue traveling in the Magick Bus and I open to the energies each place reveals and draws forth.
I don’t know what I’m doing or how I’m going to do it anymore, until I do it.
Perhaps many of you can relate with that.
Life is all about the eternally present NOW unfolding and being willing to experience it as such with faith and humbleness of learning all things from a clean slate where nothing applies that you once did or knew.
To add another element that was not in my newsletter, there’s simply nothing more powerful to do in challenging situations than to trust, as no level of anxiety and worry will see us through. Trust in the highest good for all always unfolding, regardless of how that ends up looking. Remember that we are conditioned to judge the human condition, but there is always a bigger picture at play that we can believe in beyond reasoning. Our resilient hearts will understand, when our limiting thoughts step out of the control seat.
I am holding the vision of your wholeness and do all that I do with intent of the highest good of all concerned always at the forefront of my fullest possible expressions of personal embodiment in each moment that I can embrace.
Mystical Forest Alchemy ~ Family Integration & Rewriting Energetic History

My mystical forest view this morning from my creationspace
It started raining on and off yesterday while my parents came to visit for the first time, which created a cozy space for our family reunion, but also seemed symbolic of emotions and deep cleansing and renewal.
It then started raining in the night and continues this morning consistently. It sounds and feels so wonderful in our RV surrounded by the forest.
There is a snow storm coming tomorrow and Sunday.
RV living creates a greater appreciation for Nature and the changing seasons and weather because we’re right in all of it, always.
And at times like this it feels like a little warm Faery cottage on wheels or Hobbit home, if you prefer. 😉
And it was times like yesterday that will be etched in my heart’s memories.
It was the first time my parents got to see our RV and to meet Cosmo.
Both were special to share with them, but there was one particular moment that will always be dear to me and etched in my mind.
It was when I handed my mom my precious baby to hold.
None of this being any different than what a mother feels when she hands her biological baby to her own mother for the first time.
I had all the same feelings in doing so and watching him in her arms, as I showed her how he likes to be held. Then watched him snuggle up to her and lick her chest with dad looking on, caressing him as my mom held him.
There was that full circle feeling and too many different layers of emotions and thoughts to even put into words.
We enjoyed a nice afternoon and lunch visiting. I made them my potato leek soup, as mom helped in the kitchen and we talked of different things, including my connection with Cosmo and the things I do to care for him, how I understand him, and how his care is my priority above all else, showing me what is truly important in life.
I could see her wheels turning and feeling and seeing how I now really understood the bond she feels with myself and my brother and all that she has gone through in her life out of that love.
And she nodded in confirmation to all I shared saying, “That’s what you do when you have a child.”
Cosmo was once again spreading his magick.
And while this was a way of me seeing myself in my mom, my mom also gets to see herself in me, as I am not the traditional mother and teach her the importance of balance and also caring and nurturing the self.
I have become a mother, enjoying cooking, being in my home, caring for my children and partner, but I am also integrating my gifts into service beyond the home, continue traveling extensively on my own and for my work, and following my heart by doing the things I love and that nurture me.
I have added layers to the role of women in our generational line…which has taken much strength on my part to break out of the mold.
We sat on the couch after lunch and I showed her my new Tarot decks, deciding we should have her pull a card from the Faery deck, which she did.
It was the perfect card for my ever-giving mom:
Her Special Place ~ basically speaking to a need for solitude, quiet, creating a sacred place for yourself and giving healing and love to yourself.
And so here I sit in my own “Special Place” embodying the energy of my truth and gifts, as a bridge for her to her own. Just as her beautiful motherly heart has been integrated into my own life by her loving embodiment.
The rain in these mystical forests is flowing its alchemy and I feel the ancients watching on, as we change the course of energetic history, shift our DNA, and create a new way of being.
Follow Me Into the Faery Realm ~ Do You Hear The Call?
Faery portals have been in activation lately.
Well, when aren’t they really?
But sometimes it’s a more intentional process 😉 Or is a result of your belief and readiness deepening.
I happen to wear several permanent ones on my own “spiritual skin”, including a Seven Pointed Faery Star on top of my left foot, which helps me to walk between worlds with all of me, and a Faery on my left “wing” that represents me sending energy to Earth along with Nestor, but there’s been a lot more of this energy abound recently and my own experience is becoming more constant rather than now and then.
It’a all part of that embodiment I talk a lot about…the more we deepen into the essence of who we are, the more consistently we will walk in that energy.
I’ve also been experiencing this Faery portal energy with the sacred tattoo designs that are channeling through, as well as seeing people really opening to this realm and drawing forth the magick more that resides in their remembrance of these soul parts they are retrieving and that partnership and honoring of our Earth Mother they are helping others to remember and activate as well.
