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Tania Marie: Desert Heart ~ Woven Between Earth and Ether

A person wearing a brown hat and a tank top sits on a rocky edge, overlooking a vast desert landscape.

It’s been a while since my last post, and while I don’t share in depth very often these days due to my recent blogging shift, I feel deeply called to reflect on my recent transformative journey through Egypt.

Especially now—when the collective noise feels loud and unrelenting—I’m reminded how powerful lived experience can be in showing us what else is possible.

And so, I offer this reflection from a place of emboldened embodiment.

This trip aligned in ways I couldn’t have planned. I left on a Pisces New Moon, arrived on the final night of Ramadan, stepped into my first full day on the Spring Equinox, and departed on a Libra Full Moon—a quiet wink from the universe, showing what unfolds when we listen.

And everything flowed from there. Every flight—three legs each way—arrived and departed early. Pathways opened. There was no trace of the conflict so many feared—only peace, warmth, and a deep sense of being held. When we are in the right place, at the right time, in the right energetic alignment, there is a grace that carries us.

I trusted that. I knew this journey was written long before I took the first step—and nothing was going to stop it short of true divine intervention.

I’m eternally grateful to Dave for supporting me in following my heart callings and path. When you communicate and support one another’s growth in relationships, then you open the doorway for unified evolution and deepening enrichment.

I continue to unwrap all that this spiritual journey has to offer and know I’ve only scratched the surface so far, since things are moment-to-moment these days because the path is an unknown gift awaiting us to accept and create.

The experience unfolded in two parts.

A selfie of two people standing in a palm tree-lined pathway, with a blue sky and white clouds in the background.

The first wove business and connection—time with Mody, whom I’ve talked about already in previous posts, weaving together shared work and intention.

What was meant to be just us, expanded effortlessly when Dara entered in perfect timing.

Two women smiling for a selfie in front of ancient Egyptian architecture, featuring tall columns and intricate designs.

Though they had been online friends for over 20 years, she and Mody met for the first time on this trip, as she completed a two-month certification program in Egypt.

Three friends sitting on a traditional patterned couch in a cozy restaurant, sharing a meal with various dishes and drinks on a table.

With our original retreat postponed, everything reorganized naturally into guiding an intimate private experience customized for her and combined with some key things I was hoping to experience and explore – the two merged perfectly, as I knew what would match her needs and desires.

Narrow stone corridor with ancient carvings on the walls, illuminated by soft light at the end.

Nothing forced—everything aligned.

Three people walking through a large, ancient temple illuminated by sunlight filtering through an entrance, with tall columns and intricate carvings visible.

That included Dara being vegan and sharing many aspects of spiritual service to others.

We were also joined by the quiet and protective soul of Mohammed, Mody’s dear friend, driver, and our faithful companion for our spiritual pilgrimage.

Two men seated at a restaurant table enjoying a meal. The table is filled with various dishes, including soup, salads, and drinks, with a view of the city in the background.

During this first half, we moved with the rhythm of Ramadan— sharing in Mody’s family, crossing seven hours of desert on a road trip to Luxor and onward to Aswan and Qena, wandering through the temples of Karnak, Dendera, Mut, and Isis—old and relocated – with deeply integrated personal and collective intention.

A collage of four images showing a group of three people posing at historical sites in Egypt, including ancient stone structures and statues.
Women posing in a scenic water setting with ancient ruins in the background.
A group of three people posing together in front of an ancient Egyptian temple entrance.

Museums, parks, cafés, city streets—threads of life woven with conversation, curiosity, and quiet work.

A group of five people posing together outdoors, smiling, with greenery in the background.
Three people posing in front of a building with the sign 'Aracan' and 'Estable Jujuy' visible. The setting appears to be sunny with a modern architectural style.
A group selfie featuring three friends sitting on red chairs, smiling at the camera.
A person gazing at ancient Egyptian hieroglyphs and wall carvings in a museum setting.


No itinerary to stick to, no urgency—just flow.

View of a feet relaxing by a swimming pool with a restaurant bar in the background.
Two women interacting with a stone artifact inside an ancient structure with carvings.
Two women standing at the entrance of an ancient temple, framed by hieroglyphics. One woman has long black hair, dressed in a beige dress with a white shawl, holding her hands together in a prayer position. The other woman has long silver hair, wearing a beige outfit with a red shawl and a brown hat.
Two women posing inside an ancient monument with hieroglyphics, one making a heart shape with her hands and the other smiling.
A woman in traditional attire interacting with a cat in front of ancient stone carvings at a temple.

And in that openness, doors appeared: private moments, hidden spaces, and even rare permission for special access to closed areas to enter, heal, and meditate wherever I felt called.

A woman in a brown hat and red shawl is reaching out her hand towards an ancient wall with engravings, appearing to interact with the artwork.
A woman in a blue dress stands with arms outstretched inside a dimly lit ancient room covered in hieroglyphics, with a source of light coming from above.
A woman in a yellow dress stands between two ancient stone columns at a historical site, with scattered ruins and a clear blue sky in the background.
A woman in a flowing blue dress stands in a dimly lit ancient Egyptian temple, gazing up at intricate hieroglyphics and carvings on the stone walls.
A person in a golden dress stands against an ancient stone wall with hieroglyphics in a dimly lit chamber.
A woman in a flowing blue dress and shawl stands against a stone wall, with her eyes closed and head bowed, inside a historic structure with visible stone steps in the background.

I was recognized without words—seen by knowing eyes that reflected something ancient in me.

A selfie of a woman and a man smiling together, with natural light coming from a window in the background. The interior features rustic stone walls.

I was invited into sacred spaces not meant for everyone, where I received energy work that gently guided me back to myself—back home.

A woman wearing a beige dress and golden accessories stands against a stone structure, looking upwards with a thoughtful expression.

Although I didn’t go inside the Great Pyramid on this trip, I found something just as meaningful in simply being near it.

Aerial view of Cairo with the pyramids visible in the background, showcasing a mix of modern and traditional architecture.

The pyramids of Giza became a quiet backdrop to several of my evenings and mornings—present during moments of stillness, reflection, and even meals.

There was something grounding about not needing to do anything but sit, soak them in, and connect. In their presence, I felt a calm, steady awareness that reminded me of my own sacred and divine nature—a quiet reflection of the great mystery within my own heart waiting to be discovered.

A woman standing elegantly in a doorway surrounded by multiple arches, wearing a beige dress and a red shawl, with long dark hair and a serene expression.

The second part softened into something more personal—an opening into receiving, presence, and being held by the experience itself.

A person sitting on a rocky ledge overlooking a vast landscape with a river and sandy terrain under a blue sky, wearing a brown hat and white tank top.

Guided by a dear friend who had been our Egyptologist and spiritual guide last Fall, along with another two in our newly created family – our meal, logistics, camp, and safari driver team who added warmth, laughter, storytelling and cultural enrichment to the immersion, it became not just a personal spiritual journey, but created a sense of family and deepening connection.

We shared stories of our lives and families—I learned about their wives and children back home and heard plenty of funny tour tales.

There was laughter, music and dancing, rock and fossil hounding, sunrise and sunset fires, reflection, and a quiet sense of adventure as we explored each moment, traversing the vast sand dunes of time.

A black SUV parked in a desert landscape with two people standing near large rock formations under a cloudy sky.

This second half dissolved into desert alone.

A vast desert landscape showing rolling sand dunes and a prominent rock formation under a cloudy sky.

Fayoum Oasis—part retreat, part wild immersion.

A person walking through a vast desert landscape with rolling sand dunes under a clear sky.

Camping beneath vast skies, walking through ruins, caves, and shifting dunes.

Desert landscape with rock formations in the background.
Woman with long hair wearing sunglasses and a white floral top, standing in a desert landscape with ancient ruins in the background.
A woman with long hair wearing sunglasses and a red scarf stands beside ancient ruins in a desert landscape.
Ancient ruins under a blue sky with clouds.
A person with tattoos stands on a sand dune, gazing out at the vast desert landscape.
A panoramic view of a desert landscape featuring sandy terrain, rocky formations, and a dramatic sky filled with clouds.
A rocky formation in a desert landscape, with sand dunes in the background and a cloudy sky.
Sunlight breaking through clouds over rocky formations in a desert landscape.
A panoramic view of a vast desert landscape at sunset, with rolling sand dunes and a large rock formation in the foreground.

Breathing in the lakes and waterfalls, while water baptized my feet and cleansed my soul.

Scenic view of a calm body of water reflecting clouds under a blue sky, with sandy shores and sparse vegetation in the foreground.
A woman sitting on a rock ledge overlooking a desert landscape with a river and sparse vegetation, wearing a brown hat and casual clothing.
A serene sunset over a calm river, with orange and yellow hues reflecting on the water's surface and sandy shore.
A woman with long hair wearing a hat and casual clothing smiles while sitting on sandy ground near a waterfall.
A woman standing on a sandy beach next to a body of water, wearing a white tank top, brown pants, and a plaid shirt, with long hair and a relaxed pose.
A woman walking along a beach, holding a pair of boots in one hand while wearing a tank top and a long skirt. She has long hair and is casually dressed, with a plaid shirt tied around her waist.
Silhouette of a person standing by the water at sunset, with a large sun low in the sky and shimmering light reflecting on the water surface.

Among fossils of ancient 35-40 million year old whales—remnants of a time when desert was ocean—I felt time stretch and fold.

A woman wearing a plaid shirt admires a large fossilized skeleton displayed in a museum, resembling a marine creature, with informative exhibits in the background.

There was even a mermaid fossil, blurring the line between worlds, and ancient shark’s teeth to be found—talismans of resilience, strength, power, and protection for the path ahead.

A woman standing next to an archaeological site marked with a stone number 3, revealing a skeletal structure surrounded by a rope barrier in a sandy landscape.
A collection of fossilized shark teeth and small white shells arranged on a dark surface.

Desert foxes crossed my path.

A collage of desert scenes featuring foxes. The top left shows a fox walking near a table, while the top right captures a fox exploring objects on the table. The bottom left presents a lone fox on a sandy hill, and the bottom right depicts two foxes in a desert setting.

Wind spoke.

A vast desert landscape with rolling sand dunes under a cloudy sky.

Silence deepened.

A person standing at the edge of a rocky formation, looking out at a vast sandy desert landscape under a cloudy sky.

The desert held me in its ancient sands, each grain a quiet reminder of the stardust I’m made of—fragments of something vast, something whole.

A person lying on sandy terrain, with arms outstretched, creating an imprint in the sand.

Time felt less like a line and more like a breath, this life just a brief shimmer within something infinite.

As the sand moved, it felt as though it was moving through me too—sifting through my veins, awakening a rhythm older than memory.

And in that pulse, steady and vast, my desert heart remembered how to beat in time with everything.

There were meditations, sound, energy shared and received (the latter being something rare for me and this was like no other)—and something softer, deeper: a return to presence. To the elements. To stillness. To the quiet that is somehow loud with life.

I experienced the depth of true living—rich connection, elemental presence, and a sense of timeless vastness. My senses sharpened, my body fully alive, as ancient energies moved through a profound resonance.

A woman standing beside a creatively decorated tree adorned with lights and natural ornaments, illuminated at night in a sandy area.

