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Sacred Illumination – Libra Full Moon, Regeneration & Purification Plus a Farewell for Now

As our take-off fast approaches and the Libra Full Moon is almost completely illuminated, I wanted to take the time to touch in with some reflections before heading out.

The upcoming Full Pink Moon reminds us about the importance of cultivating the balance within and how nurturing and nourishing inner peace, as well as resonant relationships, can help us to realign our energy.

Anchoring greater conscious awareness around ways we can express ourselves more authentically and inspire others to also honor their unique purpose, can uplift and empower everyone more in terms of embracing and realizing dreams.

Perhaps you might take note on where you lean into things and connections genuinely, and where you feel compelled by habit or force. Tune into your energy levels with greater curiosity.

Do you notice when you feel depleted and when you feel recharged?

It’s a beautiful thing when you honor highest good growth, which can lead to more space for optimal blooming.

Let soulful harmony light a creative spark in your life to help navigate your inner compass on journeys of the heart.

How do you navigate the balance between honoring boundaries while celebrating uniqueness?

Learning the dance between both shining brighter, individually, and lifting each other up is a valuable skill.

This Moon, and the overall energetic landscape, offer us opportunities to walk with more awareness around how we are choosing to create our experience each moment of every day in terms of the way we relate to self and other.

As we continue to weave our threads through the world tapestry unfolding before us, we have many options to how we want to respond, participate, or simply show up – each choice adding layers of new colors to the overall image.

Staying aware of where and how fear controls us versus how it provides opportunity to reflect, release, and realign, may be beneficial.

I’m constantly reminded by Nature, how the laws of this realm are set up and how we have diverted away from alignment with that to try to outwit the magick that already is.

Perhaps it’s a quest for some to attain access to the Cosmic potentials forgotten upon embodiment, but in that search, get lost in false promises and distracting indulgences that feed on fears along the way.

Untie the fear-based ropes pulling you along, and you learn to float upon higher-frequency currents.

We often try to squeeze more tightly to our grip on something, afraid that we’re going to lose it or never experience or have another opportunity again. The truth is, when we gently let go of what no longer serves us, we demonstrate our abundance and create the space that allows for something even better to show up.

When we honor and trust our authentic feelings, we support our innate value and build our sense of worthiness.

Let us lean into the beauty of our beingness and recognize that growth takes many forms and needn’t be some loud display in order to have validity.

Nature demonstrates this beautifully for us.

I constantly keep an eye on what unfolds around me in the natural landscapes because I find that the perfect guidance and answers come through the experiences I partner with there.

Two weekends ago we had a surprise, big Spring storm for a few days that brought our most amazing snow yet, adding over two feet.

This provided us a full week of amazing skiing, just when we thought the season was over.

We skied every day in fresh powder and optimal conditions, which was a ton of exercise and made for the good kind of sore muscles and full exertion that provide extra sound sleep and more desire to slow down and enjoy a cup of vegan hot chocolate with pink, peppermint marshmallows on top.

When you embrace each moment’s unfolding without attachment to, or expectations about, how it needs to look, you create greater capacity to experience things as gifts with wonder and excitement when surprises show up.

Not only did we get to have a fantastic week of unexpected Spring skiing in optimal conditions before leaving our mountain home for a while, but I had opportunity to up my ski game and have lots of fun on harder runs in my perfect kind of conditions, ski with friends, and seize the invitation to venture out to a different ski resort we never go to at the north end of the lake – North Star.

And that’s where I braved my first and only black diamond run on my own this year, which wouldn’t have likely happened had we not received optimal snow and gone to North Star, as I only take those leaps when all elements within and without converge to alchemize hesitations.

The raven approved too, as this one kept doing a fly over, as I looked at the sign to make my choice.

And all the while, I did it in T-style with a helmet full of sticker magick at my crown and making Dave both laugh and feel happy for me, as he watched me having fun getting through harder runs and deeper snow without fear.

He’s always wished for me to experience the joy of skiing even though I’m still continually learning and growing with the process.

Dave went ahead a few times to catch brief videos near the end of the run on our first day out during the earlier part of the storm while it was still snowing.

This is my favorite clip that captures the essence of the fun we were having. You can hear me yell out, “hi love!” and then as I swish by, a louder, “hi my love!” followed by my own giggles and Dave giggles between breaths from his skiing fast up ahead to surprise video me.

It was sweet to hear him say he was proud of me, but more importantly I was proud of myself.

Skiing is where I fully tune into my body and intuition to feel how I’m doing that day, and each run. I also feel out conditions and have my senses on high to take in what’s all around me. It’s a great practice of being fully present and “on,” since for someone like me where skiing isn’t second nature, I’m all about safety. And safety on the slopes equates to how I’m feeling, combined with what I’m sensing all around me – in alignment or out of alignment. If the latter, I’m done. Or, I figure out if there’s something I need to adjust in order to flow better.

It’s a great lesson that I extend into all areas of life. It just so happens that the more extreme natural elements and ski experiences heighten this for me as a lesson of life.

Nature teaches.

Skiing has also created a space and process for me to really strengthen my self trust, which feels ultra key these days.

In addition, the surprise storm provided opportunity to enjoy one last glimpse of snowy enchantment before fully saying goodbye to Winter, since we had a very mild one this year.

I love flocked trees against baby blue skies, or even just peeking through the mountain-top mists.

That’s why I got the new flocked mini Christmas tree for us this year too.

This last hoorah of snow also provided mornings of finding magickal tracks left behind by Frith in the flower garden and to see the snow stars peeking through the spiral meditation garden before the thicker blankets covered them fully.

You can see them glowing through the ground as the evening light grew darker – as above, so below.

Our amazing white wonderland was bookended by Spring warmth and so we’re back again to kayaking, walks, lower elevation hikes, and bike rides – just like that.

And that’s what the last two-week-send-off before heading out also enhanced – we’ve been able to maximize a variety of home-based activities we love.

Mountain weather can swing rapidly, which is part of what I love about alpine living besides the high elevation and slow-paced quiet.

I relish in the surprise and variation that keeps you in the embrace, joy, and gratitude of what each moment brings.

I’m grateful for those unexpected shifts that accentuate the value of now.

As Spring melt-off reveals moist new growth we’ve also been enjoying a plentitude of frog serenades to accompany our forest walks along the pathways pre and post surprise storm. It adds extra delight to the experience.

For some reason, this year there seems to be a lot of them and their musical communication feels like a transformational bridge between cycles and realms.

During the last several days I’ve noticed an uptick in rebirth energy, new perspectives, and deep purification showing up in messages and literal symbolism.

I feel that a cleanse in the very depths and core of things is much needed and some powerful allies are showing up that address the darker crevices that have been hidden or unearthed until now.

Last Saturday, as the weather started to make its shift back to Spring, I was out on the lower deck by the spiral meditation space and I heard an approach. I looked in front of me and Frith sat there bravely and with purpose, just gazing at me.

He was only about eight feet away and I knew this meeting had been planned.

I stayed where I was and we sat together for a good ten minutes connecting.

I love his little white mustache!

And his curious nature.

I felt an energetic exchange take place and of course Astrid’s presence near as well, since she and Frith were connected. It was interesting also because later that day I was going to be doing an online Reiki Initiation Attunement for levels 1 & 2 for someone – one of the last calendared as part of my completion. Astrid attuned Frith to Reiki and I felt him wanting to partner with me like she used to.

He moves energy through his nose, just like Astrid and my other bunny companions.

Frith has become such an endearing presence for me.

And of course rabbits embody rebirthing energy and new beginnings.

After my time with Frith, we headed off to an eye appointment follow-up for Dave and to pick up my new glasses.

These are my first progressives and they definitely take some getting used to and figure out just the right spot for the three types of vision – near, midway, and distant. I do like the symbolism of shifting your eye position in order to create the right circumstances for clarity – there’s that perspective emphasis again that makes a profound difference.

I’m not wearing them that often yet, so it may take even more adjustment time, but I do already feel like they were meant for me and I’m curious about growing into these new eyes and what that all will bring forth.

They’re an aqua and gold tortoise framing the eyes and have sparkle and electric blue arms on each side.

The frames actually match my eyes, which I hadn’t made connection to when we ordered them, until I saw them on in the light, as my eyes are an aqua color with gold around the black pupils at center. So they feel like an extension to my own eyes literally.

The next day we went on a walk on one of our favorite long paths that winds through the forest and came upon a sweet dead vole. I’m always moved so deeply to find each dear creature and find myself in awe of the tiniest of Nature’s miracle details like the whiskers, beaver-like teeth, long claws for digging, round little ears, pink wispy tail, and plush velvety fur.

Things we may otherwise never see up close.

Dave dug me a hole and I got some rocks to help carry the precious one to his burial, as I do with all the wild animals I find on my path.

Voles also have links with rebirthing energy, but also are about balance, grounding, embracing change, resiliency, and deep inner exploration. As above, so below is reflected in their living both above and below the Earth, teaching us to cultivate and maintain harmony between the physical and spiritual, so that we don’t cut ourselves off of connection to either.

Both rabbits and voles create vast burrow systems in the darker depths of womb soil, unafraid of the hidden crevices they so masterfully navigate.