All really great stuff! As that means the more people are remembering and awakening these parts, the more the collective experience shifts.
Recently, I’ve even had the opportunity to play “Faery Godmother” in a video I made all decked out as one with my Faery wand that I shared to help a friend’s daughter through something.
I’ve been revealing myself more and more in this way, although likely some people may still think I’m just “playing”.
Oh well!
Faeries have nothing to prove. 😉

Lasagna for dinner

Lasagna left overs for lunch
And Laura and I have been sharing Faery Portal experiences via the ethers to enjoy Faery Tarot readings, the same virtual Faery Feasts (as Faeries love good food!) like we did for Christmas Eve and just a couple of nights ago too with comforting and grounding vegan lasagna, to bridge physical distance between us, but also to help activate things we’re manifesting.
Sometimes we’re sneakily conspiring through the portals to assist each other too. Shhhhhh! 😉
You never now where Faery magick may show up in your life (or where it might already have 😉 ), but if you’re open to it, it certainly will!
Anyway, all that to share that a lot of Faery fun has been getting me in the zone and a-flowin’! Feeling more in my element these days and surrounded by the Fae.
This recent Faery design is one example and oh how much I loved creating it!
A few simple ways to invite the Fae more into your experience and to open up a world of magick awaiting are to spend more time in nature communing with the plants, animals, minerals, being more present, paying attention to the subtle nudges, inviting crystal friends into your life to play and work with you, allowing yourself to engage your imagination more, use your creative energy more in a way that is fun, ask for messages or guidance from the Faeries, walk with a lighter footprint on the Earth, allow yourself to be embraced by nature when you are in need of healing, meditate in nature under a tree, near flowing water, or on a rock, sing and dance a lot – especially in nature, leave part of your yard wild, place little sparkly trinkets out in a special sanctuary you create as offering to the Faeries, communicate with them in in-between times like dawn and dusk…..
You might find it fitting to maybe even sprinkle a little glitter on you, wear natural and earthy fibers, or adorn your hair in flowers.
What ever you do, do it with whimsical lightness and keep an eye out for the subtleties that may rustle a leaf, bend some grass, turn up a dust whirlwind, move quickly past the corner of your eye, raise the hair on the back of your neck when you’re out in nature alone, or the little twinkles of light that begin to appear before your eyes.
I know this message is timely, as this was the card I pulled today – no joke!! (which just so happens to be the card on the guidebook cover), right as I am sitting to write this post and feeling the beckoning of the Faeries to journey even deeper with them.
I’m ready!! Let’s go!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Will you embrace their call?
This card features a Faery Queen that beckons you forward into the Faery realms. She is alchemy itself and helps you hear that voice within to embrace your Faery self and enter this world where healing, ease, and beauty abounds. It is a call to your inner healer to transform the world around you. She wears a key at her neck that opens the door and holds the answers.
The card’s meaning from the guidebook: Faery connection. Second sight. Being Faery-touched. Experiencing rapid opening to the subtle worlds. The veils between worlds dissolve and you can see clearly. Increase in your gift. Healing powers increase. Belief creates reality. Knowing creates truth. Egoic doubts and cynical thoughts melt away and all is magickal and true. Seeing the path you can now follow. Connecting with your wild self. An urge to be in nature, to be with flowers, trees, fruits, plants, and stones. Shy of people who are harsh and unmagickal. A realization that there is no separation, only refusal to believe creates inability to see.
So the question is….
Are you ready to believe?
Sprinkles of Faery dust and enchantment to each of your hearts!
A Fairy Song ~ Poem by William Shakespeare:
Over hill, over dale,
Thorough bush, thorough brier,
Over park, over pale,
Thorough flood, thorough fire!
I do wander everywhere,
Swifter than the moon’s sphere;
And I serve the Fairy Queen,
To dew her orbs upon the green;
The cowslips tall her pensioners be;
In their gold coats spots you see;
Those be rubies, fairy favours;
In those freckles live their savours;
I must go seek some dewdrops here,
And hang a pearl in every cowslip’s ear.
Good Fortune Isn’t Only About Finding The Four Leaf Clover

Image I took on the grounds of Sequoia RV Ranch
Sometimes we spend so much time searching for that four leaf clover that we miss all the magick around us in each of the clover we overlook on our way to trying to find it.
We think that only that one thing will get us what we desire, that we haven’t “arrived” unless we obtain it, and we end up feeling like a failure or overcome with disappointment that we haven’t found the magickal fix.
Every single piece of the journey is integral to your evolution and can each be an amazing gift if you are present enough to receive it.
