Monthly Archives: October 2014

How to be Ultra Spiritual with JP Sears

This is hilarious and yet goes along with my thoughts….. embody rather than emulate.

It also goes so beautifully with this post of mine, “Do You Wear a Spiritual Disguise? ~ Losing the Mask and Finding Your Truth

Thank you my dearest Laura SO much for the awesome belly laughs this morning in sharing this.

The Essence of Number 5 and its Repetitive Symbolism

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Like many of you, I have specific messages that show up in a variety of forms and ways, but numbers are definitely one of them. Whether a specific number, number sequence, or repetitive numbers, it seems that these attention-getters are prevalent.

I’ve written before on the symbolism of 4:44 and 444 showing up, as it was appearing so very often for me. It still does, along with many of the other time repetitions at synchronous moments, but of most significance to me has always been 5:55.

The number 5 has been my favorite since I was a child. It was later in my mid-teens, as I started studying numerology, that I learned of its connection to my favorite color (blue, but more specifically aqua), its connection to my birthstone and one of my favorite crystals, aquamarine (it’s also connected to turquoise), as well as connected to themes that were at the core of my being – freedom and change.

I also learned that it is connected to the energy of the butterfly, which I received in a meditation when I was beginning my conscious journey in my late teens, as a symbol for my life’s path. After that butterflies showed up in every way, in every moment, and eventually showed up on my skin as my very first sacred tattoo.

Not only is the number 5 one of the most powerful magickal tools, it is also a transitional number that is all about welcoming change and expanding your boundaries. It also encourages discarding the old for something unusual and new, which is more reflective of your personal truth and unique voice. And perhaps surprising, it is connected also with grace.

The planet of communication, Mercury (also ruling Gemini and Virgo) is connected to this radical 5 energy. That connects with the butterfly symbolism, as they are also messengers and emblems of communication. I happen to have Mercury in Pisces, which means I am very self expressive and do so creatively, from the depths of my emotions, imagination, and intuition and soul all combined.

And to dig deeper we discover that the spiritual meaning of 5 is associated with things in constant motion, fluidity, travel, adventure, unpredictability, at times instability, and often very radical change – all things prevalent in my own life and things I love or learned to love when I let go of trying to fit into the mold I saw all around me, and settled more into what I was naturally drawn to be.

When you learn embrace of peace within chaos, and find your center and natural frequency, all of this is simply like flowing water and you thoroughly enjoy the journey, welcoming and trusting the shifts, rather than fearing them.

The spiritual meaning of 5 also encapsulates the “wonder of life”, energetic vibrancy, the wild, primitive, and sometimes erratic vibrations, and journeys both physical and etheric. To me, it feels like a connection to our vibrant inner child.

People who are born with the life path of 5, or who have deep resonance and connection with it, are people who are full of curiosity, inspiration, versatility, sometimes contradiction, and pursue freedom. They will feel like a caged bird if bounded and confined.

I know that to be true for myself, as it is often that I have experienced this clipping of wings and soul suffocation if I am not able to be who I am. Mostly that stems from my need to explore the world and beyond, to express myself, and to constantly recreate myself. I also often say that I am liking a walking dichotomy.

Getting a bit more esoteric, crystallinks.com shares how the number 5 is the symbol of the human microcosm – the human being – with the endless pentagon representing the human form with outstretched legs and arms. The pentagon symbolizing perfection and circular power. The pentacle symbolizing the whole, the elements (fire, earth, air, water and the quintessential spirit), and its center – the meeting or bridging of heaven and earth with the four cardinal points. The five pointed star is also connected to individuality, higher education, and spiritual aspiration.

Of course there are also the 5 senses (touch, taste, sight, smell, hearing) of the sensual human experience.

Crystallinks.com also shares some unique cultural references for the number 5, which include the quintessence in Alchemy, represented by the five pointed star or five petaled flower, multi-layered five symbolism for the Chinese to encompass the five elements, atmospheres, conditions, sacred mountains, emperors, powerful charms, cardinal virtues, blessings, etc., Buddhist belief in the heart having four directions and the center/universality making five, as well as five Dhyani Buddhas, five crocodiles of the Nile for Egyptians….and the list goes on with five showing up in very pronounced ways in Christianity, Graeco-Roman, Hindu, Islamic, Parsee, Pythagorean, Hebrew….