But the cycles of transmutation and sacred transcendence of time didn’t stop there.

Two days later, now just three days ago, I noticed the first blossoms reaching for the light in the beds out front. This took place right after finding a perfect dead chipmunk lying across our driveway. It appeared that this little one just peacefully transitioned there of natural causes. Again, I was taken in by the precious and miraculous details of every creature great or small and was moved by the angelic presence in this one draped over her Earth Mother until her last breath.

Dave dug me a hole, again, and I got gloves to pick up and bury the sweetheart.

Then I returned to transmute the bitter into sweet with focus on the colorful flowers just across from where the chipmunk came to rest.

The first were these sweet crocus that showed up on the same day Frith did, actually.

And now hyacinths and daffodils join, with so so many more faery flowers still to come including much more of the same plus lupine, tulip, and allium varieties.

I’m excited that I’m getting to experience some before we leave – all in different stages of growth -and likely there’ll be quite a bit more, as I can see a lot of buds and new plant babies, even though I won’t see the super bloom this year.

It still makes me happy to know that all of the bulbs I planted have taken, and that each year so many more plant babies will break through from one world to the next and continue to rise. Yay!

That same day I noticed the leaders of the blossom bunch bravely blooming, we headed to one of our new favorite hike/bike areas where I found the deer antler on Spring Equinox. I hiked, while Dave biked it on this day.

I’d just been messaging with my friend Mody in Egypt because he was showing me a new skull in process that he was carving. It is carved in a rare new ancient black stone and had a sacred winged scarab at the crown.

Literally right after I saw the skull a black and red beetle appeared on the path in front of me. I bent down to get a photo, as I’d never seen one like this before. I then stood up and when I looked back down, the beetle was gone.

About two minutes later, this black beetle appeared and then disappeared into some green brush.

And then within the next half hour I found one large deer bone after another in different locations – totaling three.

Then just yesterday we returned to the same hike, as we’ve had a lot of appointments down in the valley lately and make the most of our trips by adding in hiking or biking and a stop at our new favorite lunch spot.

I love going down there at this time of year because all of the flowering trees are in full bloom.

It was a beautiful day with some cloud coverage, but in the high 70’s and again I hiked and explored while Dave biked.

I was immediately greeted by a magickal little mushroom.

There was a warm wind moving the clouds across the sky that created some relief from what would have been some strong sun rays.

The sage was so lush and fragrant that I asked if I could have a few stems from different plants to bring back home to enjoy and the plant spirits said, “yes.”

I also came upon the first bitterbrush bush I’ve seen starting to blossom.

I love their little yellow flowers and their scent that both Dave and I feel reminds us of cinnamon when they’re in full bloom.

Just before this hike Mody had shared his completed “Scarab Queen” black skull, which made me feel that this would have influence on what I might find again.

And it did.

Another very large bone.

Regeneration and purification messages were amplified through the activation of seeing the scarab skull, once again.

I don’t know what things will look like from moment to moment, but I take comfort in knowing there’s a rhythm to it all.

It’s the unification of duality, simultaneously experienced that cracks the code.

I don’t need to understand it with only my mind, nor explain it only in words…the unspoken lies before me and within me, everywhere I turn and tune in.

And it’s happening…and it will continue to weave like the sacred web of Grandmother Spider who holds the secrets of Great Mystery in her whispers of transparent threads.

Sacredness is a delicate balance that lives between breaths and heartbeats that you can never hold. It’s the glimmer between knowing and unknowing that briefly touches the breeze like the passing of consciousness from spirit to flesh and back again.

I peer across the forest right now at a sky full of light glowing through the trees – is it a golden sunset or a golden dawn?

Sacred illumination is exquisite irrelevance.

The interconnectedness of everything is taken for granted, as we try to dissect the parts. And in doing so we lose sight of the sacredness within all that becomes a fleeting experience only for moments of intentional surrender.

Perhaps there IS a method to the madness.

Where ever we find ourselves, may we know that place as the marrow of life.

I hope the crevices illuminate more for us all and that the coming Full Moon, cosmic shifts, and days ahead lend a hand in greater unveiling.

This will be my last post before heading off.

I’ll be away for ten plus weeks, since I’m writing this ahead of leaving, and don’t know how or when I might pop up. For now, I have no plan but to immerse in the moment and new adventure of each day.

We’ll see where it leads.

I’ll either return in July or I may unexpectedly emerge with some inspirational urge to share something brief before that. In either event, know I’ll be staying connected through all that I experience even if we don’t touch in, in the usual ways.

I’m grateful for all of you and send warmth and strength for anything you may be, or will be, navigating.

In creative love and magick…may all possibilities be open to you.

Inspired Beginnings – Aries New Moon Solar Eclipse

I was so excited to find my very first two crocus of the season peeking their sweet lilac heads out from the front bed. They courageously bloom amidst a sea of abundant bulbs that are all reaching with their green stalks and buds to the sun, ready to greet the season of emergence.

I love how resilient and determined they are amidst still-freezing nights – continuing to power on.

Even though we have almost a week of colder weather returning with some snow and moisture pretty much daily, the promise holds strong and reminds me that everything is temporary, resiliency is a superpower innately available, and nothing stops energy from consistently recreating itself.

I’m feeling some assurance that I’ll get to see more blooms before we head off to blossom in new ways ourselves.

And speaking of blooms, I received a surprise, belated birthday package in the mail on the 24th, the day after discovering my crocus Earth stars. It came from a good friend of mine whose business is called “Starship Bloom” that includes such offerings as magickal realism embroidery art.

Not more than a couple of hours after opening the package and finding one of her incredibly beautiful pieces of two coyotes under a Pink Moon (which happens to be what April’s Full Moon is called) with crystals and sparkly beads, a pack of coyotes started howling loudly from very close in the forest out back. We heard them while sitting in the jacuzzi watching the sunset. And then upon going to bed, the pack sang once again to the night sky moon. My friend and I have a lot of intertwined experiences – one of which has been ongoing cosmic coyotes and sighting a pair on the same day. The framed art now sits bedside with a grid of amethyst I have there.

Another of her pieces is headed to me of a spirit bear “The Great White Bear” from the stars walking in the liminal space between Earth and Cosmos. It will balance the left side of my night stand – the perfect companions for dream journeys.

I find it important to support the in between spaces where dreamscapes reveal the truer states of multi-dimensionality that I’m learning to weave more into waking life.

Before this week’s dip in temperatures, we had warm days in the 60’s, which we embraced for our earliest-ever kayaking immersion.

On the 25th we had a successful and gorgeous maiden voyage of our new replacement blow-up kayak.

Our other five plus year old one had a tear we discovered when we tried to do an even earlier paddle and float on the lake during pre-Spring warmth.

This was a beautiful gift to be able to enjoy before we head out too.

And I imagine with the current storm coming in, we may get another day or two of skiing in before we leave, and the ski resort closes, as well.

While things oscillate and may seem unready to anchor one way or another, we always have the opportunity to embrace what is here now and enjoy that rich gift as it is.

It’s been a back and forth see-sawing of weather that mirrors these slower prodding forward days. Everything feeling to point to not rushing ahead, and embracing the moment. But I do see how what might feel like a step backward has been equating to two or three steps ahead after. Like a rubber band, I’m feeling the release about to happen. Weeeeee!

Sometimes the slowing down and being extra present and patient can really help tend to details that create greater resonance and alignment for springing forward.

We’ve been continuing to prep a lot before our travels, which included getting our yard cleaned up. You may recall that I’ve been doing this myself the last couple of years – raking all the pine needles and bagging them, branches, and pine cones from the seasons past.

With our being away during the usual time for this and missing yard waste pickups, we decided to have it done early and get that Spring clean in ahead of schedule. I hadn’t the ability to do it this time, so our people who do snow removal were kind enough to come and they had an opening literally the day before the weather shifted.

Sometimes delegating is important and more productive than trying to do everything yourself.

They did an amazing job and it feels so good to have everything cleared – so fresh! This provides me the opportunity to put my garden statues back out so the fae and forest animals will have their enchanted space even if I’m not there for a while. I’ll do that once this storm front passes.

We plan to get the driplines up and running as well before leaving…so everything should be in place.

It will be fun to see what we return home to in the garden and yard.

One step at a time…we’re getting things ready and prepared without rush. I’ve been embracing a slower pace since my birthday with getting things done without any pressure what so ever and sometimes just doing one bigger project, or portion of one, a day.

It’s been a nice change to slow down and not fill my day with only some of what can be the more stressful kinds of things. I’m making bigger windows of time for relaxing and just being, framing the smaller windows of focuses, as our countdown to departure edges closer.

I’ve been enjoying not having pressures around things and creating calm spaces of flow.

Things do still get done, but as they are meant to rather than by agenda, and this creates greater sense of well-being in the process. This has also allotted me extra time for a few more blogs than I thought I might have ability to share. So, I probably will have time for another before leaving.

It’s been interesting to have deer energy with me a lot since Spring Equinox and the antler and bone finds. It reminds me of my dream last year of finding the spiraling/ascending dream antlers and stag being prominent, followed by a lot of encounters with stag and deer in waking reality.