ALL of the clover in the field have value and hold enrichment for those able to see with their heart.
Don’t put off your life or dreams because you haven’t found the four leaf clover.
There is much to enjoy in each three leaf clover you discover on your path.
Sometimes the four leaf clover is simply a distraction to see who will be easily swayed away from the heart of the matter.
The alchemy is in being able to turn each three leaf clover into a four leaf clover.
That is the true magick and will lead you to experiencing good fortune throughout your life.
Only 9 Potent Crystal Elixirs Left!
This has been an amazing batch of Crystal Elixirs and I’m so happy that so many people have been able to receive the nurturing, support, and boost from them. For what ever reason I had been guided to make a lot this last time and it seems that was a good call and embrace to the intuitional nudge I had, as over 60 were made and now only 9 remain. (7 since this post)
I’m grateful to be able to provide these affordable little magickal supports to people, and I’m quite enjoying the energy kick myself, I might add.
That said, these are the last ones remaining. I’ve sold out of some of the options, but still do have options in each of the elixir choices, although only have 2 – 3 available in each option.
To remind you, these elixirs were created on over the Full Blood Moon Solar Eclipse of 4/4 and the preceding and following day’s Solar and Moon energies.
To order yours and to read about each of their properties, please visit: Crystal Elixirs
Simply scroll down to absorb the metaphysical energies shared and to find the easy Paypal buttons to order.
What I have remaining:
Crystal Elixir #1 – 1 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #1 – 2 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #1 – 2 oz Spray Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #2 – 1 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #2 – 2 oz Spray Bottle – NOW SOLD OUT
Last Batch of Potent Crystal Elixirs Available in Limited Quantity
As mentioned in my previous post today, I had to cancel this week’s trip due to some challenges with the bunnies I needed to support. And along with that there’s also been the cancellation of two upcoming events – the Florida Crystal Love & Healing Workshop and the Summer Solstice Magick & Manifestation Workshops in Oregon.
Due to those events shifting, I now am able to offer the Crystal Elixirs I had created for the events to anyone interested in them.
I have both the Crystal Elixir #1 – which includes Herkimer Diamond, Orange Jade, and Iceland Quartz and the Crystal Elixir #2 which includes Rose Quartz and Amethyst available in both dropper and spray form.
I have two different sizes available in the Crystal Elixir #1 dropper form – either a smaller 1 oz or a larger 2 oz. The spray bottle form of both Crystal Elixir #1 and #2 are available only in 2 oz bottles. Crystal Elixir #2 is available in 1 oz smaller dropper form as well.
There are limited quantities of each and once they are gone, there are no more. You’ll be able to purchase them at the links below until they sell out. You’ll know if it’s sold out when you go to purchase. I’ve already sold nearly 50 of these two, so they do go rather quickly.
I can’t tell you how powerful these are. It’s simply an experience. Most people comment immediately feeling their high vibes the minute they hold the bottles…the energy just pulsates. And while I’ve heard many things from people about some pretty amazing experiences from using them – including incredible stuff that even made me giggle with surprise, I can only speak for myself saying that these elixirs have been supporting some major changes in my own life, as I continue to use them consistently. They can be used also for your personal/living/working/sacred space, plants, animals, and given as gifts to others.
These are for people ready to actualize a leap. If you want a little more gentle process, I’d go for the #2 Elixir: Rose Quartz and Amethyst, although it’s still a kicker.
If you’d like to go for it and really want that support to help you embody quicker shifts, I’d go for the #1 Elixir: Herkimer Diamond, Orange Jade, and Iceland Quartz.
Both are lovingly supportive, but read about their properties, so you can get an idea of the assistance they provide.
