Tania Marie

Although tomorrow is officially Spring, we did just get another snow storm the eve before, and on, St. Patrick’s Day bringing another deep layer of magick to the land.

This has been a different Winter season with a lot of Spring-like days in between our white showers, and the birds and small animals never really seemed to do a full hibernation.

But Spring Equinox IS officially upon us in the Northern Hemisphere, which heralds Terra’s awakening.

And it arrives inside a potent transformational window between the Lunar Eclipse of the 13th (powerful releasing energy) and a Solar Eclipse on the 29th (courageous new accelerations).

A new start’s promise is in motion, as the truth that all endings being beginnings is realized.

It’s also another year of blossoming without a bunny by my side, reflecting that the heart does go on and the fertile, creative abundance continues.

It helps that I refuse to give up hope.

I choose to keep believing and believing fuels extra joy in my heart even if everything outside of my heart wants to lean in other directions.

I feel that it does take our wanting to believe, in order to shift our experience.

Belief, rooted in embodied emotions behind it, make all the difference in any area of life.

Our sweet little, still-decorated pine tree at forest’s edge, speaks to me of believing.

The night before St. Patrick’s Day I dreamed I was walking through a grassy knoll and came to an area filled with peacock feathers along the ground. I could see their beautiful patterning and colors peeking through the dirt that partially covered them – perhaps indicating they had been there a while. Someone else may not have noticed them, as they blended well with the ground. I went about gathering them up in my arms, grateful for the gift.

I woke from this dream feeling extra rooted in hope and trust that beautiful things would come to fruition. The fact that I found many peacock feathers also spoke to an abundance of potentials in process of becoming. I also felt their discovery as entering into a new period of heightened change and growth. Brush off the dirt and dust, and begin again in brilliant revealing of essence.

Later, I decided to see if there was additional insights to this dream and found some information on dreaming about finding a peacock feather. The info suggested entering a period of self-discovery of one’s true potential and a reflection of embodied self-love.

And being that peacock feathers also symbolize one’s creative uniqueness, it may also encourage a deepening expression of such with potential to achieve great things with solid self belief.

And there again is that message of believing making a difference.

Spring is the season of rooted belief coming to fruition.

The sprouting forth of new life is a reflection of trust in the nature of ever-evolving cycles.

All things continue to transform, blossom, and renew, even if we can’t see it during the monochromatic landscapes.

The blankets of white may seem suppressive, but in fact are the stimulus void of innovation.

In celebration of the Equinox, here’s a little surprise release to ignite sparks of creative potential and inspired belief.

The last three crystal offerings were homed rather swiftly – the same day I shared them. They really knew where they were needed and their timing, as people found them even without seeing the blog post announcement. It moved me deeply to feel the joy their cocreators felt.

If you missed those three new offerings, I have a surprise for you today.

I have three new, equally special offerings that specifically wanted to wait for a Spring Equinox release. You’ll see why in terms of their transformative energy – especially with the key and needed emotional realm – and creative and colorful vitality mirroring this time period of opportunity between eclipses and beyond: UPDATE: 1 REMAINS

Crystals & Crystal Skulls

Again, these will only remain available until March 31st, as I will need to have all shipping done at the start of April. If you’d love to have one of these with you through Spring’s blossoming doorway, that’s the timeframe to keep in mind. Otherwise, if any remain available, they’ll not go out again until July.

May the sweetness of emerging tendrils nourish your heart this season.

I hope the Full Moon Eclipse provided extra clarifying, opening, and perhaps healing support to your life in some way.

If you’ve experienced struggles with movement forward, the Virgo energy of this Moon amplifies how organization, clearing, cleansing, and dealing with details in a grounded way can aid efficiency and adaptability for welcoming in some new things.

Since Spring Equinox is around the corner in several days, it isn’t unusual to feel in alignment with the season’s desire to give things a deep cleanse and make way for the vibrant new growth excited to emerge.

Here, we had another snow storm on the 13th and 14th – the overlap days of the Moon event – that brought in a fresh almost foot and a half of snow where we are and much more up higher.

This snow is a welcome addition to our days, since we’ve had an unusual Winter with long periods of Spring-like weather in between a sprinkling of storms.

But then, this year feels unusual to me in many ways.

Perhaps because the slate does feel completely wiped – like the white blanket that just fell upon the ground here.

The Moon was large and glowed a reddish gold through the forest in the days leading up to the Full illumination.