Well, it continued on the 26th with finding a much longer deer leg bone – interesting the bones have all been legs, as legs represent movement forward and ability to navigate life’s challenges.

I’m sensing a lot of renewal energy from these finds, but also the message of softening, trusting, and being in the flow of alignment with life evolutions instead of resisting or trying to control them.

That speaks to what I’ve been leaning into more and more and feel a greater peacefulness from this.

I wonder if that’s been other’s experience more these days too?

And that energy of inspired beginnings is being supported by today’s Aries New Moon and Solar Eclipse. This is not only a period of taking charge within one’s own life and harnessing what inspires you, but also inspiring others by your own example of visionary leadership and embodiment.

While some may feel less inclined to make major moves, some of you may be ready to leap forward and the energies are right there to help you.

New Moons are great for setting intentions and reflecting upon steps to take toward manifesting things in your life. The Solar Eclipse brings some really transformative energy into the mix and combined with Aries, you could really create a strong momentum of change.

So you could strategize some plans or self-reflect, if in fact you feel you’d like to create something new in your life.

You could also just nestle into the joy of now with fullness of heart gratitude.

And for others, this could herald a time you might want to challenge your comfort zones to move toward greater authenticity or new versions of life experience.

It’s all a choice and perfect however you decide.

Personally, I’ve both been enjoying the present ease of things, but also feel growing excitement for broadened experiences both in exploring more of life and exploring more of my creative potential.

And although we haven’t yet even embarked on our long journey, we’ve already put three backpacking adventures on the calendar (including some with friends and some on our own) and secured permits for those that required one. Two are new hikes/locations and one is a favorite we plan to use as our gateway back into the great outdoor immersions awaiting our arrival home.

So, we’re indeed embracing the Aries spirit for travels and nature expeditions and I’m also accepting the same invitation in my project world by seizing the courageous energies to help get me over the hump of any unfounded fears. I plan to begin some of this while we’re gone, using the inspiration of new experiences to guide the way.

Where in your own life do you feel called to create something new?

Are you comfortable where you are, or are you itching for a little more excitement or wonder in your life?

It’s a great time to feel into your own heart and follow the flow of what you find there.

It will be your own version of peace, joy, and adventure, as we all march to the beat of our own drums.

NOTE: The beautiful ocean jasper is still available for two more days only. On March 31st I’ll be removing the listing in order to finalize shipping on the 1st and won’t offer anything more until I return: Crystals & Crystal Skulls

A Potent Equinox Widening the Field of Potential

Which ever way your path leads, what ever form your beliefs take, and what ever channel you find to be the clearest match to your heart – embrace that wholeheartedly and try not to worry about what others are doing or what they say about what you’re doing, as the only gauge is how alignment is flowing in your own life.

There’s enough judgment and division in the world, so finding your own inner balance of wholeness is what is going to make a difference both for you and what evolves as a result from the individual process you each choose to embody. Conscious or unconscious, your frequency of experience cocreates a collective reflection.

The greater harmony or disharmony the individual experiences within, has direct effect on the creative evolution that responds in like.

Align your parts and watch as you close the gap of fight between yourself and All That Is.

I don’t feel things to be a test, nor a game…it’s consciousness in motion within the Cosmic laws – laws that we have ability to access for the creation of more expansive experiences we might be interested in choosing.

Understand the laws and you find yourself maneuvering much differently.

This has been my personal experience with operating in the field of potential. I am unable to put it into words, but there’s been a consistent uptick over the last year or so in cracking codes – that’s the only way I can explain it.

The gaps in between these experiences are getting shorter too, and they’re part of the reason for my increased optimism.

And now that we’re on the other side of the Equinox gateway, these feelings continue to bloom.

I wonder if anyone else felt or experienced some unusual or defining things on the 20th?

Besides the literal things that took place that day, I felt another layer of opening and release energetically.

That actual day was jam packed for us here when Spring ignited officially.

It started out with us heading to a late morning appointment for Dave, when we were rerouted by a highway closure. The main way we go was closed due to an accident, so our whole day shifted around when we had to take a different road to our destination.

We embraced the change.

We called right away and they rescheduled him for early midafternoon. That provided us time to go back home for a short while, before we headed out again to take advantage of the window of opportunity presented.

We decided to do an impromptu hike in the valley where there isn’t any snow, before hitting some errands.

If we hadn’t, then none of the rest of this would have taken place. If the road closure also hadn’t been, then the day would have unfolded differently.

Timing and choice is everything. Change may be a way of realigning us for the highest good.

Instead of the usual trail, we opted for the trail on the opposite side of the highway that I’d been remarking on for a while that looked like it might be interesting.

It ended up being a great hike with expansive views of the valley framed by our snow-capped mountain home in the background.

We saw evidence of mini faery flowers starting to pop, but the meandering trail was a fresh change and perfect to welcome a new season.

There were a lot of interesting metamorphic rocks along the path to explore..

As we hiked I got this strong feeling that something special might be found because of it being the Equinox…I rattled off possibilities in my head of deer antlers, bones, feathers, quartz, etc.

I’m not sure why I thought of deer antlers, but realized that this is the time of the year of their shedding these.

Not long after, I started to find a few sparkly quartz, including a mini smoky quartz cluster and Dave suddenly remarked that he thought this could be a good area for finding shed deer antlers.

That was interesting since I had thought of this silently in my head. I told him so and how I sensed that now that we both were feeling this, there was a good chance of it happening.

Not long after, we started to notice the vegetation that deer like to feed on, wildlife trails, and lots of deer poop. In fact my tracking instincts led me to deer poop feeding areas over and over.

We both started exploring off-path a little, while following the main trail. I just knew something was coming.

I did remind Dave that it’s possible to find them even near the hiking trail because the two other antlers I found in Montana had been by sighting from the main trail.

I stopped for a moment to do my soft pause, centering, and heart connection with hand over my heart. Something I also do when I feel crystal finds are waiting to be discovered. I felt an antler in my field and trusted in divine guidance joining us.

We followed along back on the main trail for a while and at one point stopped to say something. While we were talking, my eye caught something to my right and I turned. In the same breath I was answering Dave with I said, “I found a deer antler” and walked right to it.

He said, “You did?!”

I brought it to him and handed it over. “Yep.”

He said, “I guess that confirms what we felt about this area.”

I recognized it right away and it all became very matter-of-factly without surprise while I could feel my parts merging. I didn’t want to sound ungrateful, as I was hugely so, but at the same time I realized that by doing too much of that as an extension outside of myself, this would place a separation from my own abilities. The gratitude became more of one around the process I felt I was teaching myself in these experiential fields of potential.

It’s a shorter forked antler likely from a younger buck and the two points were worn down where tips once were likely more sharp at one time.

I can’t explain how I felt – a combination of immense gratitude, amazement, knowing, and empowerment.

I couldn’t say I was surprised, as I felt in my bones the alignment with this happening. Yet, there was still that meeting of wonder and delight with solid self-realization and cocreatorship.

It’s an experience of not knowing the difference between psychic vision and conscious manifestation.

Are we actually “seeing” what’s coming, which produces the feeling of knowing? Or have we actually put in motion a melding of elements to produce by creative will?

I shared this with Dave and he said, “I think that it was meant for just you to find that one.”

It wasn’t the first time an experience like this has taken place. It’s been happening a lot in various areas of my life.

They are very deliberate and boundary-breaking unfoldings that take me out of the smaller me and into a multi-dimensional consciousness that defies what we think we know as reality.

I feel like the unlocking of cosmic codes is continuing to happen for us all and will continue to become a consistent process, as well as a more conscious and intentional process. The invitations and doorways are all around us.

An experience of really communing with All That Is.

I felt myself expand. That’s the best way I can explain it.

We continued back to the car and next it was bones that caught my eye. They looked to be part of leg bones and also felt like deer. One had the two pieces still connected.

We went on to do some errands after our spontaneous and potent Spring hike – one of which included my ordering new glasses.

I hadn’t been to the eye doctor for two years, but could feel that the astigmatism was more noticeable now in terms of near vision. Up to this point I have only had one pair of glasses, which I got back in 2019 – 5 years ago. I still absolutely love those frames and plan to keep them for potential future prescriptions. I had them just to wear if I wanted to, but didn’t need to and still at this point don’t need to for distant stuff. I mostly wore them just to change things up.

I had a few pairs of over-the-counter readers that I would grab for extensive close-up reading, but now that the astigmatism has increased, it makes it so that having prescription glasses on hand is much more useful and replaces the over-the-counter ones.

So, I opted to get a new pair with progressive lenses that handle both near and far sight. That way I only have to use one and will basically get rid of the rest. They are a super fun color and style that Dave actually picked out and we both loved.

This felt like a fun upgrade in new Spring energy, new vision, and a fine-tuning of clarity and balance. Kind of coinciding with my antler experience, which of course was simultaneously such a perfect find for the Equinox, energetically and symbolically.

I should get them in a couple of weeks. Perfect timing before heading off on our travels next month too.

I will likely wear these a lot more, although don’t need them for my outdoor activities, as I still have hawk eyes when it comes to seeing and finding things.

We continued on after that to Dave’s eye check-up appointment, lunch, and some more errands before heading home.

On our drive back the sky was filled with unusual clouds that appeared like hovering spacecrafts moving above.