Here are the properties of each:
Crystal Elixir #1 infuses the following:
- Herkimer Diamond (giant Record Keeper with rainbows that acted as the generator for our ceremonies in Peru and is infused with the energies activated at each sacred site) – Herkimers are powerful high-vibrational ascension crystals that will take you to the highest spiritual vibration possible while still being in your physical body. They can really help you to move you forward in many aspects of your life. They support expansion of your being and allow almost unconscious connection to the Divine realms. They are potent high crystal energy stones and will magnify the energy of what ever crystals that they are combined with, to work more effectively and have a stronger resonance within your auric field. They support opening of a variety of psychic gifts. These are powerful stones for the higher chakras. The purity and beauty of the energy of these crystals may draw angelic beings and higher guides to it and you may find that you start connecting with angels. More info on Herkimers: Herkimer Diamonds
- Orange Jade (an amazing Crystal that chose me at the market of Aguas Calientes – Machu Picchu town that comes from Peru – this Crystal also accompanied every ceremony and is infused with the sacred site energies) – Orange Jade conveys the gift of inner peace, joy, and happiness, it teaches the interconnectedness of all life and all Beings, boosts your energy and provides protection, it is energetic and quietly stimulating, working with the second chakra creation energy
- Iceland Quartz (a very pure essence, sweet, and enchanting Crystal that chose me in Iceland and comes from Iceland – this Crystal accompanied me on my magickal journeys while there) – Quartz is a Master Healer, power stone that harmonizes and balances, has the ability to receive, store and send energy, powerful manifestation tool, the most versatile, multipurpose, powerful healing stone due to its unique helical spiral crystalline form, a master healer that can be used for any and all conditions, stimulates the immune system and brings the body into balance, takes energy to the most perfect state that is possible going back to before the dis-ease set in, cleanses and enhances the organs and subtle bodies and acts as a deep soul cleanser, connects the physical dimension with the mind, ultimate “anything stone,” radiates all the color vibrations within the spectrum of light, can be utilized and programmed for any use which bring light and energy into our spiritual bodies, a “stone of the mind,” quartz can be used to imprint with any energy or information and helps to focus the mind, purifies the spiritual, mental, and physical, a powerfully protective stone bringing the purified energy in, used to perform diagnostic healing, and to communicate with spirits and other worlds.
Crystal Elixir #2 infuses the following:
- Rare Sacred Geometry Amethyst Sphere with multi-layered Hexagon and Heart Portals naturally infused on opposite sides – Amethysts are extremely powerful and protective, high spiritual vibration, enhances serene and higher states of consciousness and meditation, calms and stimulates the mind, improves concentration, emotional centering and contentment within self, brings peace to any challenged experience, uplifts, one of the most spiritual stones, promotes divine love for self and others, selflessness, spiritual wisdom, opens and strengthens intuition and enhances psychic gifts, works with crown chakra, third eye and heart opening, promotes peace and inspiration, represents principles of complete metamorphosis, soothes, relaxes, heals, promotes healthy sleep habits and channeling, good for prosperity, because of its transmutational energies it helps open gateways into intense and transforming spiritual experiences while protecting the wearer from black magic, a protection stone in general, breaks up old emotional thought processes, attracts justice, protects and wards off danger and violent death, increases the activity in the right brain, cuts through illusion, as well as raises thoughts and aspirations to a higher spiritual level. .
- Unusual Sacred Geometry Rose Quartz with 26 points (#26 carries many numerological potencies, including embodying the Hebrew name for God, the essence of OM, brings life purpose and soul mission together and more sacred symbolism) – Rose Quartz often called the “Love Stone,” emanates gentle vibration of unconditional love, mother love, caring, kindness, stone of universal love and healing, restores trust and harmony in relationships, purifies and opens the heart at all levels to promote love, self-love, friendship, romantic love, family love, deep inner healing and feelings of peace, calming and reassuring, de-stresses, soothing and happy stone, helps to comfort in times of grief, dispels negativity and protects against environmental pollution, replacing it with loving vibes, encourages self-forgiveness and acceptance invoking self-trust and self-worth, strengthens and balances the physical heart and circulatory system, releases impurities from body fluids, opens and balances the heart chakra, aids love of your fellow man (or woman), enables our heart energies to expand and embrace everything with pure, unconditional love. Rose Quartz encourages us to take a more light-hearted approach to life, not to take things so much to heart that we become unduly upset and stressed. Emotionally rose quartz brings gentleness, forgiveness, compassion, kindness and tolerance. It raises one’s self-esteem and sense of self-worth. It helps balance emotions and heal emotional wounds and traumas, even grief, bringing peace and calm. Rose quartz removes fears, resentments and anger. It can also heal and release childhood traumas, neglect, and lack of love, in part by enhancing inner awareness. It can help with reconciliation with family and others. Overwhelming or unreasonable guilt is eased by rose quartz.
You can order your choice direct here either in a dropper or spray bottle form below. Each not only has been cleansed, charged, and programmed with specific magickal intents, but also activated by the Moon and Sun, along with other Cosmic attunements:
Usually I ship things out internationally, but it’s too challenging to do separate pricing/invoices based on individual country shipping, so these are only offered in the United States for now. $6.00 Shipping and Handling will be added to your order when you check out.
*****NOTE: Only orders that are placed today, May 28th, will be shipped out right away. Orders placed after today will go out when I return from my trip, the week of June 8th.