A remembering—of what it is to be fully here.

A remembering—of how precious this gift of life is as a divine blessing so often taken for granted.

Where others projected worry, I chose trust. I stayed rooted in my own knowing. This journey reaffirmed something simple but profound: what we’re shown is never the whole story—truth is something we feel, explore, and come into relationship with ourselves.

Egypt met me in grace—in beauty, rhythm, and presence. Not a single moment of fear or doubt touched my experience.

There were unexpected turns, quiet magick, and even a rare storm—rain, thunder, lightning, turning to hail—sweeping through Egypt and leaving behind a double rainbow.

A series of images showcasing vibrant rainbows arching across a stormy sky over a cityscape.

Gone as quickly as it came, like a quiet reminder – life responds when we are in flow with it.

A sunset view over a city skyline, featuring a vibrant orange sky with scattered clouds and the sun partially hidden on the horizon.

And then there was the three consecutive nights of orbs around the desert moon sky.

A nighttime scene showing a bright moon surrounded by a halo effect, with a house and open door in the foreground, and two additional close-up views of the moon with clouds only.

I could say so much more about the details I saturated my presence into, but what remains is this—

When we trust what calls us, and follow it fully, life opens in ways we could never force… only receive.

I returned from an extraordinary journey that can be summed up in feeling with one word for me: alive

A person sitting on a rocky ledge with their back to the camera, wearing a brown hat and white tank top, extending their arms towards a vast landscape of dry land and water in the distance under a cloudy sky.

For me, feeling alive is a merging.

It’s the quiet electricity in my veins after returning from something that changed me in ways I can’t fully name—only feel. A journey that didn’t just take me somewhere new, but returned me to myself. If I had to gather it all into one word, it would be this: alive.

Not as a concept, not as a status—but as a sensation that hums beneath the surface of everything.

A person standing in a desert landscape, wearing a checkered flannel shirt, beige pants, and brown boots, with their back facing the camera.

There are those who move through life anchored almost entirely in the physical. They chase sensation, experience, achievement—touching, tasting, building, consuming. And there is beauty in that, in honoring the body and the world it can perceive. But when the physical becomes everything, something essential is missed: the unseen current, the deeper meaning, the quiet knowing that life is not just happening to us, but through us.

And then there are those who drift to the other extreme—seeking only the spiritual, as if transcendence requires escape. They reach upward, inward, beyond… sometimes forgetting the miracle of being here at all. The body becomes secondary, even burdensome, instead of the exquisite instrument it is. The senses dull. The richness of touch, of flavor, of creation—of being human—gets left behind in pursuit of something “higher.”

But alive—truly alive—is neither of these in isolation.

A person relaxing on a colorful patterned rug in a courtyard, surrounded by traditional architecture and greenery.

It is the meeting point.

It is spirit, embodied.

It is breath filling lungs that belong to both flesh and something infinite.

It is awareness moving through a body that can feel the sun, taste sweetness, create beauty, and still recognize that all of it carries meaning beyond the surface.

A smiling woman with long gray hair wearing a plaid shirt and a tank top, standing near the beach with the ocean in the background.

To feel alive is to let the physical world be sacred. To let the spiritual world be tangible. To stand in the center and say yes to both.

After this journey, I don’t feel split between realms. I feel woven together. Like something in me has remembered that I am not meant to choose between earth and ether—I am meant to be the place where they meet.

In the heart bridge.

A large heart-shaped rock on a sandy surface, set against a backdrop of smooth, clay-like cliffs.

And in that remembering, there is a fullness.

A presence.

A kind of joy that doesn’t need explanation.

A smiling person with long hair stands in a vast desert landscape with rolling sand dunes in the background.

Just one word.

Alive.

A woman standing in a vast desert landscape with rolling sand dunes in the background.

And all of this is stirring something vast within me—an evolution I can’t ignore, an invitation to expand beyond the edges I once called home.

It brushes up against everything familiar, every place I’ve grown comfortable, every truth I thought I had already arrived at. It can feel unsettling—like something is being undone.

But maybe it’s not a threat at all.

Maybe it’s an invitation.

A person standing in a vast desert landscape, looking out over sand dunes with footprints leading back in the background.

Because growth and change can feel scary—like they’re asking us to leave something behind. But change is natural… it arrives whether we open the door or not. And it doesn’t come to take—it comes to give.

To enrich what already is, to deepen it, to sweeten it into something more.

We fear the unknown—but if we could see what waits on the other side, we wouldn’t hesitate so much – we’d want to walk toward it.

A person walking through a vast sandy desert landscape with gentle dunes and distant rock formations.

Or maybe even leap into the unknown.

A person sitting on the edge of a rocky cliff overlooking a vast landscape with a body of water in the distance and a cloudy sky.

Trusting our wings will carry us safely.

A hawk soaring against a clear blue sky.

And yet… that fear has a purpose.

It stretches us.

It opens us.

It creates the space for wisdom to emerge and for the heart to expand beyond what it once believed it could hold.

A woman with long hair and tattoos, wearing a brown hat and a light-colored sleeveless top, stands outdoors with a scenic landscape in the background.

So maybe this is what’s really happening—An invitation to rise into the highest path my own frequency has been quietly holding space for.

To step into what has been waiting for me to meet it.

To return home—to something deeper, truer, whole.

A serene sunset over sand dunes, with a golden sun partially visible against a hazy sky.

To complete cycles.

To soften old patterns.

To heal.

Because healing doesn’t begin in force—it begins in permission.

Permission to choose peace.

A scenic view of a sunset, with the sun partially obscured by clouds against a backdrop of blue sky and soft, wispy clouds.

And peace…it doesn’t live somewhere out there.

It begins within—in the heart, in the soul, in the quiet spaces we often avoid.

But if we let it—that quiet doesn’t empty us…it makes us whole.

And somewhere within that stillness, we begin to understand grace—not as something given, but as something we learn to embody in our own way.

A woman with long hair and a hat stands in front of a desert landscape, showcasing sandy hills and sparse vegetation.

Thank you for being here during this time of evolution on Earth.

Thank you for the courage you contribute to our collective spirit.

And thank you for taking the time to journey with me—listening, feeling, deepening, and expanding together through the energies available to us all.

Dave and I are about to embark on a five-week travel adventure in just over a week. Before we head out, a beautiful group of crystal offerings will be released that have messaged this is their time amidst the current collective energy stream. This unfolds Monday, 4/13—stay tuned.

Tania Marie: Coming Full Circle & Last Update Until Late October

September begins and in a few short weeks we’ll be ushering in a new season.

We have the Autumn Equinox and Eclipses of the 7th and 21st upcoming, which will prove to make this month pivotally and potently transformative, as well as a coming full circle activation.

A serene landscape featuring a pond surrounded by green trees, with vibrant yellow wildflowers in the foreground and a clear blue sky.

We’re making the most of Tahoe’s quieter shoulder season right now with hikes, bike rides, and a couple of beach days sprinkled in before our favorite beach closes for this year. We’ve slowed things down a bit to honor what shows up each day and going with the flow of energy, rather than pushing things.

It’s been beautiful and peaceful and I’ve been able to work on getting the things done that I wanted to before this next busy period begins.

Vibrant purple wildflowers in the foreground with a serene lake and blue sky in the background, surrounded by trees.

This included a nice family celebration for my dad’s 80th this weekend with an overnight at my parent’s house and dinner out where the restaurant surprised him with a huge piece of cake.

A collage of four photos featuring a family celebration. The first and second images show a couple sharing a moment at a restaurant with a birthday cake. The third image shows the same couple smiling together at a table with dessert. The fourth image features two friends sitting closely together, smiling.

This made for double celebrations, as we continued the birthday fun back home with a cake extravaganza my dad made for us all to include his favorites – this three layer vegan chocolate, almond, cherry cake. Mmmmm!

A beautifully decorated birthday cake with layers of chocolate and yellow cake, topped with whipped cream and cherries, is displayed on a gold plate with a Happy 80th birthday balloon in the background.

We had a great time celebrating this jubilee and it concluded with a new cycle for us too.

Both Dave and I got a new cell phone upgrade underway and, simultaneously, I just got a new battery for my computer. What a difference they both make!

We had our phones for five plus years, so it’s a nice refresh – more so for me because mine was not optimal anymore. So, if I missed any messages from anyone over this weekend that might be why, as there was a lot of converting going on.

Things like this always feel like an overall upgrade is being reflected for our lives, especially if our things start to show signs of not keeping up with current energies we’ve shifted into.

It’s that letting go of old, to make way for new symbolism and things do usually start to break down, slow down, or altogether blow up, when we create major changes in our lives. This seems to happen more rapidly these days than the longer year periods they may have taken in the past.

As these new things take root, we’re gearing up for a lot of activity and excitement. So, there’s this interesting mix of both slowing some things down, endings, and then revving things up, and beginnings – all at once.

Currently, I have plans to embark on another five day backpacking journey on the 7th’s Pisces Full Moon Total Lunar Eclipse with five guys and four dogs! Dave has some old high school buddies coming up to experience Lake Tahoe’s back country and a Tahoe friend is going to be joining. It’s a first for many of them to do a trip like this and so I helped Dave, as the trail leader and tracker I’ve come to be known as (hehe!), in mapping the course to make it hiker-friendly for the group. There’s been a lot of gear and prep talk with everyone and it proves to be a fun time.

I say currently I have plans to join, as I’m going to finalize my decision the night before due to some other things I’m considering.

After that, it’s going to continue full and busy, as Dave has a short trip while I stay with my family, and not long after he returns, we’re off on a long awaited and exciting adventure. Once we return from that, Dave’s mom and boyfriend will be coming out for a visit for a few days.

This is why after this post, I’ll not be sharing again until late October.

So until then, I wanted to leave you with the energy of what IS about to ignite, as it’s extremely meaningful to me on many levels and does connect to collective.

Without going into all the backstory on how this came to be, which has been a relatively quick, very organic, synchronous, and aligned journey so far, I’m about to return to a heart home for the third time, this life.

A person stands in a garden with pyramids in the background, surrounded by palm trees and lush greenery.

I am returning to Egypt.

A woman stands in front of a building with blue and gold signage that reads 'Moon Goddess' in English and Arabic, showcasing an Egyptian-themed design.

This is part of my own coming full circle activation I mentioned at the start of this blog.

A woman stands in front of a large, ancient column featuring a carving of a pharaoh-like figure, surrounded by other pillar ruins in a historic Egyptian temple.

It’s a soul calling and path embracing.

The last two times I was there, was back in 2007.

A person stands next to an ancient Egyptian statue, gently touching it, inside a historic temple.

I went in April and May that first time and then returned in September of that very same year because I couldn’t stay away.

A woman sits beside a large stone statue of a falcon, against a backdrop of ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics illuminated by soft lighting.

The photos I’m sharing are from that first trip mostly, with one group photo from the second trip, that profoundly transformed me and when the power of sound healing first ignited in my life and for the first time through my voice.

A person standing next to ancient Egyptian sculptures in a historical site, wearing a blue long-sleeve shirt and dark pants, with palm trees visible in the background.

The energy is tangible in these sacred temples and sites.