There was even one that to me was a clear image of a beluga whale emerging from a sky ship.

A friend later told me that she, too, had been seeing the same kind of clouds throughout that day and felt wild and chaotic energy.

I wouldn’t say I felt chaotic energy, but the energies were very strong, clear, and purposeful with a lot going on, yet with precision and opening.

Our Equinox ended with some bitter added to the sweet, as we came upon an injured Canadian goose on the last stretch home.

She was laying on the road like she was nesting there and we saw her partner looking very distraught by her side. We stopped the car and saw her try to get up.

Her leg was broken, bleeding, and potentially also the wing broken on the same side. It was apparent she’d been hit by a car.

Our hearts bled with her…it was extremely heart-breaking. Dave wondered if he might be able to gather her in a blanket, but she was very scared and went off into the drainage water by the field where the other geese were when he approached. I sent energy to her with love and support.

I told him we should drop a pin on a map and call the wildlife rescue to let them know. We knew it was a longshot, but felt we had to do something. We left a message about her and shared the location, but they were closed for the night.

That night my heart ached when I went to bed, so I tuned in with her.

That’s where I’m so grateful to have the ability to use the gifts we all have available to us to send energy and intention. Between Reiki and other forms of communication and energetic support, I tuned in with her, sent energy to subdue the pain, put a protective bubble around her, sent calm and love to her and her partner, and the intention that if she can’t make it through the night or a predator finds her, that she passes peacefully.

I trust that.

The next morning we followed up to remind the wildlife place about our message, as we wanted to do what we could. They said they would be getting a volunteer to go down and look for her in the area we sent them. We released it all to the highest good.

Spring Equinox was filled with endings and beginnings and symbolism of the sacred cycles always in motion.

And indeed parts of us will fade away and come to an ending all together, but simultaneously regeneration and renewal is always at hand.

We tend to focus only on one or the other – death or birth – but to see the truth of wholeness with clarity is realizing their threaded continuum.

Just as this sunset last night seamlessly shifted in gorgeous colors.

I’m already seeing all of my bulbs – old and new – pushing through the ground.

I don’t know if I’ll get to see my Spring blooms this year, which I’ll miss while we’re away. But I will at least see their growth spurt that mirrors my own.

What things in your own life are you hoping to grow stronger, more of, or perhaps for the first time?

UPDATE: There’s just one crystal remaining – a beautiful Ocean Jasper freeform – that will be available only through March 31st. It’s bursting with colorful new life and potential too.

Endings are Beginnings: Spring’s Promise Invites Your Belief ~ Plus Surprise Equinox Crystal Release

Although tomorrow is officially Spring, we did just get another snow storm the eve before, and on, St. Patrick’s Day bringing another deep layer of magick to the land.

This has been a different Winter season with a lot of Spring-like days in between our white showers, and the birds and small animals never really seemed to do a full hibernation.

But Spring Equinox IS officially upon us in the Northern Hemisphere, which heralds Terra’s awakening.

And it arrives inside a potent transformational window between the Lunar Eclipse of the 13th (powerful releasing energy) and a Solar Eclipse on the 29th (courageous new accelerations).

A new start’s promise is in motion, as the truth that all endings being beginnings is realized.

It’s also another year of blossoming without a bunny by my side, reflecting that the heart does go on and the fertile, creative abundance continues.

It helps that I refuse to give up hope.

I choose to keep believing and believing fuels extra joy in my heart even if everything outside of my heart wants to lean in other directions.

I feel that it does take our wanting to believe, in order to shift our experience.

Belief, rooted in embodied emotions behind it, make all the difference in any area of life.

Our sweet little, still-decorated pine tree at forest’s edge, speaks to me of believing.

The night before St. Patrick’s Day I dreamed I was walking through a grassy knoll and came to an area filled with peacock feathers along the ground. I could see their beautiful patterning and colors peeking through the dirt that partially covered them – perhaps indicating they had been there a while. Someone else may not have noticed them, as they blended well with the ground. I went about gathering them up in my arms, grateful for the gift.

I woke from this dream feeling extra rooted in hope and trust that beautiful things would come to fruition. The fact that I found many peacock feathers also spoke to an abundance of potentials in process of becoming. I also felt their discovery as entering into a new period of heightened change and growth. Brush off the dirt and dust, and begin again in brilliant revealing of essence.

Later, I decided to see if there was additional insights to this dream and found some information on dreaming about finding a peacock feather. The info suggested entering a period of self-discovery of one’s true potential and a reflection of embodied self-love.

And being that peacock feathers also symbolize one’s creative uniqueness, it may also encourage a deepening expression of such with potential to achieve great things with solid self belief.

And there again is that message of believing making a difference.

Spring is the season of rooted belief coming to fruition.

The sprouting forth of new life is a reflection of trust in the nature of ever-evolving cycles.

All things continue to transform, blossom, and renew, even if we can’t see it during the monochromatic landscapes.

The blankets of white may seem suppressive, but in fact are the stimulus void of innovation.

In celebration of the Equinox, here’s a little surprise release to ignite sparks of creative potential and inspired belief.

The last three crystal offerings were homed rather swiftly – the same day I shared them. They really knew where they were needed and their timing, as people found them even without seeing the blog post announcement. It moved me deeply to feel the joy their cocreators felt.

If you missed those three new offerings, I have a surprise for you today.

I have three new, equally special offerings that specifically wanted to wait for a Spring Equinox release. You’ll see why in terms of their transformative energy – especially with the key and needed emotional realm – and creative and colorful vitality mirroring this time period of opportunity between eclipses and beyond: UPDATE: 1 REMAINS

Crystals & Crystal Skulls

Again, these will only remain available until March 31st, as I will need to have all shipping done at the start of April. If you’d love to have one of these with you through Spring’s blossoming doorway, that’s the timeframe to keep in mind. Otherwise, if any remain available, they’ll not go out again until July.

May the sweetness of emerging tendrils nourish your heart this season.

Innovation Starts With You

I hope the Full Moon Eclipse provided extra clarifying, opening, and perhaps healing support to your life in some way.

If you’ve experienced struggles with movement forward, the Virgo energy of this Moon amplifies how organization, clearing, cleansing, and dealing with details in a grounded way can aid efficiency and adaptability for welcoming in some new things.

Since Spring Equinox is around the corner in several days, it isn’t unusual to feel in alignment with the season’s desire to give things a deep cleanse and make way for the vibrant new growth excited to emerge.

Here, we had another snow storm on the 13th and 14th – the overlap days of the Moon event – that brought in a fresh almost foot and a half of snow where we are and much more up higher.

This snow is a welcome addition to our days, since we’ve had an unusual Winter with long periods of Spring-like weather in between a sprinkling of storms.

But then, this year feels unusual to me in many ways.

Perhaps because the slate does feel completely wiped – like the white blanket that just fell upon the ground here.

The Moon was large and glowed a reddish gold through the forest in the days leading up to the Full illumination.

Its presence and recent days have felt like an alchemical silence lingering in the air. I’ve had a lot of energy through the night.

Last evening, just after 7pm, Frith made a surprise run back and forth across the fresh snow on the upper deck while I was sitting on the couch. That was so unusual, too, but fitting.

I’ve continued to feel really powerful energies around and being drawn into my life, which coincide with that potent medicine of shark in a way. There’s something ritualistic naturally occurring and it feels to be aligned with what lies beyond each new door.

There’s also an excitement stirring with really fresh feelings unearthing that mirror the birthing of new stars within. I’m curious as to how innovation will unfold. And I’m meeting that energy with an action or choice to align in resonance with it.

Do you find yourself wondering and stretching in new ways?

And if not, do you wish to feel the kindling of different curiosities?

I feel like there’s an invitation to us all to try something unusual…mix it up…create new processes…leave behind stress and agendas…immerse so much into the moment that the mind quiets.

What if you did just one new thing today?

What if you woke up saying this is the day I will (fill in the blank)?

We will find it difficult to create our bigger ideals collectively, if we can’t even do one thing different in our own lives today.

Start with a simple shift and work up to more. Soon they’ll become a fun new natural for you.

It begins with a choice.

Just before the snow storm I found this raven wing feather. The iridescent colors are like the transformative changes emerging from the deep void.

I feel raven as a guide into the unknown and illuminating the way through the dark womb of creation and mystery with great intuitive precision.

We DO have all that we need within to navigate this new terrain. The steps will be like braille to our hearts…as we feel our way through revival of our multi-dimensional consciousness.

I’m going to be pretty occupied over the next month, as Dave and I prepare for a rather long journey away for ten weeks beginning mid April. That time might be a bit of a sabbatical in a way, but I am not putting any parameters on it. I have a feeling and vision, but will let the days unfold as is aligned.

I’m not sure how much I’ll post before then, but I’m sure at least a couple of more shares.

In the meantime, I did just list a few new crystal beings here: Crystals & Crystal Skulls

UPDATE: All new offerings have been homed.

You’ll notice that I removed the remaining Tahoe Quartz from that page. I felt the ones left will now become part of grids in the garden here and I will await anymore new ones that this Summer may bring to share with you.

Hope your weekend brings something new your way!