Crystal Elixir #1 – 1 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #1 – 2 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #1 – 2 oz Spray Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #2 – 1 oz Dropper Bottle – SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #2 – 2 oz Spray Bottle – SOLD OUT
Very Potent Crystal Elixirs Still Available ~ Plus My Experiences/Powerful Dreams So Far With These
Monday I was feeling like quite the witchy alchemist measuring, mixing, blending, pouring, preparing, and activating the magickal Crystal elixirs after their potent weekend immersed in the garden with the Full Moon Eclipse, Easter, Elemental, Cosmic, and Solar Energies.
After a bunch of orders (a few including double and quadruple orders), I still have a lot of elixir to go around, so if you’re still interested in one of these powerful blends, you can still order them.
They are available in both dropper or spray bottle form. I’m creating some for my upcoming Crystal Magick Workshop and the two Crystal talks I’m doing at Chapman University too.
Yes, I guess I went a little Crystal elixir crazy, but I can’t help myself. 🙂 I created quite the large witch’s brew batch of each.
I thought the last Crystal elixir was potent, and it WAS, but these are something else.
These are for those really ready for actualizing a leap. If you want a little more gentle process, I’d go for the #2 Elixir: Rose Quartz and Amethyst, although it’s still a kicker.
If you’d like to go for it and really want that support to help you embody quicker shifts, I’d go for the #1 Elixir: Herkimer Diamond, Orange Jade, and Iceland Quartz.
Both are lovingly supportive, but read about their properties, so you can get an idea of the assistance they provide.
You can read about what’s been going on so far with me below, but for now I’ll just say that immediately these puppies are powerfully packing a punch the instant I take them. And I’ve heard from a couple of people already that received theirs that the same thing happened to them – instantly feeling a big and powerful energetic shift take place.
I know a couple of people asked about shipping internationally. Yes, this is possible and I actually have already shipped some out this way. If you are not in the States and would like some of these, simply message me so that I can create a new invoice for you. International shipping will cost more of course, but it IS an option.
You can order your choice direct here either in a dropper or spray bottle form below. Each not only has been cleansed, charged, and programmed with specific magickal intents, but also activated by the Moon and Sun, along with other Cosmic attunements:
CRYSTAL ELIXIR #1
Dropper Bottle Option:
SOLD OUT
Spray Bottle Option:
SOLD OUT
Crystal Elixir #1 infuses the following:
- Herkimer Diamond (giant Record Keeper with rainbows that acted as the generator for our ceremonies in Peru and is infused with the energies activated at each sacred site) – Herkimers are powerful high-vibrational ascension crystals that will take you to the highest spiritual vibration possible while still being in your physical body. They can really help you to move you forward in many aspects of your life. They support expansion of your being and allow almost unconscious connection to the Divine realms. They are potent high crystal energy stones and will magnify the energy of what ever crystals that they are combined with, to work more effectively and have a stronger resonance within your auric field. They support opening of a variety of psychic gifts. These are powerful stones for the higher chakras. The purity and beauty of the energy of these crystals may draw angelic beings and higher guides to it and you may find that you start connecting with angels. More info on Herkimers: Herkimer Diamonds
- Orange Jade (an amazing Crystal that chose me at the market of Aguas Calientes – Machu Picchu town that comes from Peru – this Crystal also accompanied every ceremony and is infused with the sacred site energies) – Orange Jade conveys the gift of inner peace, joy, and happiness, it teaches the interconnectedness of all life and all Beings, boosts your energy and provides protection, it is energetic and quietly stimulating, working with the second chakra creation energy
- Iceland Quartz (a very pure essence, sweet, and enchanting Crystal that chose me in Iceland and comes from Iceland – this Crystal accompanied me on my magickal journeys while there) – Quartz is a Master Healer, power stone that harmonizes and balances, has the ability to receive, store and send energy, powerful manifestation tool, the most versatile, multipurpose, powerful healing stone due to its unique helical spiral crystalline form, a master healer that can be used for any and all conditions, stimulates the immune system and brings the body into balance, takes energy to the most perfect state that is possible going back to before the dis-ease set in, cleanses and enhances the organs and subtle bodies and acts as a deep soul cleanser, connects the physical dimension with the mind, ultimate “anything stone,” radiates all the color vibrations within the spectrum of light, can be utilized and programmed for any use which bring light and energy into our spiritual bodies, a “stone of the mind,” quartz can be used to imprint with any energy or information and helps to focus the mind, purifies the spiritual, mental, and physical, a powerfully protective stone bringing the purified energy in, used to perform diagnostic healing, and to communicate with spirits and other worlds.