Its presence and recent days have felt like an alchemical silence lingering in the air. I’ve had a lot of energy through the night.

Last evening, just after 7pm, Frith made a surprise run back and forth across the fresh snow on the upper deck while I was sitting on the couch. That was so unusual, too, but fitting.

I’ve continued to feel really powerful energies around and being drawn into my life, which coincide with that potent medicine of shark in a way. There’s something ritualistic naturally occurring and it feels to be aligned with what lies beyond each new door.

There’s also an excitement stirring with really fresh feelings unearthing that mirror the birthing of new stars within. I’m curious as to how innovation will unfold. And I’m meeting that energy with an action or choice to align in resonance with it.

Do you find yourself wondering and stretching in new ways?

And if not, do you wish to feel the kindling of different curiosities?

I feel like there’s an invitation to us all to try something unusual…mix it up…create new processes…leave behind stress and agendas…immerse so much into the moment that the mind quiets.

What if you did just one new thing today?

What if you woke up saying this is the day I will (fill in the blank)?

We will find it difficult to create our bigger ideals collectively, if we can’t even do one thing different in our own lives today.

Start with a simple shift and work up to more. Soon they’ll become a fun new natural for you.

It begins with a choice.

Just before the snow storm I found this raven wing feather. The iridescent colors are like the transformative changes emerging from the deep void.

I feel raven as a guide into the unknown and illuminating the way through the dark womb of creation and mystery with great intuitive precision.

We DO have all that we need within to navigate this new terrain. The steps will be like braille to our hearts…as we feel our way through revival of our multi-dimensional consciousness.

I’m going to be pretty occupied over the next month, as Dave and I prepare for a rather long journey away for ten weeks beginning mid April. That time might be a bit of a sabbatical in a way, but I am not putting any parameters on it. I have a feeling and vision, but will let the days unfold as is aligned.

I’m not sure how much I’ll post before then, but I’m sure at least a couple of more shares.

In the meantime, I did just list a few new crystal beings here: Crystals & Crystal Skulls

UPDATE: All new offerings have been homed.

You’ll notice that I removed the remaining Tahoe Quartz from that page. I felt the ones left will now become part of grids in the garden here and I will await anymore new ones that this Summer may bring to share with you.

Hope your weekend brings something new your way!

The world is a very interesting field of experience these days, in terms of what is playing out, and it takes more expansive awareness to observe without attachment and charge and to then navigate how we want to take our own place within it all. I sense that many others are also feeling an inner messaging around taking a new path, yet doing so invites a greater trust of the unknown way to do that or where it’s leading.

I was recently corresponding with a friend about how we both feel this doorway is about inviting in utmost faith, but also a space of no stress or pressure, as these are the old ways and everything we do now is about a new way on the spiral of evolution.

I added that I feel called to relinquish all goal-oriented thinking and to simply enjoy the moment of what ever I have chosen to immerse myself in. With fullness of heart brought into each experience, things can organically morph and divine alignment is naturally achieved.

So while that may seem contrary to my strong Capricorn, mountain-climbing energies or entering a #1 year numerologically, it’s actually just tweaking perspective on it and creating a more balanced approach that utilizes the best of the energetic worlds to create a new way to each mountain top.

This has brought a huge relief to me and creates a much more fun approach and experience.

It’s not that I don’t have motivation or intention, it’s just that there’s a shift of process where intention is energy theme based and saturated in joy. Joy then results in the perfect outcome that doesn’t need dictatorship over. There’s still full force of momentum, but with a different kind of directive. When one is fully present in the expression of the moment in a way that engages wholeness of one’s frequency, then everything can be achieved with greater flow and grace and will always be in divine alignment.

This is natural harmony of essence in conscious motion of being.

My recent little family-time getaway ended up being a week’s long mini vacation, as it was extended an extra night. I only just got back home Friday, so am settling into things. It felt like a mini reset in a different terrain that looks out on the mountains we live in.

And when I got home I found my amaryllis plants in a new phase as well.

You may recall that my parents gave us an amaryllis plant on Thanksgiving that grew super tall and produced five blossoms on one pod and four on the other – nine in all. My parent’s plant produced six blossoms on one pod and four on the other – ten in total.

After the blossoms finished their cycle, I only removed the withered flowers and watched how they produced new pods. This was my first time with an amaryllis plant so it was fascinating to observe their evolution and learn about how you can regrow them after the bloom. My parents fully cut the stems and withered flowers, along with the plant and gave me their bulb to see what I could do with theirs too.