Also to note, the name “hamsa” is derived from the Hebrew word “hamesh”, which means five. And this five fingered talisman (the divine hand said to represent the most sacred principles and beliefs within a culture/religion) is thought also to symbolize the five books of the Torah.

The symbolism of 5 continues, but let’s turn to the repetitive symbolism of seeing multiple 5’s and the clock messaging 5:55.

As mentioned, this happens quite often for me, but became of particular significance when my beautiful Nestor transitioned. She started messaging me immediately with this time on the clock, as my life took a huge transition itself.

I remember finding my lovely Lake Tahoe view apartment, just a couple months after she departed and I moved out from a life that no longer supported my expansion. The clock on the stove, which did not work properly, showed 5:55 on its digital display when I walked in. I knew this was the place she had chosen for me and indeed it did end up bringing me great pleasure and support in my own transitions. The clock thereafter stayed stuck on 5:55 the entire time I lived there.

It seems that my life is in constant flux 🙂

And these repetitive 5’s continue to make themselves known at purposeful times. It’s been a while since they were showing up a lot, but that started again, just in the last few weeks. And it is over and over. So much so that one evening before bed, during a particularly shifting energy I’d been feeling, I noticed the filter reading sitting on my Athena water ionizer as pictured in the photo.

When 55, 555, 5:55, or multiple repetitive 5’s show up, it heralds a very clear and defining sign of huge and very positive changes that are taking place in all areas and levels of your life experience. It is a dynamic, versatile, worldly, and changeable force like no other. Usually it means you are already in process of change and that these major shifts are going to continue to unfold for you.

But along with the change, it’s a message of trust and not to worry or fear the approaching change, as you are being supported from the other realms. It’s simply an acknowledgment of your awareness to the change, so you can take an active and conscious role in partnering with it and keep yourself balanced, while seeing the silver lining, as things will eventually manifest in very desirable ways.

The changes can seem harsh, abrupt, and confusing, but ultimately are helping you to align more with your essence. So with this knowledge, you can gently let go and lovingly release the old so that you create ease rather than challenge and struggle with the changes taking form. It’s a time to recognize and redirect attention on the unlimited possibilities, only focus on the moment, and take active co-creative part in the change being guided and supported.

Remember that you are always provided the strength and ability to handle whatever change is upon you. It is never more than what you are capable of and in fact will stretch you to evolve more fully into your power with support of your angels, guides, and Source at large.

When the message of the 5’s appears, it is a reflection of the inner work you’ve been doing that you’ve now drawn to you. It’s as if you call it in BECAUSE of the changes you’ve been making and desiring, whether in one area or all areas of your life. And now is a period for the transitions that will need to take place in order for the physical world to mirror the inner changes you’ve been manifesting.

555 has been known as the “highest death” – a transition – occurring and unless you’ve been consciously engaged in the process, it will seem like someone pulls the rug out from under you. If you aren’t on board with the changes in play, then you’re being messaged that your path in life has been set on a different course and now is the time for you to embrace and embody this. These periods are not defined by time, as some changes may take longer to implement. As long as you are present and engaging in the co-creative process, then things will continue to move forward smoothly.

It’s simply a way that you are notified, or rather, notifying yourself of the visions you’ve desired in essence. Changes, opportunities, realignments, and new doors are being created along the way to assist this process toward a new future of possibilities that may still be hidden from you to fully see as of yet. So it’s important to just allow things to shift and you’ll be guided to each step in every moment.

These changes are likely answers to your prayers, and if they don’t feel like it that simply means you have not be present, honest, and conscious with yourself, as nothing happens without your agreement on some part. Your essence knows before you might, what is best to support you into your highest path and good.

To those who have not actively participated with conscious presence in their lives, all of this change will seem like a bad dream and you’ll likely kick and fight it the whole way.

It’s inevitable to take place, whether you cooperate with it or not. And if not, then change will require you to move in not so nice ways until you jump on board of your beautiful evolution.