You can literally hear the humming and the cosmic music and it awakens pieces of who you are.

A woman standing beside an ancient Egyptian column with hieroglyphics and a carving of a goddess figure.

I went through a massive rebirthing like no other that involved a unique, and only-ever-time-for-me, kundalini experience on the full day and eve before visiting the Temple of Isis on my first trip.

A person holding a cat, smiling while standing in front of a stone structure, wearing a light-colored shirt with a headband.

I then awoke the next morning completed rebirthed and upon entering the sacred grounds of Isis, this Egyptian cat ran up to me to greet me.

A woman stands smiling beside a donkey, with a man and a child in traditional attire visible behind a blue fence in a rural setting.

I did massive integrative healing and retrieval of past lives for self and others I knew, along with collective work of the same on that trip. I was also able to receive support from my family when I needed them the most.

Here’s some photos of me and mom and me and dad.

A view of the Great Sphinx of Giza with two people standing in front, admiring its grandeur against a clear blue sky.
Two women stand in front of ancient Egyptian temple columns under a clear blue sky.
Two women sitting in a stone archway with lush greenery in the background.
A woman stands in front of the Temple of Hatshepsut in Egypt, with desert cliffs in the background. A tram is parked nearby.
A man and a woman stand in front of the Step Pyramid of Djoser in Saqqara, Egypt, under a clear blue sky.
A man and a woman stand together in an ancient Egyptian temple, posing for a photo near intricately carved stone walls and large pillars.

I then was able to assist in energy work to support the group of travelers on the second trip, which was made possible by my having integrated the energies of this powerful, sacred spot on Earth, on the first trip.

A group of tourists standing in a sunlit valley surrounded by rocky cliffs, with two women facing the camera and others in the background exploring the area.

And this third one feels like it will take all of this and merge it with something more, to a new level.

A person standing next to ancient Egyptian columns adorned with hieroglyphics and a large statue of a goddess in a historical temple setting.

The first trip was a very small, nearly private trip with two leaders – a channeler and a sound healer. There were only five of us outside of them – four being my family (mom, dad, me, and my ex-husband).

Visitors walking towards an ancient Egyptian temple wall featuring intricate carvings and hieroglyphs, with sunlight casting shadows.

Look at all those orbs around us inside the King’s Chamber of the Great Pyramid – that’s me at center.

A group of seven people posing for a photo inside a dimly lit room, likely a historical or archaeological site, with faint orbs visible in the image.

Egypt is actually the only place that I cried from leaving and felt somewhat depressed for a while to be away from. So when the same woman who led that journey talked about putting together a special 9-9-9 trip (this concluded with a private ceremony inside the Great Pyramid on 9/9/2007 that she received guidance on being important for collective energy shifts) just a few months after the first one, I didn’t hesitate for a second to say, “yes.”

This second trip had sixteen of us plus the same channeler leader – so 17 total.

A large group of people posing in front of the Great Sphinx of Giza under a clear blue sky.

There’s always an Egyptologist that joins each group, as well, and any other Egyptian handlers necessary for what the individual tour involves. The man on the right is the dear and amazing soul, Mohamed Nazmy, who has since transitioned.

This September we have a similar group size returning with 13 voyagers plus 2 leaders (15) for the first part of the tour and 14 voyagers plus 2 leaders (16) for the second part of the tour.

We’ll be there for three weeks total – the first two weeks with the tour group and a second week with a smaller group of 9 of us that are staying on and joining up with my sweet friend, Mody Ra who so graciously has welcomed us with open heart and home to show us the magick of Egypt through his eyes.

This smaller group is made up of people who know each other and Mody online only, but will be meeting for the first time in person. We know, however, that this coming together was written long ago for the work we will be doing there with this particular soul family frequency returning once again.

For me and Mody, it’s an extra fun, heart-warming, and meaningful moment we’re both looking forward to.

The front end of our time in Egypt will be following nearly exact footsteps as my two previous trips, with a few new additions. And the last week with Mody will be a more local’s experience and adventuring to new places altogether.

We have a lot of fun surprises in store during that last week, but overall the whole journey will be a wonderful surprise of energetic amazingness – of that I’m sure.

To say I’m excited, is an understatement. I’m especially excited to share it with Dave because it’s his first time ever experiencing Egypt. I know it will be pivotal.

Sunset over the pyramids of Giza, with a warm orange glow in the sky.

I’ve been taking things one day at a time though, and listening to the messages for any energetic preparations, as well as am being in receiving mode as to what key and important things I’ll be guided to do at each sacred site and along the way.

For this, and other reasons, I’ve been more removed lately while I tune in and connect in other needed ways right now. So, just a heads up that I’m in a different space right now until after I return.

On the past trips to Egypt I’ve done a lot of self-guided processes, alongside the group things we initiated together, and I know this time will be similar. I know I’ll be guided to share some things with the group when the moment moves me too.

There’s a lot of bookended collective energies and alignments that have all happened without planning them, although we know how that goes on other levels. There is significance to the timing with collective rippling woven in, as these things always have.

We get in a few days earlier to get anchored, but things will ignite on the Virgo New Moon partial Solar Eclipse on 9/21 (which will involve private time inside of the Great Pyramid again) and come full circle with the Aries Full Moon on 10/7, Egypt morning time. We’ll also be there for the Autumn Equinox on the 9/22.

Given what took place during and after my last two trips, I can’t even fathom what’s about to activate.

All I can say is that I’m hugely grateful things came together in such a supportive way to make this trip possible and I trust what will unfold, as there has never, personally, been the levels of energy and astounding experiences than the times when I’ve been in Egypt.

For now, it’s one day at a time with complete trust in cosmic perfection.

In the meantime, I hope that each of you continue unwrapping the golden threads of your own cosmic perfection.

There’s so much support around us in all forms to receive and amazing doorways of opportunity for alchemy to be woven into your own elixir of life.

What we each do is connected for all.

There are always so many possibilities.

A serene scene featuring a clear stream reflecting fluffy clouds and greenery, surrounded by tall trees under a bright blue sky.

As, I sign off until October, here’s a last update on crystal offerings.

The most recent large crystal skull beings were lovingly homed and we couldn’t be more grateful. Again, I’m always taken back at how they clearly know when they want to be shown and whom they want to be with. It’s pure magick to help bridge these beautiful connections.

After listing these, a few little magickal beings spoke up that they were ready to fly, so I offered three Starseeds that are more affordable yet potent pocket, travel, dreamtime, and altar companions. I shared all of their information at the link below, so please read their story to learn about them and how they specifically asked to be bridged to you.

And don’t forget that if one of these sweet beings calls to you and you’d like to start working with them, my last shipping date is September 5th. Otherwise, I will resume shipping in late October.

Crystal Beings

A person stands beside a large tree, pointing upwards, surrounded by greenery and blue sky.

There’s nothing too far out of reach, so keep dreaming, believing, and moving forward, one step at a time!

See you in Autumn, as we near Samhain!

Nokan Inti Kani ~ I Am the Sun: Our Sacred Journey to Peru Through My Eyes – PART 2

taniaThis is the second and concluding part to our sacred journey to Peru. If you’ve made it this far, thank you for joining the experience with us. If you’re just tuning in, you may want to check out Part 1 first to put this all into context. You can find it here:

Nokan Inti Kani ~ I Am the Sun: Our Sacred Journey to Peru Through My Eyes – PART 1

2015-03-16 06.39.10Day 6 – 3/16/15: Today we headed back for our second encounter with Machu Picchu, leaving in the morning and getting back before 1 pm. We started the day with a vigorous uphill hike on part of the Inca Trail from the city to Inti Punto (the Sun Gate or Sun Door). DSCN1388We started at 8500 elevation and worked our way up another 1500+ feet to just over 10,000 elevation. The Sun Gate connects with the Sun Temple in the city below creating a direct path the Sun’s rays align with during certain time periods in the year. The day started with some rain, but once we started the trail it stopped, supporting our climb. 2015-03-16 06.29.04But this day was a mystical contrast to yesterday’s clear skies, with a lot of mist rolling in and out and covering much of the city at times – quite magickal! 2015-03-16 06.47.19It was nice to get away from the people into an immersion of nature silence, and once again our timing was perfect having just a few people ascending with us, but of which two were connected to us. It was more jungle along the trail and we saw so many different things like large spiders, tons of butterfly varieties, birds, centipede, multitude of flowers (especially different orchids) and dense little jungle niches off the side. On the way, 2015-03-15 08.34.422015-03-16 06.48.202015-03-16 06.51.072015-03-16 07.16.312015-03-16 07.18.332015-03-16 07.47.232015-03-16 07.48.07DSCN14332015-03-16 07.51.51Aymey got a butterfly on her nose and at the top Christopher got one on his foot! All three of us were being greeted by our ancestors. The two that traveled up with us were an older Argentinian couple that didn’t really speak English, but were spiritually conscious. Along the way my camera stopped working and would continue to be as such on and off when it chose to for the rest of the journey. It felt connected with my energy amplifying and shifting. As we were getting close to the top suddenly these giant stunning butterflies appeared. They were iridescent white with iridescent blue underneath their wings…never seen anything so magickal. They would float by close, but never stopped for us to capture on film. They felt to be greeting us. And when we were able to see our destination – the Sun Gate Temple itself – a sun gatehummingbird appeared on a branch below it, sitting there peacefully as a symbol for us and in greeting – messenger of the Gods indeed and of the Cosmic and Etheric Essence. We first DSCN1447individually connected with the temple on our own. I was guided to stand center of the inner temple area facing out toward the valley below. I had so many visions, one after another come at me here, endlessly it seemed. First, a large being stood straddling both sides of the stone walls before me…very strong..huge…holding a staff and wearing a headdress. Seemed to be a guardian. Then, many beings – Gods/Goddesses, Priests/Priestesses appeared. One wore what seemed like metal armor all over including its headdress of silver and gold that made a bird, but it was alive. This live, metal bird being/God was so clear and I realized that it was not wearing armor at all, but in fact it WAS the metal bird. The Sun Star appeared at center so bright and brilliant coming into me and I remember the stones around me came alive into stone statues that moved…one as a Condor and another as a Puma/Jaguar. I was peering through me, but I was me from another time surrounded by these guardians and then the Condor was screeching and looked back at me and then I got on its back and we flew over the valley. Then I was back again to the Sun Star portal and ancient ones/beings were coming toward me from the portal that felt like a gateway. Then a large face appeared in it with outstretched hands that reached out to cradle my face in them, feeling welcoming and inviting, as well as honoring. Then I went into the Star Light and I open my eyes feeling no more visions to come. There is much more than I write in my visions, but these are what remain with me. I do remember getting the message “Shine”. After this I moved to the front ledge of the temple site to the left of Amaru. Aymey was to his right and Christopher joined in between them. The two Argentinians stood behind us. The woman behind me and the man behind Christopher. They joined us in our spiritual ceremony led by Amaru, chanting, sounding, flute…and as we did the mist that covered the city below us, parted and opened and then closed again when we were done. This happened also when I first got to the ledge and was singing with Amaru. We did a healing meditation for self, those dear to us, and the collective, and as we finished a large group of people were just arriving up on the top. Until then we had created a peaceful serenity. So, we knew the work was done, it was time to descend, and the opening had been created and supported once again for the work. On the way down Aymey and Christopher felt presences with us following us down. They channeled that it was a woman and her husband and child from long ago. She had been trapped energetically here and with our work and presence, had been released to be with her family. She was thanking us. She also shared with Aymey that they had all been waiting for the Three that arrive, led by a Shaman. I got major chills when I heard this, knowing the significance on a soul level. The large iridescent white and blue butterflies showed up on our descent down and once more right before we got on the bus to return. We all noted how no one else seemed to notice these butterflies or make mention of them at all, which was odd to us since they were so beautiful, and yet not surprising. Hearts and triangles/pyramids continued 2015-03-16 09.22.10showing up for us. We saw many heart stones and on the way down from the temple I found an amazing OM symbol naturally created from some soft twig like material on a rock in front of me. You can see it clearly here. Signs were all around for those with eyes and hearts to see. 2015-03-16 09.16.14The rain also gently started up once again as we were descending. Perfect for that cleansing freshness. We then made our way to the city to explore a few key areas Amaru had intended for us. We explored the Sun Temple with Royal rooms, Condor Temple, and cave temple areas that were very deep with energy. We also saw sacred baths used for purifying before 2015-03-16 09.43.35ceremonies. It is then that I saw the triangle portal entrance that I mentioned seeing in my vision the other day, here in physical form. Apparently it invites into another dimension and has a hidden labyrinth underground where 2 men were lost in years back that were exploring it. The others with them came out running and they never found the men and felt it better to shut up the hole so no one else would be lost to what was beneath there. The Sun Temple DSCN1472had windows directly linked to the sun beam from the Sun Gate we’d come from and inside was an inner Sun Dial that represented the inner Sun/Illumination within us rather than the outer Sun Dial/Light we’d seen the day before. I found our visiting all of the Sun Temples this time for me, at Machu Picchu, to be like a full circle integration since the last time I was there we had journeyed down to the Moon Temple. We then returned to town and had lunch, traindid a little market exploring and got on our train back to Cusco. Both ways we enjoyed the Inca Tea of eucalyptus, coca, and mint – and as you can see, our cups to hold them in gave 2015-03-14 16.08.26sentiment to our journey “A Mystic Experience.” One side note: I saw a lot of little poops all over Machu Picchu and had joked to Christopher they were from magickal rabbits. Well, in fact I was right, as Amaru said that they were in fact from Andean wild rabbits. 🙂 My bunny loves were making their mark and leaving trails in my journeys once again. They had even shown up in the form of juice names on a menu we came across near the beginning of our journey.juice menu