Well, I ended up regrowing their plant from just the original bulb they had remaining and the leaves on mine grew crazy long, while the flower pods got larger. I wasn’t sure if they were going to bloom again, but what I discovered when I returned home from the week away was that the pods had burst open to expose all of the dark papery seeds.

I thought that was a cool reflection of the week’s discussions and energetic shifts that took place, as I always have powerful talks with my brother when with him and this time was extra potent given the amount of hours of intentional and deeply explorative exchanges – its own explosive burst of activation.

I plan to prepare the seeds and then plant them. I read that although they germinate within a few weeks to a couple of months that it can take several years for seed grown amaryllis to reach blooming size.

So, we’ll see what evolves. I just thought it symbolically aligned with fresh starts and the seeding of new Earth experiences.

While away there was also another few days of storms that came in, so we were welcomed back home to a snowy fresh blanket of purity once again.

That leads me to some potent dreams that I feel guided to share, as they don’t seem to just be about my own experiences.

On March 1st, the first night at my parent’s house, I had a shark dream and interestingly, the first night back home on March 7th I had another shark dream.

The first one involved very large sharks that looked like bull sharks to me, as they had rounded heads and noses when looking from above, and yet there was a little bit of whale shark essence in terms of their blended personality. Whale sharks are docile giants and bull sharks are aggressive. There was a sense they had some of both, but were an unusual group in that any aggressive potentials were something they kept at bay by choice. These were highly intelligent and advanced sharks.

That dream involved a fleet of these very large sharks that we (me and some other people) were going to be riding, as they were the only ones who knew how to take us somewhere important. We met up with the shark fleets in the water and there were beings helping us to prepare for the journey. The sharks had something similar to a bit in their mouths like horses, with a handle at the top of their heads to be able to hold onto. Then you just straddled their backs in front of their dorsal fin. There was a special mask to place over the eyes and nose, which I understood was to help to see and breathe when the sharks would dive very deep to get where we were headed. I’m not exactly sure where they were taking us – it felt like an important, hidden place – but before the journey began, the shark I was riding starting talking to me telepathically. One of the things he said was that he had something he wanted to give me and then something like a crystal appeared with two other stones. I looked at the crystal and it had a blue eye at the center of it. It was flatter in shape and clear all around the eye. The other two pieces looked similar to ancient petrified wood, but in a rounder stone form. They seemed like keys for the travels ahead. That’s all I remember.

On symbolic levels, this dream journey felt reflective of where I’m at with my personal growth journey. Perhaps finding a way to navigate new or challenging situations with grace and courage…harmony with, acceptance of, or overcoming fears is something I found when looking things up around being with peaceful sharks. Yet it also spoke to me about the new path ahead into the depths of the unconscious and unknown realms to rebuild from the core out, but having the tools/keys to unlock the way and the protection of highly attuned help to guide and assist. I do believe this is true for us as a collective.

The night we returned home, the shark dream was different. In this dream I was braiding my hair into two braids – one on each side of my head. There’s an ancestral and ancient wisdom symbolism to braiding hair. It’s a weaving of knowledge and sacredness into braids, as well as reflects resiliency and interconnectedness. The three strands can stand for mind, body, and spirit and to me are also duality coming together into a third integrated strand of harmonious unity. Doing this act felt preparatory to the experience upcoming.

While I was finishing to braid my hair someone came and said they needed to take me somewhere. I arrived at a facility that was by water’s edge. I quickly learned that the waterways surrounding this place were filled with sharks, separated into different areas, and there was some kind of process where people were being told to carry raw meat to the edges of the sandy areas and wait for the sharks. The sharks would smell the meat and come in fast and take the meat from the people’s hands. Sometimes they were so fast that they would come up onto the sand at full speed like a motorboat beaching itself.

There was something around bravery with this and looking fear in the eye with love…standing there knowing you were calling in a shark and that they would be coming at you and taking the meat from your hand, and trusting that you would be okay and only the meat would be taken and not your arm or more. And yet this experience could be different for each person, as I sensed something was based around your purity of heart and how well you understood the principles and dynamics at work. It reminds me a lot about sacred rituals in ancient times where training like this was implemented for alchemical mastery. How one embodies vibrations and learns to master the Cosmic laws, foretells how they will experience the world around them. It can also signify the difference between cause and effect and knowing how to vibrationally align oneself with the experience of choice. So, this dream was initiatory in feeling and highly attuned with deep trust and conscious awareness.