Shark: An Unexpected Ally to Navigate the Waters Ahead

The world is a very interesting field of experience these days, in terms of what is playing out, and it takes more expansive awareness to observe without attachment and charge and to then navigate how we want to take our own place within it all. I sense that many others are also feeling an inner messaging around taking a new path, yet doing so invites a greater trust of the unknown way to do that or where it’s leading.

I was recently corresponding with a friend about how we both feel this doorway is about inviting in utmost faith, but also a space of no stress or pressure, as these are the old ways and everything we do now is about a new way on the spiral of evolution.

I added that I feel called to relinquish all goal-oriented thinking and to simply enjoy the moment of what ever I have chosen to immerse myself in. With fullness of heart brought into each experience, things can organically morph and divine alignment is naturally achieved.

So while that may seem contrary to my strong Capricorn, mountain-climbing energies or entering a #1 year numerologically, it’s actually just tweaking perspective on it and creating a more balanced approach that utilizes the best of the energetic worlds to create a new way to each mountain top.

This has brought a huge relief to me and creates a much more fun approach and experience.

It’s not that I don’t have motivation or intention, it’s just that there’s a shift of process where intention is energy theme based and saturated in joy. Joy then results in the perfect outcome that doesn’t need dictatorship over. There’s still full force of momentum, but with a different kind of directive. When one is fully present in the expression of the moment in a way that engages wholeness of one’s frequency, then everything can be achieved with greater flow and grace and will always be in divine alignment.

This is natural harmony of essence in conscious motion of being.

My recent little family-time getaway ended up being a week’s long mini vacation, as it was extended an extra night. I only just got back home Friday, so am settling into things. It felt like a mini reset in a different terrain that looks out on the mountains we live in.

And when I got home I found my amaryllis plants in a new phase as well.

You may recall that my parents gave us an amaryllis plant on Thanksgiving that grew super tall and produced five blossoms on one pod and four on the other – nine in all. My parent’s plant produced six blossoms on one pod and four on the other – ten in total.

After the blossoms finished their cycle, I only removed the withered flowers and watched how they produced new pods. This was my first time with an amaryllis plant so it was fascinating to observe their evolution and learn about how you can regrow them after the bloom. My parents fully cut the stems and withered flowers, along with the plant and gave me their bulb to see what I could do with theirs too.

Well, I ended up regrowing their plant from just the original bulb they had remaining and the leaves on mine grew crazy long, while the flower pods got larger. I wasn’t sure if they were going to bloom again, but what I discovered when I returned home from the week away was that the pods had burst open to expose all of the dark papery seeds.

I thought that was a cool reflection of the week’s discussions and energetic shifts that took place, as I always have powerful talks with my brother when with him and this time was extra potent given the amount of hours of intentional and deeply explorative exchanges – its own explosive burst of activation.

I plan to prepare the seeds and then plant them. I read that although they germinate within a few weeks to a couple of months that it can take several years for seed grown amaryllis to reach blooming size.

So, we’ll see what evolves. I just thought it symbolically aligned with fresh starts and the seeding of new Earth experiences.

While away there was also another few days of storms that came in, so we were welcomed back home to a snowy fresh blanket of purity once again.

That leads me to some potent dreams that I feel guided to share, as they don’t seem to just be about my own experiences.

On March 1st, the first night at my parent’s house, I had a shark dream and interestingly, the first night back home on March 7th I had another shark dream.

The first one involved very large sharks that looked like bull sharks to me, as they had rounded heads and noses when looking from above, and yet there was a little bit of whale shark essence in terms of their blended personality. Whale sharks are docile giants and bull sharks are aggressive. There was a sense they had some of both, but were an unusual group in that any aggressive potentials were something they kept at bay by choice. These were highly intelligent and advanced sharks.

That dream involved a fleet of these very large sharks that we (me and some other people) were going to be riding, as they were the only ones who knew how to take us somewhere important. We met up with the shark fleets in the water and there were beings helping us to prepare for the journey. The sharks had something similar to a bit in their mouths like horses, with a handle at the top of their heads to be able to hold onto. Then you just straddled their backs in front of their dorsal fin. There was a special mask to place over the eyes and nose, which I understood was to help to see and breathe when the sharks would dive very deep to get where we were headed. I’m not exactly sure where they were taking us – it felt like an important, hidden place – but before the journey began, the shark I was riding starting talking to me telepathically. One of the things he said was that he had something he wanted to give me and then something like a crystal appeared with two other stones. I looked at the crystal and it had a blue eye at the center of it. It was flatter in shape and clear all around the eye. The other two pieces looked similar to ancient petrified wood, but in a rounder stone form. They seemed like keys for the travels ahead. That’s all I remember.

On symbolic levels, this dream journey felt reflective of where I’m at with my personal growth journey. Perhaps finding a way to navigate new or challenging situations with grace and courage…harmony with, acceptance of, or overcoming fears is something I found when looking things up around being with peaceful sharks. Yet it also spoke to me about the new path ahead into the depths of the unconscious and unknown realms to rebuild from the core out, but having the tools/keys to unlock the way and the protection of highly attuned help to guide and assist. I do believe this is true for us as a collective.

The night we returned home, the shark dream was different. In this dream I was braiding my hair into two braids – one on each side of my head. There’s an ancestral and ancient wisdom symbolism to braiding hair. It’s a weaving of knowledge and sacredness into braids, as well as reflects resiliency and interconnectedness. The three strands can stand for mind, body, and spirit and to me are also duality coming together into a third integrated strand of harmonious unity. Doing this act felt preparatory to the experience upcoming.

While I was finishing to braid my hair someone came and said they needed to take me somewhere. I arrived at a facility that was by water’s edge. I quickly learned that the waterways surrounding this place were filled with sharks, separated into different areas, and there was some kind of process where people were being told to carry raw meat to the edges of the sandy areas and wait for the sharks. The sharks would smell the meat and come in fast and take the meat from the people’s hands. Sometimes they were so fast that they would come up onto the sand at full speed like a motorboat beaching itself.

There was something around bravery with this and looking fear in the eye with love…standing there knowing you were calling in a shark and that they would be coming at you and taking the meat from your hand, and trusting that you would be okay and only the meat would be taken and not your arm or more. And yet this experience could be different for each person, as I sensed something was based around your purity of heart and how well you understood the principles and dynamics at work. It reminds me a lot about sacred rituals in ancient times where training like this was implemented for alchemical mastery. How one embodies vibrations and learns to master the Cosmic laws, foretells how they will experience the world around them. It can also signify the difference between cause and effect and knowing how to vibrationally align oneself with the experience of choice. So, this dream was initiatory in feeling and highly attuned with deep trust and conscious awareness.

Sharks are one of the most ancient and evolutionary groups of animals on the planet that have been around over 450 million years and were the first vertebrate predators. I do have a couple of fossilized shark’s teeth a friend sent me that she found, and that are now part of my second crystal grid.

And I just realized that recently I was drawn to get a pendant that combined a couple of small raw stones – green tourmaline and aquamarine – with a larger fossilized Megalodon shark’s tooth. Megalodon sharks lived between 3.6 to over 20 millions years ago. This pendant supports transforming fear into love and is a shield and guide on one’s journeys. The elements of the pendant were integrated to “narrate a story of travel, protection, and joy, harmoniously unified in conscious design and intention.”

There’s always a reason we feel drawn to certain things. At the time I felt very connected to the protective power and strength of these ancient sharks and for what I felt to be embarking on. I wanted to intentionally invoke that power in my life, as I felt it would be needed. I can see now that they are working with me to support the next level of my journey I was ready for and calling in.

Anyway, these bookended shark dreams feel very significant in terms of rebooting experiences and I sense, like with the other animal spirit guides featuring prominently these days, and the messengers who are speaking through them, that we have many powerful comrades to help navigate the new realms we are evolving into. Many of them are unexpected, but are showing us new and integral ways that are important to understand and implement.

The sharks speak to our ability to adapt to life’s challenges with precision, courage, strength, primal power, and resiliency. They teach us how to rule the deep watery realms of emotions, shadows, and the subconscious that are outflowing fast and furious these days, so that we may transmute these and recognize and embody our innate power and highest potential. These are the realms calling our attention now and are the most challenging to work through because they don’t make sense to the mind. You can’t simply logic them out. For this reason, the mental realm is far easier to grasp. The feeling and unspoken realms are where integrated mastery lies.

The shark collective encourages us to unwaveringly believe in ourselves and unleash these origin forces we have ability to harness. They seem to be saying that there’s an untapped power locked within that is ready to rise and as we meet change with fearless flexibility, we can learn to navigate the incoming currents of uncertainty with confident grace and become our own unstoppable, creative force of unification.

We have a Virgo Full Moon Lunar Eclipse upcoming on March 13th PST and 14th EST. Despite the challenges and struggles collectively unfolding, dreams and intuitive guidance keep pointing to so much potential and the ability to align ourselves more consciously with the changes.

Grounded innocence is The Fool’s card wisdom and superpower. It’s not blindness, but the ability to see beyond what the mind and ego fears. The willingness to take new risks and shift your way of reacting to others who prefer you to join or take a side, can lead to creating new doorways for us all.

Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo! 52!

Can you tell I’m in an extra silly state of mind?