555 is about the expression of personal freedom, so any temporary confinement and “force without choice” you may feel, is simply you’re rebellion against your greatest expansion. Sometimes breaking free can hurt before you release into the ease and fullness it promises. And you simply can’t see how that will be right now, but it always is.

555 when reduced creates the number 6, which carries the energy of harmony, humanitarianism, idealism, service, home, simplicity, and grace, while focuses on the material in life and daily needs, reminding you to balance the physical and spiritual aspects of your life. So in essence, when this change takes form, it will manifest all of this in your life.

The unique essence of 555 then is the balance of both the pursuit of sensuality and adventure and “family”, home, and idealism (responsibilities), accompanied with explorations of, and release from, firm beliefs of what is right and wrong.

So this is quite a powerful mix where one is being led on a journey to feeling harmony in home accompanied by a sensuality and curiosity with all new experiences.

The 5th card in Tarot is the traditional wisdom, beliefs, knowledge, and ideas of right and wrong of The Hierophant….the 5th house in astrology is about creative self-expression, passion, romance, pleasure…

Remember that the “right” thing is what is right for you. That said, there may be tension between YOUR own idea of spirituality and self-expression and the ideas that others have or that you were taught. This can weigh on your challenges with how you are embracing the changes that ultimately you want and need.

While 5:55/555 is a wake up call, it also is not meant to be about suffering or reckless abandon.

Perhaps your energy has been blocked and so through “responsible indulgence” you activate and free the flow from your Root to Crown Chakras to create a holistic experience.

When you get in touch with what is at the core essence of you, things will begin to make more sense and the changes will start to flow more gracefully in your life.

As with anything, there are always personal messages that you have for yourself, and in connection with your personal guides that may speak to another layer of this. And that is something you learn to interpret for yourself.

I know for me, all of the symbolism shared here has held true for me, but I also know that when I see 5:55 it is also simultaneously a loving nudge, acknowledgment, and embrace from my dear Nestor who wants to chime in with her support in that moment.

Change is in the air indeed with this message. How you choose to engage and embody it, will be the journey.

The News of Masaru Emoto’s Death

Wow, another amazing soul transitions…thank you Laura Bruno for sharing this, as it was you who brought him to my attention when we first met. <3

But most importantly, thank you Dr. Emoto for your invaluable contributions and love shared with the world.

Synchronously, I was just talking about my work with tattoo designs today with a friend (seller of crystals) at the Gem Faire and how Dr. Emoto’s work played a role in conveying and reflecting how the tattoo symbolism worn affects the bodies of water that we are.

I also today just picked up a new crystal that holds 400 – 500 million year-old water bubbles inside.

Synchronicity is always in play. So much love to you Dr. Emoto!

NASA Recorded Sound In Space ~ hauntingly beautiful

Feels like home….enjoy the Cosmic journey.

Thank you Cnawan for this ethereal experience with so much heart resonance for me.

Accessing the Boundless

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Image: gaiadonheart.com

 

The heart is the portal to all possibilities….

The Love Remains

So many are experiencing some very heavy and intense things right now, which includes the physical transition of loved ones in both human and animal form.

I just wanted to extend my heart to each of you, in complete understanding of the tremendous ache, emptiness, ripping of the heart, and what seems like an unrelenting challenge this can leave you with.

I know that nothing right now will ease the pain, as that is something only time can do.

And to that I can only say to allow yourself to mourn, to feel, reach out to others, and be gentle with yourself, just as your loved ones were with you, as they want you only to remember and embody the love.

These shifts are not to intentionally hurt, as there are far-reaching reasons our human emotions can’t wrap around at present, but in many cases can be to actually assist in your growth and shifts your loved ones can see before you do. It is one way in which our loved ones make the ultimate loving sacrifice to ever-gift us, even when it appears to be the cruelest form of infliction.

It is also a way for us to deepen our compassion and to truly honor the journey each soul has to take.

There’s not a day goes by that I don’t miss my beautiful Nestor.

As time went on I felt her true and lasting presence in my heart deepen. That’s the timeless place I can go to merge with her, as this feeling, that kind of love, is nothing that can be taken away and it increasingly grows day to day.

And it is that expansive love that dwells within, which enables me to see and feel her presence reflected in every thing around me, and to recognize the continuous and unexpected gifts she bestows upon me.