Sharks are one of the most ancient and evolutionary groups of animals on the planet that have been around over 450 million years and were the first vertebrate predators. I do have a couple of fossilized shark’s teeth a friend sent me that she found, and that are now part of my second crystal grid.

And I just realized that recently I was drawn to get a pendant that combined a couple of small raw stones – green tourmaline and aquamarine – with a larger fossilized Megalodon shark’s tooth. Megalodon sharks lived between 3.6 to over 20 millions years ago. This pendant supports transforming fear into love and is a shield and guide on one’s journeys. The elements of the pendant were integrated to “narrate a story of travel, protection, and joy, harmoniously unified in conscious design and intention.”

There’s always a reason we feel drawn to certain things. At the time I felt very connected to the protective power and strength of these ancient sharks and for what I felt to be embarking on. I wanted to intentionally invoke that power in my life, as I felt it would be needed. I can see now that they are working with me to support the next level of my journey I was ready for and calling in.

Anyway, these bookended shark dreams feel very significant in terms of rebooting experiences and I sense, like with the other animal spirit guides featuring prominently these days, and the messengers who are speaking through them, that we have many powerful comrades to help navigate the new realms we are evolving into. Many of them are unexpected, but are showing us new and integral ways that are important to understand and implement.

The sharks speak to our ability to adapt to life’s challenges with precision, courage, strength, primal power, and resiliency. They teach us how to rule the deep watery realms of emotions, shadows, and the subconscious that are outflowing fast and furious these days, so that we may transmute these and recognize and embody our innate power and highest potential. These are the realms calling our attention now and are the most challenging to work through because they don’t make sense to the mind. You can’t simply logic them out. For this reason, the mental realm is far easier to grasp. The feeling and unspoken realms are where integrated mastery lies.

The shark collective encourages us to unwaveringly believe in ourselves and unleash these origin forces we have ability to harness. They seem to be saying that there’s an untapped power locked within that is ready to rise and as we meet change with fearless flexibility, we can learn to navigate the incoming currents of uncertainty with confident grace and become our own unstoppable, creative force of unification.

We have a Virgo Full Moon Lunar Eclipse upcoming on March 13th PST and 14th EST. Despite the challenges and struggles collectively unfolding, dreams and intuitive guidance keep pointing to so much potential and the ability to align ourselves more consciously with the changes.

Grounded innocence is The Fool’s card wisdom and superpower. It’s not blindness, but the ability to see beyond what the mind and ego fears. The willingness to take new risks and shift your way of reacting to others who prefer you to join or take a side, can lead to creating new doorways for us all.

Can you tell I’m in an extra silly state of mind?

If you look up the meaning of bibbidi-bobbidi-boo you’ll see it defined as a “light-hearted magickal incantation” to transform someone or something, and of course we know they were the magickal words used and sung by the faery godmother in Cinderella that mean basically the same as abra cadabra. For what ever reason – probably because I was feeling to make things light and fun – these words came to mind right away when I felt called to share this message today and it perfectly chimed in with rhyme for this life’s Earth year age I just turned.

Whether you’re a fan or not of Disney’s Cinderella, I bet many of you still know that song like I do and, at the least, feel the words to be a silly sweet way to integrate magick into our lives with lightness and joy and to experience transformation as enchantment.

It’s, again, about perspective and having a willingness to soften our hold on ideas and beliefs that may be limiting our capacity to enjoy the gifts of life we do have and our instant ability to transform them.

Shifts, miracles, and changes can happen just like that – add snap of a finger!

My birthday felt like this for me – light and joyous and yet also fully transformative in a very magickal way. One moment I was on one side of a door, and the very next I was on the other. It was as if someone waved a wand and invoked a little bibbidi-bobbidi-boo.

And they did – me, that is.

This came as a result of my partnering in the dance of alignment. I leaned into and swam with the waves of energy I felt rolling through, rather than crossing my arms and trying to anchor my feet on the bottomless ground and getting thrown around in the waves trying, or struggling to swim the other direction against the current.

I also did it by invoking my conscious cocreating ability with the cause, rather than believing I was the effect of someone else’s doing.

Magick is what magick does.

You are the magick realizing itself in every unfurling moment.

Bibbidi-bobbidi-boo is conscious being – instant and miraculous it can be.