Day 7 – 3/17/15: Today we woke and after breakfast were off on our bus ride from Cusco to Puno and the Sacred Lake Region of the Incas, stopping along the way at sites of interest. We visited two museums, a Church like Sistine Chapel inside that was very ornate and to me, almost gaudy. But at the first museum with Ancient Lithic culture we saw an extraterrestrial 2015-03-17 06.24.38skull that had been found. It was displayed next to a human skull. We also saw the elongated human skulls, as the ancient people used to try to mimic extraterrestrials they encountered and engaged with, seeing them as Gods and that this was the ideal form to emulate. DSCN1515You know the difference between human and extraterrestrial skulls because the human skulls have seven parts and extraterrestrial one has three parts. We also saw some very cool spiral 2015-03-17 06.31.04DSCN1591DSCN1542symbols carved in rock and one that was exactly like the Tibetan Fire Serpent in Reiki. We explored Rajchi – Temple of Huiracocha – where we came upon more lovely flowers, a frog 2015-03-17 08.29.382015-03-17 08.51.11friend that had made a comfy home on a traveler we came across, and a large bumble bee on a yellow flower that foreshadowed a vision I would see DSCN1554later in symbolism from a ceremonial meditation. Then enjoyed a beautiful buffet we loaded up on overlooking amazing grounds with Alpaca in the foreground and waterfalls in the background. Then we ascended to 2015-03-17 10.16.19DSCN1575DSCN1566the highest point of our journey at the plateau of 14,222 feet in elevation. This area is between the basin of Lake Titicaca and the Amazon. Lake Titicaca is at 12,500 feet – our next 2015-03-17 11.08.062015-03-17 11.07.212015-03-17 11.08.162015-03-17 11.10.272015-03-17 11.12.40destination. We had to divert around Juliaca because of a demonstration going on that was closing off the roads and for precautions of safety was necessary to avoid. So this added an hour and a half to our full day drive, but beautiful landscapes and scenic views were abound. 2015-03-17 10.59.18The demonstration was about people refusing to pay taxes to use roads the government decided to build that they didn’t want. They were also unhappy with polution of the river by mining companies, which they had so far been able to have one shut down with their efforts. Goes to show you the power of the people when they stand together in the truth of their sovereignty. Together we used our energy again when we hit a block at a different route the bus driver took and our path was open. We managed to cross a flooded area of the road safely too with our energetic focus. Adventures! We arrived in time to see the lights glistening on Lake Titicaca and settled in before a lovely dinner. Our hotel was The Royal Inn. 😉

Day 8 – 3/18/15: Got a good 8 hour sleep – first really so far – and after breakfast we journeyed to the local Puno market to purchase food for our picnic offering lunch and ceremony. Then we were off to the Dimensional Door & Forest – Amaru Muru. Aymey’s shoes had mirrored mine from my first trip to Machu Picchu, having the sole detach. And I too experienced this again on this trip. We purchased some glue to fix it when on the island. Last time I had it fixed on Machu Picchu and this time on Lake Titicaca. 🙂 We picked up bread, fruit, avocado, coconut water, coca leaves, matches, salt, tomatoes, oregano, ginger, lemons, flowers, water. The market was amazing in all its array of colors and variety of fruits and vegetables 2015-03-14 06.58.292015-03-14 07.07.152015-03-14 07.04.532015-03-14 07.04.012015-03-18 06.48.312015-03-18 06.47.442015-03-18 06.53.272015-03-18 06.51.002015-03-18 06.35.37and everyone was so sweet. Then we were off to our sacred destination. The van seat in front of me had the image of a Dragon and Faery on it, which I thought was synchronous. When we 2015-03-18 06.13.12arrived at the site it had been raining, but we waited in the van a few minutes and sent energy to it together and the sky opened and the rain stopped for the entire time we were there. We went to the Door/Dimensional Gateway and set up for our ceremony with crystal 11076282_10152758849002196_6555401383881616924_n2015-03-18 08.39.31and sacred offering altar. On this journey I had been guided to only take my new giant Herkimer Diamond, which was part of every ceremony and acted as the central generator of the grids. It is a Record Keeper with many Rainbows and has some mirroring qualities to an Elestial, but is a powerful Herkimer. This was a very potent ceremony for me – one of my very 2015-03-18 10.13.02favorite sites in Peru. On the first day I had shown Amaru this crystal and he asked its name. I said I hadn’t gotten it yet, but very shortly after that, her name came to me – Soriah. At Amaru Muru I told Amaru its name and he said the meaning of this was Mother of the Inner Light. When I looked it up I found that it is a celestial name having an Arabic origin that means “Bright Starlight – the Pleiades”. I also found this interesting meaning by Seven Reflections: Soriah. Amaru chanted and drummed as we meditated. First thing I saw was giant beings come to life from the stones. Some were Stone Beings and others Crystal Beings. They reminded me of the Stone Being in the NeverEnding Story. The Crystal Being had a head like a Crystal Shard like the Shard in the Dark Crystal. They were like Guardians to the portal but also welcoming us/me. Then a four pointed star creating a diamond effect appeared that was a portal in silver with pale yellow at the center in an oval shape. At first seemed like a crystal or stone, but upon further glance it was actually not dense but gaseous and swirling. Then a large Tibetan Magician emerged. This portal is very connected to Tibet, as is the energy of the site, even having a rock that is clearly a Buddha. All the rocks are naturally formed into beings tibetan buddhaand symbols – similar to Sedona in this way. But the Tibetan Magician I saw was ancient and came in very clear with very long white hair, beard, mustache, and brows, wearing an icy blue robe and taller hat with silvery adornments. He kept coming toward me and lingering in gaze. Seemed other beings came too, but can’t remember. Then saw myself in a robe and headdress – ancient – with hands up to the Light coming upon me. An elephant appeared with golden trunk, saw a starlight bright coming closer and hit me in the 3rd eye gently lodging.2015-03-18 10.16.042015-03-18 10.14.35 2015-03-18 10.18.31This day I was wearing my rabbit sweatshirt that said “Never underestimate the power of a woman with a rabbit” and has a white rabbit, and at the end of my visions a white rabbit in fact appeared. And then the Gateway showed up as a triangle of light with inner dimensions. 2015-03-18 10.35.07After our meditation ceremony we each one by one went up to the three openings in the Doorway and invoked and received energies. We faced in and out, and did what ever came to us naturally to do. Interestingly, we all felt to do sound at the center main portal. This was huge for me and something deep, strong and with force came through me that felt ancient as I faced the Doorway. After, Amaru hugged us individually and I remember him being teared up when I approached him. Something activated strongly when I did this and we both felt it. So much so, when I returned to my seat supporting Christopher with his turn, I couldn’t stop shaking until he had also returned to join us. I shook uncontrollably and was breathing out with release. The only other time I can remember similar was in Egypt. Although this wasn’t as intense or long in duration, it was definitely a Kundalini activation just the same. Powerful! I 2015-03-18 11.45.39was so ready to step into this. After our ceremony we climbed to a level place with a natural stone table and chairs where we would have our lunch offering. On the way here we stopped by a few local women selling offerings they had found. I purchased two stones that were Quartz with Calcite. We had an amazingly yummy lunch that was to be as a collective offering DSCN1653DSCN1656eating mindfully of those without and sharing the abundance  with all. We then made large closed and open-faced sandwiches of fresh bread with tomato, avocado, ginger, salt, oregano, and lemon juice. YUMM! We finished off with grenadine as dessert and coconut water. Two hawks screeched overhead as we ate in reverence. We then went to another location at this site for our next closing ceremony working with all of the elements at a natural altar rock that had 10 small pools of water on it. One larger and the others smaller. The only thing I remember seeing was a large Cobra head and after we opened our eyes there were two heart clouds in the sky. One large one with a pyramid hole in the middle and the other smaller one with a spiral. At the end we offered the flowers we had picked up in the market and then we were each told to follow our guidance to take our 3 coca leaves we were holding to offer them at a sacred place any where that called to us. I was called to climb higher and so I did. I made 2015-03-18 12.50.20my way up a steeper area and stood on a rock doing my own offering and intentions to the collective that I would in turn give to receive and the wind blew strong as I stood there. At the end I was moved to say “I’m ready to go”. Directly after I stepped off the rock I hawk feathersimmediately noticed 2 Hawk feathers on the ground before me that I knew were offerings to me. And then two Hawks flew overhead. It was amazing. Another beautiful day with butterflies all around and two bright caterpillars. I held one butterfly with an injured wing to 2015-03-18 11.55.26give it extra energy and life. After this powerful experience we enjoyed a lighter experience of laughter and joy at the Temple of Fertility where there are many mushroom stone sculptures (appearing like Phalluses) and one large Phallus sculpture at the center tania aymey chris2015-03-18 14.26.182015-03-18 14.26.43tania and aymey chrisalso encapsulating the female energy as well. We laughed so hard as we took funny photos. No one leaves this little temple without being tickled giddy. As we left we took a look at the items offered by the locals and I was surprised to meet a 17 year old girl here that shared my exact name in pronunciation and spelling, which is not a common name in Peru. So we took a photo 2015-03-18 14.38.59together, and then we made our way back to town to explore the city streets/shops and enjoyed dinner before bed.