If you look up the meaning of bibbidi-bobbidi-boo you’ll see it defined as a “light-hearted magickal incantation” to transform someone or something, and of course we know they were the magickal words used and sung by the faery godmother in Cinderella that mean basically the same as abra cadabra. For what ever reason – probably because I was feeling to make things light and fun – these words came to mind right away when I felt called to share this message today and it perfectly chimed in with rhyme for this life’s Earth year age I just turned.

Whether you’re a fan or not of Disney’s Cinderella, I bet many of you still know that song like I do and, at the least, feel the words to be a silly sweet way to integrate magick into our lives with lightness and joy and to experience transformation as enchantment.

It’s, again, about perspective and having a willingness to soften our hold on ideas and beliefs that may be limiting our capacity to enjoy the gifts of life we do have and our instant ability to transform them.

Shifts, miracles, and changes can happen just like that – add snap of a finger!

My birthday felt like this for me – light and joyous and yet also fully transformative in a very magickal way. One moment I was on one side of a door, and the very next I was on the other. It was as if someone waved a wand and invoked a little bibbidi-bobbidi-boo.

And they did – me, that is.

This came as a result of my partnering in the dance of alignment. I leaned into and swam with the waves of energy I felt rolling through, rather than crossing my arms and trying to anchor my feet on the bottomless ground and getting thrown around in the waves trying, or struggling to swim the other direction against the current.

I also did it by invoking my conscious cocreating ability with the cause, rather than believing I was the effect of someone else’s doing.

Magick is what magick does.

You are the magick realizing itself in every unfurling moment.

Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo is conscious being – instant and miraculous it can be.

I’ve felt strongly guided not to do anything new until after the fresh cycle kicked in and to just stay focused on endings. Slow and steady without missing any details. And by doing this, I did wake up on my birthday feeling completely different and I started seeing everything in a new light that felt easier, more fluid, and extra freeing – providing me even more possibilities I found myself open to.

And just like that a new cycle ignited, and another year of Earth walking began.

Fifty-two, here’s looking at you!

Having the energy of the 27th’s Pisces New Moon building up (the day after my birthday) amplified all of these feelings personally for me. Yet, I’m sure many of you have also been feeling these energies too, and maybe even a boost in terms of connection with your dreams and feeling they are worth putting conscious efforts toward. And if not feeling these things yet, you may notice an increase in desire around things you want and wondering more about their possibility.

Let your mind wander and imagine. This is the path to manifesting – visualizing and allowing your creative power to fill your cells with resonance for attracting the like to that which you envision and feel.

There’s been a sense of relief in the days leading up to this doorway. The build-up anchored in a knowing of how I would like the next phase of life to feel like. The way it looks doesn’t matter as much. As long as I keep sight on, and embody the essence of, how I want to experience the feeling of life, then I know the perfect reflections of that will unfold.

We’ve had Spring-like weather here all week – in the 50’s – so we’ve been able to go on hikes.

This is the first time since living here that we have such warm temperatures and that we haven’t been immersed in snow at the house on my Winter birthday. And although I love Winter wonderlands, this feels like a reflection of vibrant new birthing with my #1 year cycle activating – shaking things up a bit!

Interestingly, three days before my birthday we went on a hike and found a nest! Yep, another one – that makes fourteen.

Not long after the nest find, we pulled up to the grocery store and Dave went in to get something quick. As soon as he left, I watched a very large hawk swoop down to the creek in front of me, feet first with a splash. I’ve not seen that before. The hawk then flew up to a tree branch and perched there for a couple of minutes before taking off.

I thought both were pretty cool things to experience in symbolism right before my birthday.

I baked myself a cake after this hike, find, and sighting, since I knew we’d be out all day on my actual birthday. I made a simple vegan vanilla cake with vanilla icing (my fav) – but a super healthy version. The cake had no oil or butter – apple sauce instead – and I used monkfruit sweetener instead of sugar. There were basically only eight ingredients – flour, baking powder, baking soda, vanilla, apple sauce, water, distilled white vinegar, and monkfruit. And the icing was made with only soaked cashews, soy milk, vanilla, and monkfruit sweetener too. It turned out yummy and with the strawberry slices on top it was actually very much like a strawberry shortcake – my favorite throughout my childhood. I decorated it simply and voila!

For the actual day of my birthday, we planned on a special hike. It was what I wanted to do for my own kind of celebration. Originally some friends of ours had wanted to do something with us to celebrate and so we invited them along. I wondered about how that would unfold, as we’ve only done this hike one other time before on Spring Equinox three years ago. It was a very sacred kind of time.

Well, the day before my birthday our friends had to cancel and instead we made plans to meet up with them for a late lunch celebration afterward.

It was obvious that for this particular day we were meant to go ourselves.

Being that it was such a sunny, warm day it made it possible to get down to the high desert and enjoy what would there be a 60+ degree day.

My birthday choice was a hike where I could do one of my favorite things…rock and crystal hounding …see what All That Is had in store for me.

We had a beautiful day with perfect weather, not a soul around, and incredible gifts to discover – some of which felt to be placed like Easter egg treasures to find.

Even Dave had a great time exploring and finding gifts and we both enjoyed the different scenery and warm desert wind carrying so many whispers.

We felt like we were being watched from the canyon walls.

Petrified wood, agate, jasper, chalcedony, selenite, and a whole variety of mineral and crystal amazingness around every corner, including volcanic beauties along with the incredible terrain and sights to take in.

I don’t know what all of the specimens are that we found, but honestly I don’t much care as I just love their beauty and energy.

It’s such a gift to find things myself and know that no one else has touched them but me.

Just look at some of these!

The really special finds of the day were petrified agatized wood, which I have never found. We also found some petrified wood with chalcedony and some that are white opalized.

Talk about abundant ancient earthen energy.

These are 2 million years old.

The area used to have an ancient lake from the Pleistocene period.

I just love the energies of this area – so raw, wild, and full of ancient and ancestral wisdom.

The petrified wood, in particular, feels perfect for the rebirthing of a new Earth experience because the life force flowing through them carries cellular frequencies of what’s necessary for growth, renewal, and knowledge to learn from, rebuild, and strengthen resiliency.

I feel that the ancient Earth and Cosmic rich energies are key right now and this is why so many different kinds of crystals and stones are being unearthed and discovered at this time from new locations and sacred spots on Earth.

And speaking of Easter eggs and rebirth, just look at what we found!

An abandoned fully in-tact egg.

That really felt symbolic to find on my birthday and to hold in the palm of my hand.

It was a great day!

And the energies have continued to feel fertile.

It felt SO good to have the sun touch my skin and receive a nice rosy glow in Winter.

It was a perfect T kind of day!

Yay!

In the meantime, we continue to hear the calls of coyotes and experience nightly beautiful and varied colored sunsets through the forest out back.

And during the last few weeks I’ve had a couple more odd things go on with systems within my computer, which we both cleaned out and gave reboots to, but definitely reflect the same thing I’ve been doing – out with the old and in with the new. I didn’t need a whole new computer – just needed to refresh the inner workings to clarify the path ahead.

There’s no need to rush into things right now, as we’re still in a period of restoring and recalibrating with slow, but stead momentum. And it’s better not to, since energies are moving fast. Tending to the details that create balance will help nurture a more sustainable progression when things are ready to leap.

You might ask yourself, how do you want to show up in the world and embody the energies streaming in that would also be the butterfly kisses to your own heart?

Be curious as to where your inner voice is calling you to lean into more. These whispers or loud calls, which ever the case may be for you, are indication of alignment readjustments that will do your body, heart, and soul good in the coming days, months, and years.

Like our beautiful Earth, we too are undergoing a massive shift. She’s not the only one revealing her true feelings through the waves of weather or deconstructing changes she expresses.

We all could use a good nurturing purge to rebalance and recreate.

I used to share Lee Harris’ monthly Energy Forecasts, but since I don’t anymore I did want to share a few things he said in his last one that stood out.

He reiterated the message I shared above calling it “the slow lane is the fast lane right now” and that many may still be in a recovery or rest period in order to learn new and enduring ways of showing up in this also very new world. So it’s okay if you’re in recovery mode…keep up the step-by-step and know that this will lead to jumps later.

He also spoke about “dimension jumping” which feels accurate for me too. I’ve continued to have a lot of moving in and out very quickly between dimensional experiences and many times knowing that I’m in a parallel reality and snap back if someone calls to me. I know that’s others experiences as well. There’s nothing wrong with you if you are going through these shake-ups of reality shifts. It’s going to become more seamless as time goes on.

I absolutely loved him stating how “boundaries reflect alignment“. What a perfect way to explain why boundaries are so necessary in knowing clearly your yes’s and no’s. This isn’t selfishness. This is resonance and dancing in alignment with the collective.

And the last key note I wanted to share from his March Energy Update was his expressing that a widespread experience will be happening around your latent gifts lighting up suddenly. He stated these as “either talents or abilities you used to possess, but had been long forgotten, or past life gifts that you didn’t know you had, but are so effortless when they appear in your life”. And he went on to add that these would happen very easily. There will be “no thought involved or teaching necessary…it will be sudden and surprising and maybe even shocking” how these gifts come out-of-the blue in being experienced.