CRYSTAL ELIXIR #2
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Crystal Elixir #2 infuses the following:
- Rare Sacred Geometry Amethyst Sphere with multi-layered Hexagon and Heart Portals naturally infused on opposite sides – Amethysts are extremely powerful and protective, high spiritual vibration, enhances serene and higher states of consciousness and meditation, calms and stimulates the mind, improves concentration, emotional centering and contentment within self, brings peace to any challenged experience, uplifts, one of the most spiritual stones, promotes divine love for self and others, selflessness, spiritual wisdom, opens and strengthens intuition and enhances psychic gifts, works with crown chakra, third eye and heart opening, promotes peace and inspiration, represents principles of complete metamorphosis, soothes, relaxes, heals, promotes healthy sleep habits and channeling, good for prosperity, because of its transmutational energies it helps open gateways into intense and transforming spiritual experiences while protecting the wearer from black magic, a protection stone in general, breaks up old emotional thought processes, attracts justice, protects and wards off danger and violent death, increases the activity in the right brain, cuts through illusion, as well as raises thoughts and aspirations to a higher spiritual level. .
- Unusual Sacred Geometry Rose Quartz with 26 points (#26 carries many numerological potencies, including embodying the Hebrew name for God, the essence of OM, brings life purpose and soul mission together and more sacred symbolism) – Rose Quartz often called the “Love Stone,” emanates gentle vibration of unconditional love, mother love, caring, kindness, stone of universal love and healing, restores trust and harmony in relationships, purifies and opens the heart at all levels to promote love, self-love, friendship, romantic love, family love, deep inner healing and feelings of peace, calming and reassuring, de-stresses, soothing and happy stone, helps to comfort in times of grief, dispels negativity and protects against environmental pollution, replacing it with loving vibes, encourages self-forgiveness and acceptance invoking self-trust and self-worth, strengthens and balances the physical heart and circulatory system, releases impurities from body fluids, opens and balances the heart chakra, aids love of your fellow man (or woman), enables our heart energies to expand and embrace everything with pure, unconditional love. Rose Quartz encourages us to take a more light-hearted approach to life, not to take things so much to heart that we become unduly upset and stressed. Emotionally rose quartz brings gentleness, forgiveness, compassion, kindness and tolerance. It raises one’s self-esteem and sense of self-worth. It helps balance emotions and heal emotional wounds and traumas, even grief, bringing peace and calm. Rose quartz removes fears, resentments and anger. It can also heal and release childhood traumas, neglect, and lack of love, in part by enhancing inner awareness. It can help with reconciliation with family and others. Overwhelming or unreasonable guilt is eased by rose quartz.
WHAT’S HAPPENED SO FAR FOR ME:
In the process of mixing and blending I was also personally testing the elixirs, so you can imagine I was getting a huge dose of Crystal love and power Monday. No surprise why I had the dream I did, which I’ll share below. I also, had an extra full glass of Crystal Elixir #2 that I simply had no place to store, since I’d run out of appropriate bottles and containers. Soooo, what do you think a crazy Faery does?
The next morning, Tuesday, I put the whole glass as the water base into my smoothie. LOL!!
Usually I just take several drops, so yeah….I’m officially a Crystal! Well, not quite, but I did have another dream that same night following, which I’ll also share below and all of this just two days before I got a new sacred tattoo (yes I did it again) which was quite potent enough to create something wild to happen. More on that in the next blog post hopefully.
In the midst of this it’s been the craziest week running around to appointments and having emergency client appointments because the energy abound has been crazy for everyone, plus working on and channeling potent sacred tattoos (which is proving to be really amazing), along with receiving my own. YET, I’ve had tons of energy and life continues to increase in magick.
Also, the day I was making the elixirs I received a belated birthday package in the mail that took me by quite a surprise. In it were four extremely magickal gift treasures that were amazingly perfect for me – a silver rabbit necklace, a carved dragon necklace cradling a Carnelian egg or crystal ball, a tiny silver Faery door portal keychain, and tiny gold filled heart earrings!!! Wow! Super grateful and the timing was awesome! I ended up wearing the rabbit necklace to my tattoo appointment for support.
Oh! and also on Monday, right after I’d created and sent out some of the elixir orders, I had a moment (literally only a moment, as I’ve been running around like crazy) to stop in at the Crystal shop around the corner from my house on the way back from appointments and errands. I only went because I had another coupon about to expire, and felt that exactly what I needed for current energy support was awaiting me there. And boy was it!
I picked up four things that were like boom, boom, boom in terms of seeing them, knowing that’s it, and getting them, and heading home. Each was something I had seen or held in my mind’s eye recently of something I wanted to get and here they were all manifested. I found a little Rhodonite Rabbit figurine, which was THE only one in the store – I’d wanted one for Cosmo because I had one each for Nestor, Joy, and Gaia (a turtle of course). I discovered Rhodonite was PERFECT also for his energy and physical needs he has. I also found the exact Moonstone pendant I’d seen recently somewhere that I was drawn to, but didn’t get (it’s an uncut more raw shape and super unusual) and here they had only one! Then there was a rosewood mala bracelet with turquoise and coral (the bracelet I felt awaiting), and an amazing Pyrite Cosmic Egg, which I’d seen in a vision somewhere and perfect also for me energetically. All of these were amazingly priced, plus my coupon!