DSCN1702Day 9 – 3/19/15: This morning we traveled by Tuk Tuk – three-wheeled little mobiles that one guy powers by pedaling like a bike. We loaded our bags and ourselves and off we went to the DSCN1697DSCN17232015-03-19 06.25.00harbor to catch our boat to Amantani Island, where we were serenaded by music Amaru joined in on to kick off our lake journey. Lake Titicaca means Puma of the Stones or Gray Puma. We first stopped at the Floating Islands (or Reed Islands) of the Uros people. We spent a lot of time immersing with them on one of the islands – Santa Maria – which was really fantastic. The people are passive and peaceful, fleeing from confrontations long ago to live a life of harmony. They basically work around the clock cultivating their life and their little islands, 2015-03-19 06.50.2620150319_10273820150319_102746fixing them constantly from wear and tear of sun and the elements. Every two weeks they have to redo their homes. They relay reeds on their island anew as well. The islands float on roots of reeds bound together that act like corks. There are 87 islands total, each with up to 10 families per island. They have one president for the entire community and one president per island. The main president is elected and has a term of 3-4 years. The individual presidents have 1 year terms. So everyone gets a chance to run things. Everything is shared on the islands in responsibility and in abundance. Money is distributed equally, as well as food. 20150319_09550220150319_09125720150319_100948Children are raised by all families. There are separate islands for schools and banks. They have some small boats with motors to get to Puno for trade, but otherwise they do everything on their islands. They also now have solar energy, which was gifted to them by an Asian businessman. They eat fish, fried bread, potatoes, and even the white part of the reeds. They boil water from the lake because it is clean enough and fresh with only a very tiny portion of 20150319_101153salt in it. When we arrived, one woman took us each into their homes to share their lives. The woman who took Christopher and I in was named Marie – like me again. She also offered to 2015-03-21 18.15.0120150319_09184411072244_10152758759692196_9149894589261006930_nDSCN1804dress us up in their local clothing, which we were excited to receive. In exchange for all the hospitality we purchased some of their handmade items and also gifted them the toys we had brought. I gave all of mine to the people on this island to distribute. The slinkies from Aymey were a hit and they loved my stuffed kids20150319_092159animals – one little girl got the purple dragon 🙂 We 20150319_094353were there witnessing their normal daily routines…cooking, making their reed boats, etc. Their two sources of income are fish and tourism. The little girls were sweet – one pulling on my shirt to get my attention…another was playing with Aymey in her lap placing stickers on her skin. Amaru was overwhelmed with love and tears on the island, as he has such a DSCN180020150319_100855aymey10636320_10152758761472196_5131027883186141827_nreverence for these people and his roots and it was easy to understand, as we were all sad to leave. These people remind us of our ancient ways, who we really are at heart, and the simplicity and beauty of natural harmony at work, shared with Terra and each other. We left, sharing lots of hugs and kisses with everyone and then continued our boat ride to Amantani – 20150319_13205620150319_13255520150321_100813the Island of Love. We had a long climb up to our home for the next two nights, but arrived at our beautiful accommodations greeted by the family that would care for us. We received an amazing spread of fresh veggies (corn, giant fava beans, broccoli, carrots, potatoes, and rice), guacamole, quinoa and veggie soup, bread and teas. Wow! It was a lot, but so good! We 2015-03-19 12.41.37finished off with some papaya and then all went to our rooms to rest for a couple of hours before sunset. I was loving the high altitudes so felt invigorated. I was so grateful Amaru gifted me his usual room he gets when staying here, which was a large room overlooking the 2015-03-19 11.47.162015-03-19 11.57.2520150319_17330720150319_165126Lake with nearly 360 degree views. The room had a large front area perfect for ceremonies, which we would use the next day. I was so grateful. After our rest, Amaru, Christopher and I walked up the hill for the sunset. Aymey remained to rest, as the altitude was creating the need for adjustment for her. We watched the stars and sunset, focusing on the aura of the 20150319_175045trees and Earth. Then returned for dinner of veggie soup and garlic bread with tea and conversation. Our days were full with communing and sharing. Amaru was grateful to have like-minded souls to be able to talk about everything with. The evening was filled with clear stars abound. I provided a short Reiki session to both Aymey and Christopher this evening to help them adjust with things they were experiencing either with altitude or a food eaten, and to help balance things more. Then nighty night time.

Day 10 – 3/20/15 Our Day of Assimilation and Comprehensive Preparation in the Path of the Light for the Equinox: I was happy to hear that both Aymey and Christopher were feeling better. The night was a wild one in terms of a major thunder, lightning and rain storm coming down. It was also the first night I remembered my dream clearly while here. Interesting that in Iceland and Peru, while I was dreaming a lot and sometimes vaguely remembered something, I wasn’t remembering clearly and extensively like I normally do until this night. I had an important and symbolic dream that the four of us were doing an initiation/activation ceremony, as we’ve been doing, but it was on a much larger scale – interestingly synchronous since this day we’d be engaging in our Equinox ceremony. We had a fifth person with us, however. We each had done our part, provided our key codes, and it was then time for this fifth person to do theirs. But they were hesitant and reluctant to do so. Finally he said, “OK,” and added his “key code” to the mix. He stated out loud a sequence of 6 numbers that activated the finalization. The very instant this took place, in conscious life a very loud thunder hit and the storm started that night, fully bringing all my awareness into awake state, although the experience was all seamless. As I talked to Amaru about this the next morning we realized that this fifth person represented humanity, or the collective. In my dream he appeared Asian (or a mixture of ethnicities), but he was like the fifth element needed to put into place things. Interestingly, I’ve been on other trips, including the 12/21/12 Bimini one, where humanity/the collective was not ready for some of what we were activating/opening. So we needed to wait for more alignment that would take more time. However, in my dream, humanity/the collective WAS ready. Although somewhat hesitant, did come through and met with us in partnership. This was huge in my opinion! And the storm activating directly after was potent indeed. Big stuff! In the morning I noticed one of my windows slightly opened, after I’d been awake a while. I’d closed all of them in the night and this one wasn’t open when I first woke up. So I went over to it and on the sill inside I find a folded up piece of paper with writing on it. The paper said “This way to open” with an arrow pointing to the right and then a heart with the word “thanks”. I asked around to everyone, but no one had left it on my window. Where it came from I can only imagine, but it felt connected to my dream somehow and was a message of some sort. I saved it in my journal. Was it pointing up the hill, as that’s where it was placed – pointing to our location of our last ceremony on the island to come? Or was it something beyond this trip in general? Hmmmm….The rain continued hard that morning, but we felt it was perfect and fine, as we had already made plans to have our Equinox/New SuperMoon/Total Solar Eclipse ceremony in my room overlooking Lake Titicaca. 2015-03-20 07.25.512015-03-20 07.26.04DSCN1850DSCN1846So after breakfast of yummy pancakes and fruit with Amaru’s special green tea mixture, we set up our very powerful altar grid and we each took our places at the four corners. This ceremony lasted until lunch and as you can imagine…once it was done, the skies opened to blue sunny light! Our ceremony was nothing short of amazing again and very powerful. I mostly just felt peace and expansiveness as Amaru lead the ceremony chanting, meditations, and then we all together created music and sound – Aymey and I had purchased rattles on the Floating Island – Christopher and I had also purchased flutes in Cusco. The only visions I remember were that of what to me was Pachamama symbolized in a large, voluptuous, Inca-looking ancient woman with animals around her, and then light and Cosmic beings. One of them held a diamond of light in its hand and placed it in my 3rd eye. Then at the end of the ceremony I remember seeing a giant gold ring with a giant gold bumblebee on it that was being presented to me. Amaru then presented the platform for me to share concluding and supportive words to everyone for our journey thus far and what to take away from all of it. At the end Amaru gifted us the ceremonial head pieces (that were his) he’d placed upon us for the ceremony – very special. And after, I presented Amaru with the Herkimer Diamond and Aqua Aura Quartz pendant that was mine, as a gift to him to wear in his special ceremonies. After we cleared out of the room, Christopher offered to do an energetic clearing for my cough with me. So we did that and then enjoyed lunch before we would head off to our amantani lunchsacred site on pilgrimage with sunny blue skies! The rain stopped, as our ceremony ended. Our pilgrimage took us around half the island to find a very special altar place no one knows of 20150320_180609that isn’t local to the island. We walked through the terraced hills on the stone path and off-path when the water had covered the path. We also walked the pebbled beach, finding many 20150320_15252220150320_14381520150320_15070120150320_15133620150320_15175420150320_152706symbolic stones. We were so absorbed we passed the altar, but knew it was perfect, as we found special things along the way. So we made our way back for a very powerful ceremony at the altar overlooking the Lake and a big initiation. I first initiated Christopher and Aymey with Reiki. Christopher received his Reiki 1. Amaru and I felt this to be important to link us all in the energy, since the rest of us were Reiki attuned, but also to raise vibrations to receive his initiation from Amaru after. I gave both Amaru and Aymey Reiki 3 initiation attunements, however, I was guided lake titicaca initiationDSCN1879initiating aymeyto initiate them with a special Cosmic activation that channeled through, which was very powerful, and something I haven’t done or gifted anyone before. I did Aymey first then Amaru later. Amaru placed a colored square cloth of 7×7 squares = 49 around my shoulders for this, 20150320_175946like a little cape. After this, Amaru then initiated us with the Solar Path and taught us 3 symbols we were to memorize for now only, and receive energetically. They are imprinted within us, as the Reiki symbols are and I easily memorized them to this day. He will provide more thorough explanations to us in the days to come, but for now the activation was necessary and we have learned to use them already by what he briefly shared. The essence was most important, as always. This was all very powerful and connected us, as well as ignited something on a very large scale beyond us. As I was giving Amaru his initiation, Christopher buried a crystal grid in the ground that he had been guided to do that would link with another grid he buried in Arkansas to be part of the Earth grid. The next day I received that what we’d done and the grid he placed had all activated the Crystal that resides beneath Lake Titicaca. After our initiations, we walked back to our home, but it was sunset, so most of our walk was in the dark and starlight. It was definitely part of the initiation to use our inner light now and inner Sun to light the way and actually, the path was easier going back than coming, as a new path was created for us that we didn’t take before! We had a great dinner, and off to bed early, as we had a very early rising for our concluding island ceremony.