I felt a huge a-ha when I heard him say that, as it was something that’s been coming to me strongly in the last months especially, that I could feel this would be happening and how easily it would appear. It came in snippets of parallel experiences I saw and could feel it with all of me even though I didn’t know how.

Yes, the time is now and in the coming months, more and more of us will experience these sudden openings of our innate gifts lighting up on the board. It will seem miraculous – like a bibbidi-bobbidi-boo wave of the wand, but it of course was always who you were. This will especially take place in the psychic/intuitive realms for many.

There are a lot of things to be excited about and that give rise to more hope.

Don’t be afraid to keep believing and immersing in imaginative curiosity.

What if?

And indeed it will be.

Ending Notes:

I’m going to be away a bunch over the next several months and so commences some of the upcoming shifts in how I spend my energy and time. I haven’t yet a clear idea how things will evolve here on my blog, but I’ll get a better picture of that as I keep moving forward into the new. One step at a time.

I will be immersed in a little family getaway starting today through Thursday while Dave is on a ski trip with some friends.

Dave and I will be leaving for a long trip together, soon too. I’ll update things on that as the time approaches and I get a better handle on how things are going to look on my end with my focuses.

White Dreams & Visions Revisited – Part 3 An Ending of Hope

Although I have documented at least ten significant “white themed” dreams and visions between 2014 and 2017 here on this blog, I am guided to end with just one more today. This will make a trilogy of key dream and vision messages that feel particularly important to share at this time. If you are ever bored and want to explore some of the others, you’ll find them linked above. Only one of them predates this grouping, as it was in 2012 about a narwhal.

It makes sense to me why that three-year span was key. It was the igniting of major change upcoming and what unfolded thereafter, to include our entire span of RV living in the Magick Bus. This included a time period of clear knowing and visions of no longer being here as the me I knew and the invitation to more being granted. Our Magick Bus experience was one of the most important time periods for me – a dream that took about three years of manifesting, but I did it! It was also when I had a life-altering and timeline jump to another parallel reality experience in a river up in Banff that is far too involved and complex to ever write about. It confirmed the messages I kept receiving. I always just simply say, another dimensional part of me emerged and took over the next part of the journey.

Anyway, today’s post comes from an experience that was in the beginning of our Magick Bus journeys – about six months in. I feel that the visions I had at the Blythe Intaglios hold messages for us now.

All of my life, the visions and feelings I’ve had about things have always been “another time” related – future oriented, some would say if one looks at time linearly. I think that because I experience no boundaries in time or realities, and other multi-dimensional aspects of myself in a more seamless kind of way, when I receive insights they often will take time to catch up to. I get the sense this is part of today’s share and the message of hope and renewal speaks to now.

There are so many layers to the visions I received from this experience – this time in full waking life of my tuning in with the energy of the sacred place we explored.

White buffalo and a white horse are part of the potent visions I received. There’s even a short connective thread from a dear friend that the now me sees foreshadowing that we would be returning to Lake Tahoe to live again after the Magick Bus adventures.

I’m going to also link to this blog below that features one of the Magick Stones I created while we were RV living. That was a time period when I received the guidance to paint the special stones I was finding at the incredible areas of exploration. I painted so many beautiful portals. This one connects with today’s reblog, as it’s of a white buffalo on one side, and hawk on the other.

Sacred White Buffalo, White Buffalo Woman & Hawk Medicine with Dream Activation Portal ~ Magick Stone Powerhouse for Conscious Living

So, yeah…a lot of links in this post to go down rabbit holes of exploration with. I know we have way too many things going on in life, so I don’t expect anyone to explore them all. But I will say that I did lol! It was very meaningful for me to revisit and retrieve the morsels of remembrance. It was fun to find that I even mentioned the 13 crystal skulls at the end of today’s share.

If you’re receiving this by email, the reblog may or may not show up, so you may need to click through.

May the messages awaken cellular memories, but more importantly offer hope when I know many of you feel discouraged.

White Dreams & Visions Revisited – Part 2

Getting back to the dream theme reblogs, today’s share comes from September of 2014, just three days after Part 1’s White Dream and just weeks after my return from Alaska in August of 2014.

As you can see, a lot was triggered by the timing of that trip and it was interesting that the dream journeys took on a “white” theme symbolically after that.

Today’s dream share was particularly potent to me, as it felt to be the end of a mission I had up until that point in life where I was reporting back the depths of experiences and things learned thus far, while reviewing it all from a different and detached space of consciousness.

Perhaps some of the reason this dream feels important to share again is because of the significance of yet another of these milestones not only I feel to be crossing now, but the collective feels to be going through as well. And with the completion of my portal painting this week and birthday celebrations in gear, there’s really powerful energies I can feel observing this new transition.

I love the comment on this post from faery sis Laura in 2014 sharing “It also reminds me of that Star People book, with some of the people reporting back to the Space Brothers.”

Indeed.

If you were sitting in front of a Cosmic Council of beings from far-off planets, what would you want to tell them?

And if you knew you were at the end of a mission or purpose with the freedom to begin anew, what would you choose and why?

Bunnies, Birthdays & Beginnings Have Begun ~ Portal Painting Magick as a Marker of Spiraling Change

This is an interlude before the next reblog of White Dreams & Visions Revisited so that I can share some updates including a very important full circle closure AND opening for me that has to do with a portal.

But before that, I just want to extend extra love, healing, and grace of flow to everyone and especially those of you who may find yourself going through some very rough patches. I have heard in the last couple of weeks from several people I know that are themselves going through major health challenges to include various forms of stage four cancer and aggressive lymphoma, or their loved ones are going through the same.

Many people are moving through big changes in various areas of their lives, not just health, and even if ultimately they are for the highest good, things may feel uncomfortable or unclear right now. So let’s take some deep breaths together and remember all the things we have already made it through. One step at a time.

There also continues to be a wide gap between contrasting experiences that can be triggering or add strain on things so, again, it’s helpful to try to find that connective bridge of kindness toward self and others, understanding how everyone is going through their own stuff. The breath and pause with curiosity around the moment unfolding can help to curtail creating a domino effect of explosions. Anything you can do to nourish and support yourself, anchor into the conscious present, listen to and act upon inner messaging, or maybe even reach out to others would be of great benefit as things are changing rapidly and will inevitably continue to unearth reveals and invite more of us on board in the coming days and months.

Although I know it’s a given that collective connection is our innate experience, I have intention that any breakthroughs, uplifting, inspiring, successful, and peaceful energies I experience are shared in the collective pool with others. The way we each move through life creates doorways for the collective.

I’ll share some of the changes and updates that have taken place this month in case they speak to energy shifts and similar kinds of things that you’ve been going through as well. This month has felt like the year’s energy is really starting to clarify and anchor new momentum.

As you know, I’ve been transitioning my own life focuses to put closure to a cycle and prepare for a new one. I felt this energy guidance even before I remembered the actuality of it taking place with my birthday kicking in the essence of #1 numerologically this year. So of course it was a huge a-ha click to why everything was happening. And this #1 energy inevitably gives me a lot of oomph behind the drive I feel compelled to act upon.

I’m so happy to report that I have been able to accomplish this goal of completions and have already removed several pages from this website for offerings that are no longer. I will continue to remove pages in the days ahead leading to my birthday, and eventually will begin updating pages with fresh energy and clear slates.

During the past few weeks I also discovered a weird thing with my gmail acount that is too complicated to explain, but basically showed me another door I would be closing and opening with kind of an “identity” themed focus. Somehow we (Dave and I) had set up two gmail accounts for me when first I created one and unknowingly everything had been operating through one that I don’t use including my YouTube channel, all saved contacts, photos, etc. Of course, I just happened to discover this right now and we took measures to move everything over to the right account, which was quite the project – especially YouTube – and then deleted the nonused account. Needless to say, it’s all fixed and that felt like a reflection of new identity and fresh starts too – kind of like the old account was this in between place holder of a me that would only be temporary.

During the last month or so of completions I also found myself not using my office and Wonderland room I shared with Astrid and the crystal family. I’ve had a temporary setup with my important things on the kitchen island and have been working from the couch in the main living area. I wondered why that was, but then this clicked in as well that it must have been my sensing the energy of transition and not wanting to anchor in that in between within my special space. That space is a container for new energies building, and interestingly during this transition I have been welcoming in and moving around a few last crystals and crystal skulls. 

The only thing I have been doing in my Wonderland room is painting, which I just started on 2/11 and completed on the evening of 2/17.

This is one of the important completion projects that has haunted me for a while – to finalize my giant 5 foot x 5 foot portal painting titled Once in a Blue Moon. It makes sense why I haven’t completed it until now, and with everything off my slate I was able to paint the final keys to this doorway of new experience.

I first channeled the painting in 2012 with Nestor (who had already transitioned) and Joy (who was still with me at the time) anchoring it. This is a professional photo of the painting that captures colors differently.

I had no idea then that Cosmo and Astrid would be coming, but I must have intuitively had an idea because the painting was very simple and empty, as if also being a place holder for more.

Over the years of having Cosmo and Astrid, I knew that I wanted to eventually add them to the painting, but also Gaia who is connected to all of them – especially Joy and Nestor – and in fact was Joy’s companion until Cosmo came – as well as Twinkie who was my first bunny when I was twelve years old and whom I feel came back to me as Cosmo. Five rabbits in all and their comrade the Russian tortoise.