But back to my dreams. So Monday night after my elixir sampling, I went to bed placing the giant Herkimer Diamond under my pillow (the one used for Crystal Elixir #1) and I end up having a very powerful dream with a Cobra. I am walking along a mountainous, but somewhat desert area and come across some cliffs that are made all of Crystals. I can’t be sure of what Crystal it was, as it was one I’ve never seen before, but it was all luminous and sparkly, and appeared to be a soft lemon yellow in color. I remember touching the Crystals and that they were letting me just reach out and could take off pieces easily. They just came apart at my touch and I was holding these lovely luminescent pale yellow Crystals in my hands.
Then I kept walking and came along a car on the dirt road. There were two guys in the car and we started talking. They shared that they had a Cobra – which was their animal companion. I thought that cool and unusual. No fear, as I love snakes. Then I remember seeing in my mind’s eye an imprint of Cobra markings left in the sand – the kind you see on the back of the Cobra’s hood and neck.
The next thing that happens is I somehow find myself falling off the cliff (or was I simply flying of the cliff?), but no fear and the Cobra literally flies out of the car at me and opens its jaws wide and wraps them around the entire front of my neck and bites me on my neck – all of this in slow motion, and again no fear. At the same time, one of the guys flings himself over the cliff after us and grabs a hold of my legs, as I seemed to have gone head first, and then grabs a hold of the side of the cliff somewhere suspending us all from falling further. I then remember seeing my eyes turn fully white – no eyeballs – and it immediately reminds me of the tiny baby rabbit I found dead on Saturday and also of the Sealions I’ve seen dead on the beach recently, where their eyes are white and glazed over in physical death.
In the dream I know I am dead – the first time I remember actually dying in a dream I think. The Cobra is still attached to my neck. They get us all back up and they try reviving me and it’s not working. Then I don’t remember exactly how, but suddenly either someone comes along after a while – felt like a Doctor energy or Medicine Man/Shaman – and this man does something and life returns to me, in a different way.
First off, this reminds me of a similar death I had in one of my power lives in Egypt, choosing to move on into the afterlife by the bite of my beloved and magickal asp I had as my familiar. So that seemed significant in terms of the energy Egypt also, in this life, reawakened in me when I visited there.
Amy E. Brucker writes an amazing and thorough elaboration on Snake Dreams here: 5 Ways of Contemplating Snake Dreams and Symbols to Reveal their Hidden Meaning
In it she shares these things that stood out to me in terms of my dream:
“Whether it bites you, swallows you, antagonizes you or hugs you, this snake is one part healer and it wants to help you find your way toward wholeness.”
and
“Dreams of being bitten and swallowed may have the added layer of being initiation dreams. In some indigenous cultures, surviving a waking-life rattlesnake bite, for instance, is evidence that the person is called to the path of healer.”
and
“Snakes were worshipped in every corner of the ancient world as creatures who symbolized fertility, birth, death and resurrection……When you dream of snake(s), reflect on how it may be a divine messenger coming to tell you about fertile possibilities. Where might you have unrecognized potential? What creation is waiting to be born?”
and
“Death in dreams is always a sign of transformation….Snakes can also foreshadow illness. Similarly, if the snake tries to bite you, it may be sending you a message of possible illness. Note: only you will know what your snake dreams mean. Exploring these possible layers may reveal important information, or nothing at all. Not all dreams of being bitten foreshadow illness.” – I sense mine was about major transformation associated with Throat Chakra energy, which makes perfect sense in my life with what I am creating/birthing.
and lastly about the elemental aspects of your snake – mine was Earth and Air
“Earth is solid and grows our food so it is equated with nourishment and with being grounded and present. Air is associated with the breath or “pneuma” which links it to Spirit or Soul because we cannot live without air.”
And I found some awesome symbolism on Cobras. The snake totem is one of incredible strength, but also much alchemy, including Kundalini energy and sacred, alchemical sexuality. If you resonate with snakes, have them as you animal spirit guides, or have been dreaming of them or having them show up recently, you’ll find this information also interesting.