I’ve felt strongly guided not to do anything new until after the fresh cycle kicked in and to just stay focused on endings. Slow and steady without missing any details. And by doing this, I did wake up on my birthday feeling completely different and I started seeing everything in a new light that felt easier, more fluid, and extra freeing – providing me even more possibilities I found myself open to.

And just like that a new cycle ignited, and another year of Earth walking began.

Fifty-two, here’s looking at you!

Having the energy of the 27th’s Pisces New Moon building up (the day after my birthday) amplified all of these feelings personally for me. Yet, I’m sure many of you have also been feeling these energies too, and maybe even a boost in terms of connection with your dreams and feeling they are worth putting conscious efforts toward. And if not feeling these things yet, you may notice an increase in desire around things you want and wondering more about their possibility.

Let your mind wander and imagine. This is the path to manifesting – visualizing and allowing your creative power to fill your cells with resonance for attracting the like to that which you envision and feel.

There’s been a sense of relief in the days leading up to this doorway. The build-up anchored in a knowing of how I would like the next phase of life to feel like. The way it looks doesn’t matter as much. As long as I keep sight on, and embody the essence of, how I want to experience the feeling of life, then I know the perfect reflections of that will unfold.

We’ve had Spring-like weather here all week – in the 50’s – so we’ve been able to go on hikes.

This is the first time since living here that we have such warm temperatures and that we haven’t been immersed in snow at the house on my Winter birthday. And although I love Winter wonderlands, this feels like a reflection of vibrant new birthing with my #1 year cycle activating – shaking things up a bit!

Interestingly, three days before my birthday we went on a hike and found a nest! Yep, another one – that makes fourteen.

Not long after the nest find, we pulled up to the grocery store and Dave went in to get something quick. As soon as he left, I watched a very large hawk swoop down to the creek in front of me, feet first with a splash. I’ve not seen that before. The hawk then flew up to a tree branch and perched there for a couple of minutes before taking off.

I thought both were pretty cool things to experience in symbolism right before my birthday.

I baked myself a cake after this hike, find, and sighting, since I knew we’d be out all day on my actual birthday. I made a simple vegan vanilla cake with vanilla icing (my fav) – but a super healthy version. The cake had no oil or butter – apple sauce instead – and I used monkfruit sweetener instead of sugar. There were basically only eight ingredients – flour, baking powder, baking soda, vanilla, apple sauce, water, distilled white vinegar, and monkfruit. And the icing was made with only soaked cashews, soy milk, vanilla, and monkfruit sweetener too. It turned out yummy and with the strawberry slices on top it was actually very much like a strawberry shortcake – my favorite throughout my childhood. I decorated it simply and voila!

For the actual day of my birthday, we planned on a special hike. It was what I wanted to do for my own kind of celebration. Originally some friends of ours had wanted to do something with us to celebrate and so we invited them along. I wondered about how that would unfold, as we’ve only done this hike one other time before on Spring Equinox three years ago. It was a very sacred kind of time.

Well, the day before my birthday our friends had to cancel and instead we made plans to meet up with them for a late lunch celebration afterward.

It was obvious that for this particular day we were meant to go ourselves.

Being that it was such a sunny, warm day it made it possible to get down to the high desert and enjoy what would there be a 60+ degree day.

My birthday choice was a hike where I could do one of my favorite things…rock and crystal hounding …see what All That Is had in store for me.

We had a beautiful day with perfect weather, not a soul around, and incredible gifts to discover – some of which felt to be placed like Easter egg treasures to find.

Even Dave had a great time exploring and finding gifts and we both enjoyed the different scenery and warm desert wind carrying so many whispers.

We felt like we were being watched from the canyon walls.

Petrified wood, agate, jasper, chalcedony, selenite, and a whole variety of mineral and crystal amazingness around every corner, including volcanic beauties along with the incredible terrain and sights to take in.

I don’t know what all of the specimens are that we found, but honestly I don’t much care as I just love their beauty and energy.

It’s such a gift to find things myself and know that no one else has touched them but me.

Just look at some of these!

The really special finds of the day were petrified agatized wood, which I have never found. We also found some petrified wood with chalcedony and some that are white opalized.

Talk about abundant ancient earthen energy.

These are 2 million years old.

The area used to have an ancient lake from the Pleistocene period.

I just love the energies of this area – so raw, wild, and full of ancient and ancestral wisdom.