Life is fragile and all we can do is live and love as fully as possible every moment.

Your beloveds have received and given that kind of all-encompassing and unconditional love from, and to you, and while their physical presence moves on into eternal expansion, none of that is ever lost or taken away. That is the preciousness that remains, long after they move on.

Sending love to you all and wishing you much peace to your hearts.

If There’s Warning…

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…there’s hope.

Otherwise, what would be the purpose of giving warning if there’s no hope of responding to that warning?

 

Don’t Forget 11/11’s Early Registration Savings for Our “Horses & Reiki” Retreat in British Columbia

Tania and wild mustangsThere’s less than a month remaining to receive early registration savings for July’s Retreat.

This includes receiving $100 off your registration, plus locking in some easy monthly payments.

Monthly payments will still be available after the early registration deadline, but extra savings on payments for under $100/month are an opportunity until 11/11 only with a deposit.

July 9th – 12th, 2015 “Horses & Reiki: Living with Vibrational Integrity” Four Day Certification & Experiential Retreat in British Columbia

This is the last Reiki Certification Retreat offered 

  • Receive the discount if you register by 11/11/14
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You can stay with us on the Epona Rise grounds in a guest room, immerse in nature with onsite camping, or stay in a nearby B & B.

For all information, retreat pricing, and to register please visit:

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Imagination Unbounded

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Crystalline Enchantment ~ Crystal Guardians Come Together

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The crystal guardians and their banana stand-in….our dear friend Lynne Day, whom you’ve met before in an interview I did of her and is also the sweet soul that I announced is gifting Reiki sessions toward the Nature Immersion Challenge, was so sad to not be able to join that I promised my banana (which she shares a pair to) would be center of class and this is the photo we took to send her some love!

 

What a week and weekend it was. I was immersed in crystalline energy and to say it was potent is an understatement. So many lovely things took place this week that have my heart in overflow.

And in contrast, there have also been some very intense things in the collective, as well as personal fields of experience.

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Feather pair from Alaska

On top of that, there has been a lot of “twin energy” around recently alongside the powerful things taking place. This has been showing up a lot actually since my trip to Alaska. I remember there I found these two white feathers side by side that were a perfect matching and mirroring pair.

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Shell I found Friday afternoon

The weekend after my return I found a large spiral shell on the beach – one I’ve never seen here before. It had its own symbolism, but took on another layer when Friday at the same beach I found its counterpart. More on that later.

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Angelic feather pair from the beach yesterday

And yesterday at the beach I found another pair of twin white feathers, however these were very different. The first pair were more solid, very thick and strong…The second pair are so ethereal, so translucent, literally feel like liquid silk, and not only can you not feel them in your hand or between your fingers, but it is as if they are enchanted and were so sparkly white that it truly was as if they’d fallen from an angel.

With these white feathers it wasn’t as important to me from which bird they came, as it was the appearance of two nearly identical feathers being found as a pair, side by side and their quality that meant something special to me. And there has been more to this “twin energy” in dreams, experiences…all of it pointing to an integration of my own dual parts into greater wholeness, as well as speaking to an experience perhaps taking place that I have been feeling.

All of it is just so magickal to me and framed the magick of this weekend.

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Some of the crystals from workshop

This past Saturday several of us gathered for the Crystal Magick and the Journey Within workshop, which was an incredible experience. All week leading up to it the energy had been building and I could feel myself emanating this fire inside that had me feeling like a furnace, just like with Reiki. I’m usually a cold person except for when I am working with things energetically, downloading, channeling, or in a very high-vibed place. There had been other enhancements to the week, but crystals definitely seemed to be the theme all around.

It was also this week, on the Full Moon Eclipse that a very significant crystal in my life had arrived at its new and dear keeper’s home. I hadn’t planned this, but it happened nonetheless. Love how stuff like that unfolds. It also happens to carry the “twin energy” and so there was the theme again.

But the workshop came together so beautifully. Always the perfect group shows up for each and it’s like a game of energetic chess that plays out to create the perfect fusion of energy. There were 5 other lovely souls that were originally joining in place of some of the people that ended up being there, but as timing and energy needs to align, so it did once again.