These excerpts from http://www.auntyflo.com/magic/cobra:
“Among the family of snakes, the Cobra is the most deadly. It symbolizes gracefulness and speed. The importance of a Cobra is also observed in different cultures. In ancient times, especially in Egypt, the Cobra has been used to symbolize hidden wisdom.The Cobra also symbolizes royalty as shown in Egyptian Pharaoh’s crown, which is a Cobra symbol. They are also known to be a protector of the royalty Pharaoh, in the personification of the Cobra Goddess named Wadjet. They are known for defending the Pharaoh. It has also been alleged that the venom of an Asp or Cobra killed Queen Cleopatra.
In India, snakes like the King Cobra which is known to be the most venomous in the world are entitled to be renowned as sacred. In sacred rites, these creatures are identified as part of religious/sacred rites. Hindus have a belief that the God of Destruction and Regeneration or Lord Shiva is seen in a Cobra. In some instance, Cobra snakes are believed to be reincarnation of reputable people like Nagas, a popular warrior.
Cobras can coil their tail around people. The snake appears from this position which has been linked to eternity. This is the belief of Indians. This appears that those with this symbol are people mostly fond of hiding their potentials and abilities. They prefer that the others will not know their real self, exhibiting all the gifts and talents.
In most cases, Cobras are defined to be associated with the following – royalty, strength, intellectual, rebirth, eternity, death, knowing oneself better and having confidence in one’s abilities and gifts.”
Then Tuesday night (after again taking my Elixir #1 by dropper and having my smoothie with a whole glass of Elixir #2) I slept with my new Pyrite Cosmic Egg under my pillow and had another really potent dream I’m still unraveling, so I’ll just share the dream mostly, as the indications of its symbolism are still being uncovered. It involved a Hermit Crab, but also some other interesting energies, and insect energy as well.
I do happen to be in a “Hermit” year, so the Hermit Crab speaks definitely to that. And the way they are in tune using sensory perception to all the subtle energies, their patience, adaptation -sideways approach to goals, exploration, tenacity, and resourcefulness all speak to me. Sometimes taking the unusual way, as well as shifting focus to everything with our inner senses is necessary to find an easier way. Life doesn’t have to be hard!
But on this night I have this dream that I am in a strange, but familiar place and my familiars are these people that are reminding me of The Addams Family, or Edward Scissor Hands, or mutants, etc. They were all people that were different – creature-like, unique, maybe some like Vampires, or with razor teeth, and darker, but not threatening and not to fear. They were simply different and whereas others would have been afraid of them, they were my friends and supportive. And in the dream I was looking for a key to something that I find.
Then fast forward, I feel something at my crotch where your leg connects to your pelvic bone. I look and there’s a small Hermit Crab attached to me there. I think, “that’s strange”. Then I try to remove it. So I pull it and it’s attached really well. I keep yanking to get it off and as I do it pulls a long leg that it is attached to, that is growing out of me there, like another leg. But this leg is in fact either an insect leg, or a hermit crab leg, but huge – perhaps a combo of both. Eventually the Hermit Crab comes off, but I now have this long leg growing out of me and not sure what to do with it. I think my mom or someone like this was there and they came to help try to do something.
I was afraid to cut it off, as it was connected to me and may hurt and bleed, but my mom/or this person decides to anyway, and they pull the leg and cut, which does in fact hurt a bit and bleed a bit, yet the blood doesn’t run at all. So it is obvious it is a part of me. And as they pull it is like it’s attached to another leg that is regenerating from it below, and it seems it could be like the claw this time. And they cut again.
For that moment there is no more, but a hole there, so in fact it could regrow potentially – regenerative energy again.
And insects also carry the energy of tenacity, patience, detachment, community, and progressive, proactive focus that keeps them moving forward for progress.
These two dreams, back-to-back, were really powerful and the energy experienced each day has felt the same. A lot has been packed into my experience this week and of course the collective dreams as well. Then getting my new tattoo immediately the day following these dreams, which happened to have a Cicada on it, well, all felt immensely activating and aligned with an initiatory part of my life happening now.
I have some major things going on with how my life will be looking especially so with my creative and “voice” output (the Cobra at my neck spoke a lot to that), which is all shifting internally right now and these all were reiteration of the work I’ve focused on, aided by all the Crystal Elixirs that will be supporting the manifestation thereof.
Some really cool manifestations took place this week I was waiting on, a couple of opportunities came in, Cosmo had some great breakthrough moments, I’ve been feeling so so at peace, inspired, and supported, and the sacred tattoo design alchemy is through the roof in terms of energies I’ve been having opportunity/honor to work with – of course that to infer these are some amazing souls/clients. Getting right back on a design right now actually.
My hope is that with all of the things I share, that you come to see how we can proactively work in partnership with all that is around us and that comes through us to assist, and how we can each use our resourcefulness to integrate tools and aids to live in conscious co-creation.