The petrified wood, in particular, feels perfect for the rebirthing of a new Earth experience because the life force flowing through them carries cellular frequencies of what’s necessary for growth, renewal, and knowledge to learn from, rebuild, and strengthen resiliency.

I feel that the ancient Earth and Cosmic rich energies are key right now and this is why so many different kinds of crystals and stones are being unearthed and discovered at this time from new locations and sacred spots on Earth.

And speaking of Easter eggs and rebirth, just look at what we found!

An abandoned fully in-tact egg.

That really felt symbolic to find on my birthday and to hold in the palm of my hand.

It was a great day!

And the energies have continued to feel fertile.

It felt SO good to have the sun touch my skin and receive a nice rosy glow in Winter.

It was a perfect T kind of day!

Yay!

In the meantime, we continue to hear the calls of coyotes and experience nightly beautiful and varied colored sunsets through the forest out back.

And during the last few weeks I’ve had a couple more odd things go on with systems within my computer, which we both cleaned out and gave reboots to, but definitely reflect the same thing I’ve been doing – out with the old and in with the new. I didn’t need a whole new computer – just needed to refresh the inner workings to clarify the path ahead.

There’s no need to rush into things right now, as we’re still in a period of restoring and recalibrating with slow, but stead momentum. And it’s better not to, since energies are moving fast. Tending to the details that create balance will help nurture a more sustainable progression when things are ready to leap.

You might ask yourself, how do you want to show up in the world and embody the energies streaming in that would also be the butterfly kisses to your own heart?

Be curious as to where your inner voice is calling you to lean into more. These whispers or loud calls, which ever the case may be for you, are indication of alignment readjustments that will do your body, heart, and soul good in the coming days, months, and years.

Like our beautiful Earth, we too are undergoing a massive shift. She’s not the only one revealing her true feelings through the waves of weather or deconstructing changes she expresses.

We all could use a good nurturing purge to rebalance and recreate.

I used to share Lee Harris’ monthly Energy Forecasts, but since I don’t anymore I did want to share a few things he said in his last one that stood out.

He reiterated the message I shared above calling it “the slow lane is the fast lane right now” and that many may still be in a recovery or rest period in order to learn new and enduring ways of showing up in this also very new world. So it’s okay if you’re in recovery mode…keep up the step-by-step and know that this will lead to jumps later.

He also spoke about “dimension jumping” which feels accurate for me too. I’ve continued to have a lot of moving in and out very quickly between dimensional experiences and many times knowing that I’m in a parallel reality and snap back if someone calls to me. I know that’s others experiences as well. There’s nothing wrong with you if you are going through these shake-ups of reality shifts. It’s going to become more seamless as time goes on.

I absolutely loved him stating how “boundaries reflect alignment“. What a perfect way to explain why boundaries are so necessary in knowing clearly your yes’s and no’s. This isn’t selfishness. This is resonance and dancing in alignment with the collective.

And the last key note I wanted to share from his March Energy Update was his expressing that a widespread experience will be happening around your latent gifts lighting up suddenly. He stated these as “either talents or abilities you used to possess, but had been long forgotten, or past life gifts that you didn’t know you had, but are so effortless when they appear in your life”. And he went on to add that these would happen very easily. There will be “no thought involved or teaching necessary…it will be sudden and surprising and maybe even shocking” how these gifts come out-of-the blue in being experienced.

I felt a huge a-ha when I heard him say that, as it was something that’s been coming to me strongly in the last months especially, that I could feel this would be happening and how easily it would appear. It came in snippets of parallel experiences I saw and could feel it with all of me even though I didn’t know how.

Yes, the time is now and in the coming months, more and more of us will experience these sudden openings of our innate gifts lighting up on the board. It will seem miraculous – like a bibbidi-bobbidi-boo wave of the wand, but it of course was always who you were. This will especially take place in the psychic/intuitive realms for many.

There are a lot of things to be excited about and that give rise to more hope.

Don’t be afraid to keep believing and immersing in imaginative curiosity.

What if?

And indeed it will be.

Ending Notes:

I’m going to be away a bunch over the next several months and so commences some of the upcoming shifts in how I spend my energy and time. I haven’t yet a clear idea how things will evolve here on my blog, but I’ll get a better picture of that as I keep moving forward into the new. One step at a time.

I will be immersed in a little family getaway starting today through Thursday while Dave is on a ski trip with some friends.