It was a project that I kept saying I wanted to do and could have done with the passing of each of them, but it wasn’t until now that I finally felt the energy was ready and of course I created the time for it with clearing out things.

It seems like the perfect marker from old to new with a magickal celebration of everyone together to support what’s to come. And, in fact, also a celebration for my birthday new cycle. I knew it would be done before that and in fact I did it with nine days to spare.

Here it is taken just outside my office door in the sunlight – I had to move away the snow.

I wish I could photograph it as well as the professional one of the original.

It’s SO hard to capture the colors properly – some lighting washes things out and makes everything more blue – other lighting makes things have a yellow undertone. The painting in person has a lot of variation in colors especially where all the detail is, and in person the bunnies are all the proper colors they should be.

But I think the photos will give you an energetic idea of the magick – including their favorite amethyst crystals and special symbolism, bridging details, earth and cosmic landscapes (check out Gaia’s Himalayan terrain), and star codes.

These next photos of Cosmo show you how the lighting shifts the colors – you can see in his fur and the flowers.

I’m excited to see what ignites by its completion and hanging in my Wonderland room where Astrid transitioned.

I already saw one acknowledgment – this sunset took place the evening of the 17th when I completed the painting. This was the second confirmation.

Then on Valentine’s evening 2/14 I finished painting Astrid and took this photo, which showed energy all around her.

I basically painted one of my companions each day since I started on 2/11 and Astrid was to be the last. The background took me two days. Well, the very next morning of the 15th, the first confirmation came after I woke earlier than usual to see the Moon through the forest.

Frith showed up.

I haven’t seen Frith in ages, but there he was.

He ran across our upper deck and then down the stairs to the spiral garden.

This is where I first discovered Frith, before I had the spiral quartz garden, when he was just a baby and would flop himself near the bushes there and act like a domesticated rabbit. That’s when Astrid took him under her wing and they became great friends.

Well, that morning he sat looking at us watching him through the upper picture windows of our living room and I remarked at how much he looked like Astrid in my painting – the same stance.

He’s grown so much!

And he’s still his frisky, sweet self, as he dashed about the spiral garden now covered in snow from our last and biggest storm yet. Then off he disappeared under our deck.

I felt he was Astrid’s acknowledgment and joy of the portal being activated with her coming alive on the painting. They were both happy!

In fact, last night’s dream was graced by Astrid who was full of joy and bursting exuberance. In my dream she got out through the door and was zooming and springing about outside, dashing here and there in the snow. She mirrored Frith. She would leap and twist and turn and move like a flash with great energy bubbling from within. That warmed my heart.

I know this to be an actual portal, as when I first painted it and hung it in my office in Costa Mesa, Southern California, I experienced the magick. I woke in the middle of the night one day and because I could see the painting in my office through both room doorways from my side of the bed, I saw why it woke me up. I saw the painting open and all of these magickal beings came jumping out of it and running across the floor – gnomes, elves, fairies, and other devic creatures.

I wonder what else will happen now that I’ve completed and hung the painting back on the wall of Wonderland over a couch that houses stuffies of all of my sweet rabbit companions with Astrid’s crystal grid in front of it?

Well, I’ll tell you what happened next.

After photographing the painting yesterday morning before going out skiing, I hung it back up in its place on the wall.

Later, after we got home and had lunch, I went downstairs thinking I might get better lighting now to photograph the painting because the morning light made everything blue.

As soon as I walked in my office I was amazed to see the painting down on the floor behind the couch. When I went over to it I realized that the wire broke in half, sending the painting straight down to the floor. Luckily the couch is in front of it, as it would have toppled over onto my table of crystals.

That said, I knew the portal was activated. Just like when I had gridded the crystals on Astrid’s table and she flung my lighted ornament tree onto the ground behind me to tell me it was done and ready to go.

I told Dave that the painting fell and that made three things already happening since painting it.

He said to me, “It’s been hanging on the wall all of these years since we moved in. Nothing’s changed. It’s not like it got heavier.”

I laughed and said, “The whole painting image changed! That’s exactly it. Nothing changed to the canvas itself except the portal is now activated with everyone on it.”

His eyes bugged out and we both laughed. I showed him the wire on the back of the painting and we both said it looked like Astrid chewed right through it. LOL!

“Take that!” Dave said as stand-in for her.

The very strong metal hook on the wall was completely bent from an upright position to a horizontal one. That took me longer to bend back into place than stringing a much stronger, thicker wire across the back, doubling it around the broken one. But it’s all super secure now – unless something else decides to take place.

So, indeed the portal has ignited.

A lot of acknowledgments continue to roll in, including the clock numbers. We all see the repetitive numbers a lot these days, but sometimes the experience is heightened. That’s been the case the last couple of weeks where I’m seeing the numbers like crazy every single day and multiple times a day. This includes seeing my birthday 2:26 on the clock all the time – both during the day and waking up to seeing it during the night.

And speaking of night and sleep, I had another incredible bear dream the night of the Leo Full Moon of the the 12th. This time it had both cubs and momma bear in it.

There were two larger sized cubs that were following me and wanting in the house that I was in, in the dream. Every time I opened the door, they snuck in and wanted to play. I couldn’t keep them out. They always discovered the door I opened and would get in. The cubs were relentless about wanting to be with me.

I thought momma bear must be close and kept looking for her, as I didn’t want to upset her that the cubs were with me. Then I saw mom appear from the woods, but to my surprise she was human – although I knew she was bear in essence. A shapeshifter perhaps.

She carried in her arms a smaller, third cub and I noticed that when she stepped forward in view by the trees that she had a very pregnant belly underneath a long gown. She reminded me of the Empress card in Tarot, which is interesting since I’m a three in numerology by birth number and that is associated with this card. Momma bear had three cubs and one on the way.

She brought the little cub into the house and laid him snug inside an open dresser drawer lined with soft material to sleep.

That’s all I remember, but it was so clear and stayed with me.

I told Dave about my dream and even he said, “Wow you are constantly dreaming of bears.”

Yes indeed!

I’ve also been in a pattern again of dreaming about so many people I know, even if I’m not in contact with them regularly, like a collective streaming of communication and connection happening seamlessly.

And speaking of connection, we got to enjoy a beautiful celebration weekend with my family for my brother’s 55th birthday at the beginning of this month. We also celebrated an early one for me since we wouldn’t be down again until early March.

We ended up spending two nights with them because a snow storm was starting and we didn’t want to get caught on the roads in the event it got as bad as they were predicting.

It didn’t end up being that big, but we were happy we followed our intuition and it gave us more family time to enjoy.

Going down early provided a window to hit one of our favorite fun spots in Reno for lunch, try a new place with vegan baked goods, enjoy a short walk by the river, and do an errand.

I finally got a photo with my favorite momma and baby whale sculpture downtown too!

Snow by us, meant rain down in the valley and that produced this beautiful rainbow when we arrived at my parent’s house.

This was the view from the front door.

Game nights, talks, and yummies are all a part of family fun time. In fact, two of the gifts we brought my brother were new games, which we all played together.

On the morning of my brother’s birthday we woke to this gorgeous, shifting sunrise view through the blinds and windows that looked like a celebration from the heavens!

This was the amazing vegan cake my dad made for my brother that we enjoyed in the beautifully decked out dining room after mom’s delicious meal.

Dave and I even hit the gym at the clubhouse by my parent’s house on both days and I had my usual deep and shifting talks with my brother. This one was a timely, major breakthrough talk perfectly aligned with the changes and my birthday.

On our way home on the 8th, we saw three coyotes following each other in a perfect line, in a field near our house.

And that first night back home, after the powerfully shifting talks with my brother I had another powerful dream.

In the dream I was receiving a blood transfusion in a place that felt different than here. There were actually a couple of other people also receiving a transfusion, but what I realized is that mine was different. They were each receiving human blood and I was receiving rabbit blood. And the interesting way that this was being given to me was by tubes in my mouth that made it so that I needed to swallow the blood.

Interesting given this took place before I started my painting and after talks that involved discussions including my rabbit companions and missions.

Anyway, while that storm of the 6th didn’t end up as big as they thought, the second one did and we were grateful for that.

On the 12th and 13th, just before Valentine’s Day, we got our biggest storm of the season that brought 16 fresh new inches of snow at our house and 28 inches to the ski mountain above us.

We’re very happy about that, as we haven’t had a very big Winter this year so far.

This brought enough for us to have some good snow shoeing this past weekend too, which was perfect to do with our friends who invited us over to do an early birthday celebration for me.

This included the outdoor fun, relaxing, a meal and birthday cake they made for me, game time, and a two-round sound healing session by the guys before we hit the sack for a fun overnighter.

After walks and snowless beach days, we’re back to Winter enchantment, more skiing, and snow is hanging around finally at the house.

February seems to be the new month for Winter Wonderlands to kick in, which adds to birthday fun and magick.

Birthday celebrations have definitely begun and I love that the bunnies are in full and high gear along with me!

I’m looking forward to what’s up ahead, but am feeling super grateful for all that’s here now.