Day 11 – 3/21/15: We rose at 3:30 am this morning in the dark and starlight in order to ascend to our destination by sunrise for our ceremony of Solar Initiation. Throughout the night it 20150321_05462520150321_05394020150321_05433320150321_055511ceremonyrained even harder than the previous night, and when we woke we discovered hail piles all around, like mounds of ice pebbles everywhere. The weird thing is that the hail storm started right when I was dreaming something else this night that felt significant, yet this time I didn’t remember the dream like the previous night. We bundled up in our layers and were given heavy, thick ponchos to keep us warm for our hike up to the Temple of Pachatata. We 20150321_054219climbed at least 1000 feet higher, taking us to 13,500+ feet elevation. Our intent was to connect with our inner Sun and give reverence to the Sun. We began our walk at 4:00 am after having tea to warm us. As we were reaching the temple, the Sun was rising and Amaru then DSCN193320150321_06190320150321_06044420150321_060752set up for our ceremony with fire and inner visions. The light and Sun danced with us, creating amazing illuminations all around and within each of us (seen in the individual photos of us here) – at times engulfing us (as you can see in one DSCN1906photo where I appear like a Sunlit headless DSCN1912DSCN190520150321_055552horseman). We each had sacred time with the fire, as Amaru blessed and activated along with our offerings. This was a very sacred and powerful experience, still giving me chills now to 20150321_06222520150321_06244120150321_061949 20150321_06205220150321_06210220150321_062424 120150321_062253reflect and write about it, as the feelings flow through me. And we then concluded with music we played on our instruments, while we 20150321_064325danced in celebration, which all brought out the Sun, as well as a Hawk that hovered intentfully right above and in front of us between us and the Sun as Amaru was concluding 20150321_061629ceremony. A Puma paw glowed in the water ahead of us after our ceremony and the Sun glowed each time we invoked it. After, we descended for a delicious breakfast – everything looking so vibrant, freshly new, and beautiful, which this 20150321_07040620150321_070415whole journey in fact had changed for us and how we see things. We packed up to get our boat back to Puno. We were all sad to leave our island home and sanctuary, and these gentle people. Our journey across the waters was mostly silent and inward, as we sat at the back of the boat receiving the Sun’s rays. We rested and integrated the journey thus far and I felt the Lake’s giant Crystal activated. We were tania3feeling the sun inside and out. Upon arrival, we settled into our hotel, had lunch, shopped, and then packed before our dinner and a good night’s sleep.

Day 12 – 3/22/15: Our last day together began with breakfast and then off to our last sacred site to do a closing meditation, overlooking water at the Temple of Immortality – Sillustani. 2015-03-22 06.59.402015-03-22 07.02.57pumaWe did this individually and quietly within ourselves to give gratitude and honor, as well as celebration for the journey we shared, and the journey yet to come. I only felt peace within this time and no visions except a profile of a Hawk that turned into a Condor, but I communicated a lot from within my heart and out to all in reciprocation to all I’d received. After we completed our individual time, we joined together with Amaru and he initiated us in a diamond formation to channel the Cosmic Light. We were shown how to move the energy, again only needing to remember the basic essence of what we were experiencing and would receive further what we needed when the time unfolded divinely. I felt incredible heat through my core when doing this. Upon completion and a group hug, we always shared, we descended the temple grounds back to our van. Along the way I saw my first live rabbit – a 2015-03-22 07.52.122015-03-22 07.52.30wild Andean one that descends from ancient times. I was so moved by this symbolism and physical manifestation on our very last day, concluding our very last ceremony together, as rabbits are my magickal familiars. I knew Nestor was shining down upon me with her love and support, as well as that Joy and Cosmo had been with me all along…everything was in Divine order, was being supported, and was coming to full circle closure. All I had been guided to do was complete and honored. I was grateful both to all of my soul family that had supported this, but also to myself for embracing the call. This was very magickal and special to me and I captured photos of the rabbit that showed up. The path to and from this site was also lined with yellow flowers and represented to me the yellow brick road like in The Wizard of Oz, which Aymey also reiterated. It spoke to how we always search for the power or some outside source/wizard/magick, but all along we were the power/wizard/true magicians and could have and do all we needed and wanted at any time we recognize and embody that truth fully. That is the true magick. And that is one of the things I took away from this trip. Not needing anything external, but knowing I have all that I need within me. Interestingly, upon return home two of my crystal friends (the largest I have ever had) were also going away to their new home and mom – one of which was my giant Amethyst Rabbit. Again, everything is within us/me, and so the connections and magick are always there to experience when ever we want, regardless of what we think we have or don’t. We made our way to the airport and shared our “see you soons” rather than goodbye with Amaru, which still tugged at the heart, as we parted ways to take our flight back to Lima and he would take a bus to his home in Arequipa. We spent the rest of the day driven around in Lima to bide time until our late night 2015-03-22 14.36.522015-03-22 14.43.542015-03-22 14.45.392015-03-22 15.20.09 2015-03-22 15.07.27flights back home, having lunch, exploring the beach and beach area, as well as the city center. It was Chistopher’s first Pacific ocean sunset and touching his feet in these powerful waters, so we had to capture that first moment indeed. Some card games and dinner saw us through our last hours and then it was I who left first this time (I had arrived last at onset) and I settled in on my flights for a good night’s rest until home. We know we will all be called again together for further work when the time aligns.

We had all been gifted protective, empowering bracelets with seeds from the Amazon Jungle from Oscar, our first driver who also greeted us upon arrival into Peru. These united our energy daily, as we wore them throughout our journey together and like with everything, but mostly our hearts, will deepen the continued connection.

IMG_1397It’s not goodbye. It’s simply until the next time…Not the end, but only the beginning.DSCN1412

Nokan Inti Kani ~ I Am the Sun: Our Sacred Journey to Peru Through My Eyes – PART 1

tania8Wow, ain’t gonna cut it this time to convey the magnitude of our experience in Peru. LOL! What an incredible nearly two weeks we shared. This trip definitely goes on my top fav list of journeys, including my top powerful list as well. Woah! Not to mention it was SO different energetically from my first trip in Peru. You can’t compare, but definitely doing this twice really reflects the shifts and how much has evolved, including myself.

I return feeling even more connected to multi-dimensionality and with a deepened sense of inner peace and centered strength.

From onset to closure, it was jam packed with potency, magick, harmony, and love. All I knew when I was called to put together this journey, was that I needed to be there, the timing was auspiciously aligned and not to veer off from, and who ever was truly meant to show up would.

machu picchuThe rest I released to the Universe and the beauty of Divine unfolding.

And boy oh boy did things synchronize into perfection.

2015-03-15 09.05.11I was so moved to reunite with my Cosmic brother, Amaru after 7+ years and our reconnection was sweeter and deeper than ever.DSCN1134

I was also so grateful to reconnect with my beautiful and powerful soul sister Aymey and brother Christopher, which was a soul family celebration indeed when all four of us came together, not to mention a powerful reactivation of the powerful work we were continuing together…chills writing this now even.DSCN1651

Themes of the trip were activating and integrating our Cosmic essence with our human bodies, embodying the power and light of the Great Central Sun, remembering who we REALLY are and standing in that knowing and power so we can simultaneously support others through that example, opening and expanding our hearts deeper and wider to the unconditional love and gentle nurturing within us, transmutation, and courageous embracing to return to the natural harmony essence with all.

There was also the beautiful balance of deep spirituality and very, very light humor and humanness we enjoyed and experienced each day. Laughter, tears, playfulness and focused integrity, overwhelming grace and power…just exquisite.DSCN1048

Rebirthing was indeed mirrored again for this trip, as it was in Iceland. I also, personally, saw a lot of orange show up for me – it came through in what I was drawn to over and over, which included a raw orange Jade I picked up as a new friend (which just so happened to have the mirroring outline of Machu Picchu inside of it as you can see below -I got it at Machu Picchu too), as well as orange roses that were given to myself and Aymey during our journey by one of our amazing drivers and co-facilitators in Cusco, Paullo.2015-03-15 06.15.01

roses from paullo2015-03-14 09.13.19We experienced our ability to manifest what we desired and how our individual powers can be harnessed massively when brought together with others with heart-full intention. We saw this at work over and over each day, as we literally controlled the weather together (forecasts had shown rain throughout our time away, but in fact didn’t happen or did at the opportune times), crowds of people encountered, and every detail that would perfectly support what we each would need, as well as would be in support of the highest and greatest good collectively.2015-03-13 14.28.34

Everything was orchestrated from onset, in a way that would provide the right synergy for all of this, down to even creating who would actually show up in order to have what was needed take place – which is a story in and of itself.

I personally return feeling the most empowered and whole I have yet, and lighter – literally – as I lost another 4 pounds on top of the 5 I lost from Iceland. Woah!

2015-03-15 18.44.07And it definitely wasn’t for lack of eating, as I ate much more than I normally do at home, since I only have a smoothie for breakfast and don’t snack through the day.

dinnerBut with all the fresh veggies, fruits, amazing pure fruit juice mixes each day, quinoa, and lots of potatoes (was craving these)…I was in vegan whole food, simplicity bliss.

lima pizzaI had also brought along some raw vegan snacks and goodies like kale chips, raw chocolate, raw macaroons, fig cookies, chocolate hemp seeds, raw vegan and vegan energy bars…

tania2Not sure exactly physically where it all came off – kind of just all around – although I do look and feel different to myself, but I can definitely sense it and it feels like an energetic release has taken place at another deeper core level that is cleansing and letting go of everything with ease. It is incredible to compare my photos from my journey back in 2008 with now…what a change.

But this energetic release was evident also with something physically I have been experiencing.

Since the day of my return from Iceland I had a very deep lung cough that lingered since the 28th of February until my very first full day back from Peru – incredible! I haven’t had anything like that ever, in terms of such a long experience with something lasting nearly a month. I never get sick, but know that anything that shows up is a reflection of something on another level working itself out. These trips have been huge for me and this time period in my life is significant.

A little background: my lungs have always been my weakest link in my body, which always mirror things that aren’t good for me and how my body reacts to help cleanse it out. When I was a child, I wouldn’t really ever get sick except for my deep lung coughs where my lungs would fill with stuff that had to be coughed up and out, literally gagging me (gross I know). And since, my lungs react to anything that isn’t good for my body (allergies to food and things in the air like smoke of any kind, etc.) by creating the same experience of messaging my body with a deep cough that has to come up and out of my body, lasting for anywhere from a half an hour to a couple of hours until it’s all gone and my body is rid of it – like a protective barrier my immune system has, as well as a way to alert me.

However, I’ve also come into this life with a huge amount of past life grief to transmute, which has resided in my lungs and has been working itself out with my work. I also have very small lungs in comparison to most people and a smaller rib cage, as well as much more shallow breathing than what others experience, which is normal for me. Perhaps also part of why being at high elevations for me is very natural and easy without challenge. And recently I’ve learned that shallow breaths actually have a cosmic connection. 😉

Anyway, that all to share that having this pretty major lung experience between two very important and potent trips I was called to take, really felt to be symbolizing taking/breathing in life in a whole new way, which would call for a deepening release of anything remaining of that grief. As well as, embracing the changes on a life large scale I’ve been integrating – opening to what that involves and a new way of taking in and experiencing life, freely and filling up more space by being in full essence without hindrance.tania machu picchu

So while I was coughing pretty badly since Iceland, as well as every day in Peru (although decreasing every day more and more), it all dissipated upon return. I had no other issues, nor felt bad in any way. There was just this cough that was letting go more and more, with less and less needing to come out. It was not something I didn’t need to do anything about except to embrace it and allow it to move through, supporting it energetically to do its thing…running its course while the integration/transmutation was taking place.