Dave and I will be leaving for a long trip together, soon too. I’ll update things on that as the time approaches and I get a better handle on how things are going to look on my end with my focuses.

Happy Leo Full Snow Moon! Although this post isn’t about lions, it IS about another big cat apex predator – the jaguar. A white jaguar, in fact, and with a Snow Moon that brings to my mind a snow leopard living in the Himalayas, which is white too and for me connects to higher consciousness. So, today’s share may not literally be a connection to all of this or the specific Moon, but isn’t too far out of energetic reach either. At least in “T” land and the way I connect dots.

Regardless, the dream wants up.

As I shared in my last reblog about Alaska, I felt I would probably be reblogging some of the important dreams that took place after returning from that trip, as they feel key to something now. While I’m in the process of decoding and integrating it, I thought some of you might also experience something through them as well.

They all happen to have a “white” theme and I’ve come to realize that so many of my dreams and visions have had this color in association with an animal around this time period and a couple of years after. I experienced this first one, I’m sharing today, about three or so weeks after we got back in 2014.

In this dream – although for me it was a reality on a different dimensional plane – I went through a very big shift point in consciousness that involved a total transmutational upgrade, supported cosmically.

There’s twofold reason I feel that I’m being guided to reshare this – one, because for me it feels reflective of something I’m going through currently that resembles this experience in a now way and two, I feel it speaks to a collective experience of how we’re integrating new light codes and frequencies that are creating major physical and consciousness shifts.

So, if you’re feeling out of sorts, in between things, about to make some big changes, going through some unusual or hard-to-pinpoint stuff, I believe that it’s all part of a natural evolution taking place on a grander scale and I do feel a lot of support for us all during the process. You are not alone and a lot is taking place to help the changes, even if you’re not fully aware of it.

I read the comments on the original post and a couple of things stood out that I wrote there.

I share how the dream was cosmic in nature even if I hadn’t fully explained that in the dream share.

I also describe having the feeling that my original mission was complete and it was time to move on – and this feels the case again now – individually and collectively.

And, I share how the spiritual rebirth message I received from the dream that also unraveled Mayan connections was reiterated the morning after when I was drawn to put on a ring that I hadn’t worn in years. I realized it was the one I had engraved back in like 2003/4 with a saying: ka a yaan tah. I had forgotten the exact meaning and looked it up that day only to discover that it was Mayan for “to be reborn.”

We are in a time of collective renewal. May we all experience ka a yaan tah in grace, harmony, and togetherness.

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I’ve had Alaska on my mind extra the last few weeks because of our trip there being so significant to my life’s path and because I’m experiencing similar feelings of transitional impact. Since I’m at the next integral part of my journey, I’m inspired to share this post about my time in Alaska back in August 2014, again. My current experiences feel reflective of the same invitation that the incredible land there ignited for me with origins of energy activated and the opening of a portal of cleansing for a new Earth overall.

For many of you this will be a first time for reading it. For others who have been with me a while, it will be a resurgence of all the feelings it brought through when you read it years ago. In either case, the photos alone might be an activation of sorts for you. It is a long post so you may only feel called to view the images or skip ahead to the bears, for example.

I may be reblogging a couple of important dreams that followed directly after this journey in September of 2014. As I mentioned, this was a very pivotal trip and time period that could have played out in another way. Instead, it was a new me that dropped into this body on a new timeline.

Talking about Alaska comes up a lot in conversations when people ask us questions about how we came to live where we do now – transitioning our lives from city suburbs to mountain, how I/we came to shifting life focuses, and even how and why we jumped aboard the Magick Bus (our RV home) for a pivotal time in our life with our four fur babies (Joy, Cosmo, Sweet Pea and Boojum). Alaska was the igniting of all of this for me/us and so I feel to celebrate her richness today.

In light of the recent Alaska plane crash, this post also honors the lives lost and is an extension to all who have recently departed in so many of the incidents being experienced as of late across our Earth home.

If you’ve been following along, you’ve also seen and heard about how bears factor into my life so significantly and are walking with me daily now. They are not just the powerful guardians that walk this Earth, but are extensions of star family communicating through these magickal beings. I’ve come to see that my animal experiences and encounters are cosmic in nature, and for now this is the way that these beings are choosing to come through until another experience is ready for humanity.