I know that these beautiful souls that could not make this workshop, will come together with their perfect soul group in a future workshop.

And for this one, it appears that it was meant to be a reunion of some of the core group we had together at the Reiki Renewal Retreat in March of this year over the Equinox.

Literally, only a couple of days before, I didn’t know that one of these lovelies was coming and then flew in at the last minute to finalize our group energy dynamic.

The way things miraculously worked out, I was able to host her and it all just kept turning into this amazing cohesiveness.

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Yasmin (left) and me (right) at beach

I also miraculously finished my work and preparations before she arrived, which enabled us to share another reunion of me taking her to Crystal Cove where we had gone with the group on the March Retreat. I felt this would be the perfect way to ground, refresh, and invigorate for the long and energetic experience of the following day.

On our walk I found the counterpart spiral shell I made mention of before. I’d only seen the very tip – about half an inch – peeking out of the sand, but I just knew what was buried below. I went and dug it up and found my treasure. She was amazed by my “eagle eye”.

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Male and female shell pair. The left is the one I found upon return from Alaska. Right is from Friday

This shell now sits next to its partner on my altar shelf. Just so beautiful!

The next day the sweet surprise for the others came when they saw her there, as I hadn’t shared with them who was coming from out of town. And so it was a lovely time for all.

Not to mention a fully packed day!! We immersed in crystal magick from 9 am – after 6 pm, then some further discussions taking us through to about 7 pm, followed by dinner to ground all that sweet enchanted and expansive energy.

I can’t even begin to explain how powerful and shifting this day was, or how it all felt and what was taking place in the seen and unseen ways. Not only did we fully discuss 55 pages worth of material etched in my heart to share with each of these beautiful souls, but we journeyed to places that will continue to awaken, activate, and remind each of who they really are, long after our day together. Much of this happens in layered and deep ways, so not all of it is made aware of at onset, will percolate, and continue to evolve.crystals

To top it off, the workshop was co-facilitated by my partner, Joy (my rabbit companion and crystal expert), who made her first return appearance in one of my workshops since over a year! I had a feeling the crystals would call her.

And what a facilitator she was, holding the space, helping to channel with me, supporting everyone, and sending energy to all. She never left the room once. She had actually been in the room all week with me preparing it energetically. And from onset until we left the room for dinner, did she remain. Upon return, during in-depth connecting with my guest, she came to support that as well moving between both of us and then keeping watch, as well as monitoring the energy in the room, following us into my office later and not wanting my guest to go off to bed. 🙂 She was really enjoying her role on this day.

I can’t tell you how grateful and full of reverence I was for her, the crystals, and each of these courageous souls.joy

During workshop, Steve and I discovered we both had magickal Amethysts with hexagon sacred geometry – his cut into a hexagon and mine with an ethereal hexagon in dimensional layers inside of it. We all received that the two crystals wanted to connect, to create a channel for he and I to communicate, as well as to activate each of the crystals. So I went to get my sphere’s turtle stand and of course it fit perfectly on top of his crystal.

telepathy2We had a chance to do a couple of rounds of telepathic exercises, which alongside crystal meditation, and crystal Reiki attunements, proved to really heat things up and provide some first experiences for several that reiterated their powerful gifts.telepathy

ameythyst hexagon love

The room was filled with Elementals and Cosmic friends. Tons of downloading was taking place. And an alchemical transmutation was taking effect. Everyone was receiving a natural Crystal Attunement and a lot of love.crystal skull

Crystalline energy was abound and in a room full of Crystal Guardians, it made me so soulfully happy and fulfilled to feel the deepening of our relationship with these Crystal Beings, ourselves, with each other, Earth, and Cosmos.

I told each of them how I could see as we talked, their Priest and Priestess selves and how we’d done this before together. I wanted them to see themselves and each other in this light.

And today I was able to spend some time with another beautiful and dear friend of mine taking a walk with her and her sweet dog by the Marina. I had to giggle to myself when I saw that nearly every street around the circular walk of the island was named after a crystal.

Below is a favorite song I’ve been listening to often in the past month. Coupled with the most enchanting images, this truly captures the essence of what our day on Saturday was energetically like and what was all around us.

Feeling full of love and gratitude.