Just like with all things in our life we come up against, if we can just flow with it and not fight it, fear it, be angry at it…it WILL move through and bring you into the next experience awaiting on the other side.tania4

My cough was an example of that, as literally the first full day I was back it completely disintegrated. And the day I traveled home, it was already dissipating nearly away and now poof! Buh bye! Amazing, yes? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

But back to the fullness of our journey. The first incredible thing that took place, after the fact that the trip actually was energetically created, was the bringing together of soul alchemy in mirror of the experience to unfold.

To make a long story short, which won’t be possible in these journey shares, we went from being a group of 16 of us down to 4. Twelve people for one wild/odd/timely reason to another, all dropped out and/or cancelled leading up to the journey. So amazing! Much of this taking place not long before I went to Iceland, during my time away there, and upon return from there. Having done this enough times in terms of retreat, journeys, workshops, etc. seeing how everything works itself out like a collective chess game, I just sit back and watch the divine perfection and cosmic fun unfold. 🙂

I know where I’m meant to be and welcome others who know the same.

Since I was going on this journey regardless, I just marveled at who was going to show up alongside me and was so so grateful for who did.

2015-03-16 14.15.27And so we were four – two male and two female souls creating a most beautiful and connective family. Each so beautiful and powerful in their own way, but the four of us together was incredible to say the least. We were so in tune with each other, on the same page, in flow, supportive, and experiencing similar in different ways in our lives. It couldn’t have been more perfect. Another beautiful alignment was our shared birthday energies between three of us. I had just had my birthday, one was going to celebrate his in the middle of our journey, and one would be celebrating hers soon after our return!

The other interesting thing is that each of us had an integration of Female and Male energy within making us both sensitive Males and strong Females…not to mention we all were so in tune that we could understand one another and knew how to support, communicate, and flow with each other intuitively.

Had it not been the four of us only, we would not have been gifted the astounding things that we received, nor created what we did. Our journey was deeply intimate and because of the soul energy synergy we shared, we were able to visit places that were intuited by our group essence (including some new places I had not been to before), and were able to spend extended time emerged in the energies, as well as received initiations we otherwise wouldn’t have due to lack of time and different energy dynamics. The intimacy provided us all the things we each needed to give and receive. Blessed we were.

2015-03-15 09.33.13To say I love these three souls in human bodies is an understatement. And before I progress further with our experiences, I just want to extend my deepest, heart-felt gratitude and honor to each of them for courageously showing up, and bringing forth the vulnerability they each shared, as well as the power they embodied. I have no words to describe the magnitude of feeling I have for them, but I know that they know just what I mean.

What we experienced individually and together, was not isolated to merely us (nor to this one moment in time), but rippled out to the collective and amplified through the Cosmos and out from this sacred energy center we were at physically.

Nothing we do is “just” about us, and yet it’s not about needing to specify this is for me and this is for you….it simply all is that, simultaneously, within the presence of experience we consciously show up to embrace and consistently walk in the path of daily with each breath of expansive awareness.2015-03-13 11.02.05

I hope you find a piece of yourself in this journey I share. I can’t express enough how these journeys in the physical truly are life-changing. People simply don’t realize, I believe, what a trip like this can support. And each person on this journey manifested their way there magickally, just as anyone can do. I never accept something as impossible…perhaps not meant for someone or perhaps not aligned, but where there is the will and intent, there is the way.

We are all magickal beings living a magickal life, if we want to realize and embrace that truth.

Here’s my vision of this magickal journey we shared through my eyes and heart, shared with each of you.

DSCN1236 Each of us had our own journey, which is not for me to share, honoring the privacy and sacredness of that. So this is my personal experience and how I saw things. It was all being experienced with all of you in mind and how what we do creates the possibility and potentials for everyone, as well as literally IS being experienced by all through us.

I wrote quite long journal entries for this journey (no surprise I’m sure lol!) – longer than usual – but given this trip was double Iceland’s time period I’m going to try to abbreviate just a bit – if that’s even possible as a Pisces with Mercury in Pisces loving to creatively express from the heart.

Another chronicle in store indeed, but it ended up about 4,000 words shorter than Iceland, so I did something different given this trip was twice as long. LOL! Hopefully the photos will help with capturing the essence, but I do want to share my visions in meditations and ceremonies, however, feeling it important this time. So this will add to the length, as well as perhaps draw you deeper into the experience with me and us.

However, being that this will be a long share with many photos (thank you to Aymey and Christopher for sharing some of theirs to add with mine), making it a very big post, I am going to share it in two parts so things upload more easily and don’t overload with the energy that’s potently packed in it. 😉

I find that writing and sharing these experiences are an integral part of the integrative process, not only cathartic in a way for me, but also brings things to full circle closure. Until I’ve put it all down and out there, it doesn’t feel fully complete.

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So from my heart to yours, I share this with the Cosmic love that resides within all that I am and all that you are.

Day 1 – 3/11/15: Today was a very full travel day from Los Angeles to Lima, Peru starting at 4 am until 4:37 am the next day. I had an hour in between my connecting flights from Miami to Lima. But my LA flight was delayed for some silly reason (perfect in the eyes of Universal plans) and literally everything blocked me from getting to my next flight in a way I have never seen. Even the people on the flight ALL completely ignored the announcement to stay seated and allow all passengers at the back of plane with tight connections off first. I’ve never experienced people not listening to that before. Every single person got up and blocked the passage so that most of us all missed our flight connections. And even when I did get off and ran/sky trained to my gate, they had just closed and although an attendant asked them through the door if they’d let me on, they said no. So, indeed I was being rerouted energetically on timing to arrive. Who knows what I avoided, or what was being aligned, but one thing that worked out is that the hours I had in the airport provided me the time to work on a sacred tattoo design and complete it in totality. I normally don’t take work with me, but something said to do so and so this all worked out quite well and created a really amazing design my client was quite pleased with. The only down side was my arrival at 4:37 am in the morning rather than 9:57 pm in Lima, which meant literally settling into my room, showering, breakfast and off to our first journey immediately at 7 am. Despite not sleeping much on the plane, I was feeling refreshed and ready to go, knowing it was all perfect.

DSCN0819Day 2 – 3/12/15: This morning we gathered (Aymey, Christopher, and I) at breakfast and ignited the energy connections for our sacred journey together. At breakfast I shared the crystal gifts with each of them that I had intuited for them (and which we used in each ceremony along with all our sacred things – our grids kept growing from onset to end of our journey) and was also surprised at a lovely crystal gift I, too, received, which was a Golden Healer personally found in Arkansas by Christopher. I also later received an amazing cosmic heart from Aymey for my birthday. We constantly were gifting each other throughout the journey with gifts from the heart, which was such a sweet surprise to each of us to experience that kind of unconditional giving and receiving with so much mutual honor that likely we’ve mostly been accustomed to giving out more. I also got to reconnect with Amaru, our amazing Shaman and my dear, dear friend, which was very beautiful to give and receive hugs once again. I also gifted him a crystal. We got more connecting time on our 4 hour drive to our first sacred site – Caral. 2015-03-12 11.07.13I had not visited Caral on my first journey to Peru, so this was a new experience for me. It was very expansive with many pyramids on the sacred grounds. Caral is the Highest Altar of the Oldest Civilization of the Americas. So it was perfect to begin the journey with this ancient energy igniting things. 2015-03-12 11.45.50We did several meditations and ceremonies here. First, we stopped on the bridge over the river on our way to the site welcoming and opening to the energy. Each time we did, the wind would pick up and soar through. It was the beginning of our experiencing the power of our being in tune with and able to work with and control the elements with our heart-full intents. It also was mirroring of how the ancients and Cosmic ones were supporting and engaging in every aspect of this journey. They had been waiting for us. 2015-03-12 11.48.012015-03-12 11.49.03On the middle of the bridge where we stopped, which represented moving from one reality and world to another we were crossing into as we welcomed this journey, as well as reintegrating ancient parts of ourselves, I had my first vision of an Inca Warrior with large headdress standing on the other side of the bridge with his arm out extending a welcome to me/us. We then did another pause and tuning in, where this time I then saw what appeared more to be like an Inca God with huge headdress/crown of gold reminding me of Huiracocha/Wiracocha (Creator God/Cosmic God), sitting tall on a very tall, lean white horse on the other side of the bridge waiting for us and welcoming us. We then walked with intention along the path to the site. DSCN0829We found many old things on the path – petrified corn, pottery, part of a skull, feathers, shells – as we retraced our ancient heritage. We explored all of the grounds, including a circular area used for ceremony and Cosmic connection, similar to a Sun dial with Obelisk, and a fire altar, and above an entrance to an underground labyrinth where the spiral symbol was hidden. 2015-03-12 12.36.31We were not allowed to do ceremony here, but Amaru was given permission to do a quick one to ignite things for us at the fire altar using our crystals we had all brought and other sacred things. While he did this, we tuned in and here I saw flames emerge and a white Dragon appear. 2015-03-12 12.49.22On our way back we did a ceremony at the top of the hill overlooking the pyramids, valley, river, and feeling all the elements of wind/Air, river/Water, Earth, Sun/Fire, and Spirit. Again, this is not usually permitted, but even when a man came to inquire on us after we’d been in ceremony, he simply waved us on when Amaru told him what we were doing, aligned with our pure heart intent. Amaru created a grid with the things we’d found and our crystals, which we sat around in a half circle, and then led us in a special Cosmic initiation he does not do usually – very special. DSCN0907During this I saw a Native American Indian Chief with headdress and later learned that Christopher had this guide show up in his meditation providing his name of Red Cloud, I believe, who was then with him throughout. So we were seeing the same, as would continue to happen through the journey DSCN0910for us all. Amaru came around to each of us and we channeled the Gold Light of the Cosmos, as well as the Blue Light of the Earth and transmuted it all through our hearts, emanating the Green Gold Light. He inititated us each while playing his flute, chanting, doing symbols and had us join in with our first chant of “Nokan Inti Kani – I am the Sun”. We BECAME the Great Central Sun, to carry this energy with us always, during and beyond this journey. After, I gave Amaru a Reiki Initiation Attunement. He is already a Reiki Master of 18+ years,DSCN0906 but he/we felt it important for him to receive this initiation for all that he would be facilitating for our journey, as well as to connect he and I with the combined energetic work we were doing and be a mutual exchange of giving and receiving. After the ceremony, Amaru gifted each of us some of the sacred pieces he used in the ceremony and told us something personal when doing so. I received a Chrysocolla Heart Stone (he said it was for the Healer that I am). During the ceremony he had also honored me with ceremonial knitted-ribbons around my neck (you can see in photo here to the right), feeling as an honoring to work alongside him. And Christopher and Aymey also received special pieces of a crystal and a crystal necklace. The Sun moved behind the clouds during ceremony and then out when we ignited the Sun within us. We then crossed back over the bridge, as a flock of sheep approached us and waited for us to let them pass. DSCN0917Right before this a huge flock of goats were making their way down to the river. Both very appropriate for this year of the Sheep/Goat that we’ve entered. 2015-03-12 14.41.50After, we headed back to our hotel on our 4 hour drive.
sunset2We caught a beautiful first sunset together to kick of the journey, including a small rainbow portal in the clouds. rainbow portalI was in bed at 1 am and up at 4 am, for another early departure. Not much rest for the Cosmic adventurers!