Our trip to Alaska was my first and most epic encounter with bears. We went on a once in a lifetime adventure to immerse in the wild realm of brown bears – aka grizzly bears – in the most profound way of walking amongst hundreds of them in their domain. I chronicle this and our Alaska adventure, my feelings, and how it changed me, in the blog I am guided to reshare today. Some truly gorgeous photos of these beautiful beings are part of that share, including both golden cubs and adults. This trip heralded our experiencing many more bears shortly after  – including grizzlies – while we ventured the National Park and great outdoors circuit during rv adventures. Walking with the grizzlies, however, will always be etched into my heart as an activator of something beyond words that happened to me and makes more sense now with the whole picture.

Recently, loons have been speaking to me from beyond the veils as well and although we don’t have any here, I am hearing their haunting and mystical calls like a long, lost friend echoing from the depths of my heart. It makes sense that they reflect a renewal of hopes and wishes, as well as the significance of diving deep into the unconscious and emotional realms, as both of these have been on the forefront of my journey recently. They are the wild, solitary voices that penetrate the deep mystery to call one another together, and to me feel to activate the next layer of essence, as their sound codes unlock origins of remembrance. I experienced loon calls for the first time in Alaska and they have stayed with me ever since. I find myself recently listening to YouTube videos of loon calls when the energy taps my shoulder, as they awaken a stirring within. And as synchronicity would have it, a pair of beaded loon earrings made their way to me recently to add to the bear ones I have.

Alaska was my first time encountering beluga whales as well. In fact they ended our trip powerfully. Many firsts were experienced on that trip with introducing me to key animals that would later become more prominent for me along my journeys and evolution – many of which continued during RV life.

Anyway, a long intro to a long repost, but if you have some moments I think you may enjoy the visual immersion, at the least. For me, revisiting this post and the encounters powerfully brought the full tapestry into focus.

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I learned that yesterday was my 14 year WordPress anniversary marking almost a decade and a half of blogging and sharing via this website.

Some of you have been with me since the very start, others I’ve connected with along the way, but one thing is for sure – this blog has become a beautiful tapestry where all of our wonderful threads have intersected richly.

And for that, I’m hugely grateful for, as many of the relationships I consider my soul family and dearest friends have nearly all been woven here.

Thank you, from hear to heart! The community made possible here on WordPress has been rich and invaluable.

I love that this anniversary falls on 1/31 – my mom’s birthday! Yay!

I didn’t realize I started this blog then, so that was a cool little synchronicity to learn.

But anyway, yesterday also marked her amazing 82nd year upon this Earth. My mom and I have always been super close and have a deeply, inseparable and telepathic connection beyond just mother and child. You can feel the love I think in this photo of us at Niagara Falls.

My mom embodied the sacred womb that nurtured my own life to start – yay!

And that brings us to today – February 1st – which marks Imbolc (the halfway mark between Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox that celebrates the sign of light and stirring new life stepping forth from the darkness that is beginning to fade), but it is also my dear Nestor’s day of birth this go around, 22 years ago.

I celebrate Nestor (my twin soul who came in rabbit body this time), as her presence in my life was the igniting of so much for me, including bringing the rest of the soul family gang – Joy, Gaia, Cosmo, and Astrid into my life.

In fact, she and Astrid are so much alike I often would mix up their names. All of them worked/and continue to work together with me.

And then yesterday started a big storm that’s supposed to last a week here and is looking to kick off a series of storms for February. This first one they’re calling an atmospheric river, turning into snow. However, while we get rain and wet snow the first few days at our elevation, it’s snowing at the tops of the mountains. Big yay for our snowpacks, as precipitation is a blessing for our Summers. This storm is supposed to last a week and it’s looking like more on the way after that. We’ll see!

Synchronously, the same thing happened last year on the same day, which kicked off the biggest part of our Winter then. My birthday month seems to be the deepest part of Winter the last couple of years (not including the historical year of snow for my 50th). In fact, everything is mirroring last year so far in terms of warmer Winter temperatures and later snowfall.

Anyway, lots of things to celebrate right now and celebrating does feel to be a positive way to impact life.

It reminds me of this post and Tedx talk I shared back in February of 2018 from Dewitt Jones:

Celebrate What’s Right With The World

I think that’s a great place to leave today’s short post, with a revisit of this perspective that I think could help in these contrasting and perhaps, for many, challenging-to-navigate times.

There are a lot of beautiful things igniting and creative potency for us to harness. So much healing and transformation is available even if it doesn’t look or seem like it. When you shift perspective, you can jump aboard a new timeline train.