2015-03-13 11.38.59Day 3 – 3/13/15: Today we were off to Cusco, hence our early morning to catch flights out – we were on 3 separate flights, although Aymey and I were together and manifested sitting next to each other through a whole fun exchange. Upon arrival to Cusco we all felt an 2015-03-13 11.41.16immediate shift in energy – lightness, opening, uplifting. After settling into our beautiful hotel with amazing views and beautiful baths, we headed off to our first destination – Qoricancha Temple (Temple of the Golden Consciousness), which is a mission on old Inca ruins where now stands Santo Domingo Catholic Church. We2015-03-13 11.07.25 explored the history and ancient energy here, receiving more insight to the evolvement of things. We then took a walk 2015-03-13 12.30.39and had lunch at an amazing little place with a stunning view in the city square. After lunch we set off for Sacsayhuaman where we used our energy in synergy with each other and held 2015-03-13 13.12.522015-03-13 14.38.032015-03-13 15.23.17off the impending dark clouds and rain, diverting them around and away from us. After our time here, the locals at the parking lot thanked Amaru, as they knew that we had moved the clouds and rain, knowing he is a Shaman and the work we were doing. This assists them 2015-03-13 11.11.48little girlsabundance bullwomenbecause with rain they cannot sell their hand-made items. We explored here and then drove to another near location where there was a cool cave we all really connected with and spent a little time sitting in, tuning in. Back to hotel and before dinner I felt this evening was time for some special healing intentions and setting the tone of the journey for Christopher and Aymey’s intents, as well as my own. So we gathered in Aymey’s room that had a half circle/Moon large window space and table at it, perfect for our altar we created with all of our crystals and sacred things. We sat and talked for about an hour and a half about their intents, challenges, blocks, and deeper discussion of where things are energetically to really connect with it all before I did Reiki Healing Attunements for each of them. We also discussed that now is the time to release, transmute, and ignite as the powerful co-creating beings that we are. It was a very special, intimate, connective gathering that set the tone of our Magickal Triad that we were – creating a pyramid energy between us. At times it was the two females holding the base of the pyramid with the male energy at the point. And at other times, I felt our energies would shift into positioning each of us at the integrative point for what was needed, holding the energy of that space. Every piece integral to the other and supporting and receiving to and from each other. After our session we had a very nice dinner overlooking 2015-03-13 16.25.41the city of Cusco and relaxed in our rooms for an early night of good sleep – my first! Triangles showed up much on this day as symbols everywhere and this would continue throughout the journey, mirroring the three of us and the energy of the three/pyramid that I discussed during our session. A great day really shifting energy in a lighter, opening way. This day was Friday the 13th. 🙂

2015-03-14 08.41.59Day 4 – 3/14/15: Today we made our way after breakfast to a very special site we all really connected with, and which I hadn’t been to on my first trip either, where we did an incredible long ceremony (ceremonies and meditations every day! weeee!). This site is in the 2015-03-14 08.37.382015-03-14 08.31.012015-03-14 08.34.26Chinchero Region and went by several interchangeable names – the Magic Altar or “Willko Umo”, the Sacred Head, and then its secret name: “Qori Uma” meaning Golden Head. This place had such an ancient, alive, nurturing essence where all of the rocks were rich in life and the energy was infused with Faery essence especially amidst the waters trickling through and 2015-03-14 08.59.33the mossy magick. Aymey and I both went off for a little nature bathroom break and saw a black butterfly together and then we returned for our first meditative exercise of seeing ourselves and aura through Amaru, as our mirror. This took us deep within. During this I had a vision of a figure wearing a huge golden headpiece and then realized it was a very large golden head of a dragon with spokes that made up the headpiece. The face of the figure became my own, wearing this golden dragon. Simultaneously a vision of a woman all in white floated through the valley in front of us with an ethereal, transparent robe flowing behind and the then the two images merged into a white ethereal, transparent Dragon flying through the valley. I learned after that Aymey saw a white Dragon too during this. I also saw many visions of what the area may have looked like in the past, including a triangle cave 2015-03-14 10.43.24opening or portal with dimensions that was before me to enter (I later saw this opening at Machu Picchu and recognized what I’d seen). After this and tuning in a bit more…a very powerful place for Aymey here, we went on top of the Mother rock and did an incredible long ceremony with fire, drumming, flute, chanting, singing, and our own meditation supported by all of this. We had created a crystal and sacred altar grid again around the fire. I felt called for this one to place the ring I was wearing – my silver ring that says in Mayan “To Be Reborn”, which felt perfect for this, not realizing consciously what were going to activate. (If you remember, this was the only jewelry I took with me to Iceland, and once again here to Peru, along with 2 necklaces of Orange Kyanite/Flower of Life and Herkimer Diamond/Aqua Aura Quartz). The smoke at first came all at me and when I breathed in, it burned in my nasal passage and throat, which felt to be like transmutational fire that was assisting me, including the energy to move in my cough – cleansing, purifying…and ended up helping my cough to stop for the entire ceremony and for quite some time after. As always, 2015-03-14 10.46.46we cleansed our aura with sacred oil and would hold 3 coca leaves in our left hand, as well as placed some of these on the left side of our mouth during the process. During this ceremony I saw what all seemed to be a place and time elsewhere – not Earth – or perhaps a New Earth. Many visions of light portals and light stars as gateways I would enter and become the light of each one after another. Light infused landscapes, not Earthly, for me to enter and embody. 2015-03-14 10.52.09After our meditation we went to the upper top portion of the rock where Aymey, Christopher and myself all took turns  holding the clay pot that held our fire – now smoke – in our left hand and Condor feathers in our right. I started off and we were each to embody the essence of the Magician, Master, Goddess/God, Leader, Light that we each were and to invoke and activate that in any way that we were moved to, acting from our inner guidance as who we were in totality and once were and always are, rather than the us we identify with only in this life. An 2015-03-14 10.42.47experience of being in our true power to continue to walk in forever. “Being Reborn” was indeed a theme for today and this journey. After our beautiful ceremony we ate some amazing fruit Amaru had picked up at the market for us. We then visited Ollantaytambo – site with its ancestral Temple of the Sun, Temple of the Condor, and Altar of the Cosmic Waters DSCN1114where rain came for the first time, however, here it was perfect and like a purifying cleanse for what we had just experienced, as well as a nourishing and nurturing gift of renewal. We climbed the many steps up to receive activation and then descended to catch our train to Machu Picchu town – Aguas Calientes where we settled in, explored the market and had dinner.mp trainaymey and me train

 

 

 

 

 

Day 5 – 3/15/15: Today was Christopher’s birthday and what a way to celebrate by visiting Machu Picchu – the Crystal City – for the first time! Yay! Was so excited for him to experience this powerful time for his special day. We had perfect weather and no rain, with beautiful clear views of the sacred city and grounds all around. There were crowds of people, which is normal for here, but much, much less than when I had been here last time. This is because it was not a high season 2015-03-15 05.10.23tourist time. I noted that much had changed since I was here back in over 7 years ago. Roped off areas, more rules and areas we were able to hike to on the mountain were now only accessible with in-advance specially purchased tickets months ahead. How things shift indeed. But, we always created our own sacred space, moving crowds energetically by will 2015-03-15 05.16.142015-03-15 06.47.232015-03-15 06.46.082015-03-15 06.53.06and it never being an issue. Upon our arrival a butterfly flew to us and directly came at me, literally kissing my lips with its fluttering wings, lingering there a bit. That was such a gift and blessing. And right after that, another butterfly came at me and circled around me. The night before I had been guided to purchase a very large butterfly pendant at the market with stones in all of the Chakra colors/energies. 😉 The butterfly was my first symbol that came to me in this life and represented my path when I began my conscious spiritual journey. This was amazing and butterflies continued to grace us with their presence, one by one later welcoming the rest of the group as well. This day I was also wearing my infinite love t-shirt (a 2015-03-15 05.26.59heart with infinity symbol and wings) that has a Hunab Ku symbol on the back as well, along with my Cosmic Love sweatshirt. Amaru discussed how the butterfly kiss was an honor and recognition. I have also learned that butterflies represent ancestors that are returning. So this was very powerful. 2015-03-15 07.57.142015-03-15 08.08.072015-03-15 08.22.00We hiked up to our first scenic overview where we did a meditation looking out over the sacred city. During this I saw a figure appear wearing a large bird headdress, but the bird was actually alive – seemed to be a small Phoenix. Then there was a procession of headdressed beings when a large Condor appeared over the entire city of Machu Picchu with wings spread and then seemed to turn into a Phoenix energetically with light and fire. A lot of light and 2015-03-15 05.25.09bright star energy lit up the city from it and I took this in and embodied it once again, projecting it across the city and out to the Earth. Then a High Priestess/Magician showed up and I knew it was me, as I saw out from her, wearing a large headdress that was all light and gold. I/she turned into light that projected out and then ascended to the Cosmos. Then I 2015-03-15 05.22.48sent out Golden Green Healing Light from my heart through the center of the city, beaming it out like a beacon across the globe, illuminating the Earth in healing Golden Green Light. During the meditation I also was holding my orange Jade I had also picked up the night before in the market. And when I came out of it, Christopher and Amaru said to sit still, as they were gently removing something from my hair. Apparently a tiny orange insect, that looked somewhat similar to a ladybug, but all orange, had been sitting on the crown of my hair/head. Amaru again said that when they land on you it means you are very blessed and honored. I was, as I know all of us were, feeling very blessed indeed. After our meditation we visited areas 2015-03-15 09.01.30of the city, including the Pachamama stone altar and Sun Dial that Shirley Maclaine touches on in her book “Out on a Limb” – one of my first spiritual introductions along my path when I was 15/16 or so.  Together, we moved the crowd of people at Pachamama altar so that we 2015-03-15 09.27.44could get unobstructed views/photos, as you can see. It then started to rain, as we were leaving. After our descent from the mountain we had lunch outdoors (but under cover) in 2015-03-15 11.21.04town serenaded by beautiful, live Peruvian music, as it rained. Then we shopped the market2015-03-15 14.36.19aguas calientes2015-03-15 14.49.18 – the skies clearing of rain once again to support a beautiful rest of the day. After, we changed into our swimsuits and went to the hot springs for a couple hours before dinner, 2015-03-15 17.31.53which was relaxing. Along the walk to the hot springs I captured many orbs in the night sky 2015-03-15 16.25.152015-03-15 17.36.462015-03-15 17.37.522015-03-15 17.40.45along the river. Then we enjoyed a very lovely dinner at a really nice restaurant to celebrate Christopher’s birthday. Our little family was deepening in connection, as our hearts expanded more and more each day. Oh how I love these souls.

What you’ve read so far concludes Part 1 and to bring the journey full circle you can visit Part 2 here:

Nokan Inti Kani ~ I Am the Sun: Our Sacred Journey to Peru Through My Eyes – PART 2

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