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Pamela “Pixie” Colman Smith – A “Rich” Soul Whose Works & Life Continue to Inspire Millions

Pamela Colman Smith - Pixie

 

I’ve been meaning to share about this soulful creatrix and today inspiration led me to do so, first in an article by Beth Maiden, honoring her works and spirit, followed by my own collected shares below.

This is a wonderful article and tribute to the artist, Pamela Colman Smith (also known as “Pixie” or “PCS”) of the most widely known Tarot deck in the world, the Rider Waite Tarot – now referred to by many as the Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot, as people have come to honor Pamela’s name, where for a long time it had been omitted.

The article is a celebration not only of Pamela, but also of the creative arts (which she lived her life constantly immersed in and channeling), of the contributions of women, and the value and honor both are deserving of in helping to shape the world and the foundations it is built upon.

Pamela not only led a richly creative life following her passions, despite not receiving equal financial compensation for her skill, gifts, contributions, and devotion during her life (in fact she died penniless and in debt, unable to have her last wish carried out – that of leaving her estate to her dear friend), but also strongly supported women’s suffrage, and brought a depth of mysticism and whimsy to everything she contributed that was intoxicating and precedent-setting.

In the article, Tarot Reader and Writer Beth Maiden shares her appreciation for this eclectic and complex soul stating:

“Pamela Colman Smith will never know how beloved she now is in the tarot community, how many decks of her cards have been sold, how her artwork is the most often-seen in the tarot. The boss of US Games, who continue to publish her deck, says she could have been a millionaire today. As it is, her tarot deck and many of her other works are an example of women’s work and art and contributions being continually brushed under the carpet, continually undervalued, unpaid, taken for granted.

But Pamela Colman Smith was awesome. She never sold out and perhaps she had the chance to. She was a woman of colour who forged her own path in life at a time when few women were. She was an amazingly original person, a creatrix, a boundary-pusher and a mystic, and from where I’m standing, it looks like she lived an amazing life of adventure and passion.”

 

You can read Beth’s full article here:

Fool’s Journey: The Fascinating Life of Pamela Colman Smith

 

Pixie

 

I have a personal interest in this creative and kindred faery-loving soul, enjoying researching and reading about her life and her life’s work.

 

Some of the wonderful books I’ve delighted in include:

The Artwork & Times of Pamela Colman Smith by Stuart R. Kaplan

And two of her own original published and self-illustrated stories:

Susan and the Mermaid

Annancy Stories – inspired by her love of Caribbean colors from her time in Jamaica growing up and the folk lore there deep in spirits and sprites

 

Pamela Colman Smith (February 16, 1878 – September 18, 1951) is one of the most remarkable yet most underrated artists of the 20th Century. Her mother was Jamaican and her father was an eccentric and sensitive traveling salesman from Brooklyn, New York. When her mother passed, her father placed her in the care of a troupe of traveling actors in England that looked after her until she was 15 and able to join her father in New York.

Her father enrolled her in the Pratt Institute of Art, which is now long gone, but in its day had been a pace-setter for avant-garde philosophy of teaching art that stressed intuitive talents (something I myself prefer and cultivate) over mechanical memorization and repetition of traditional art techniques. This raised eyebrows at the time with its promotion of “Symbolist” style of art, which permeates Pamela’s work.

Her life continued to be filled with colorful artists, actors and actresses, authors, poets, composers, and occultists whom she would entertain at her eclectic studio (one person described its decor as “a mad room out of a fairy tale”) with story telling – everyone gathered around her in a circle, as she sat on the floor in animated excitement, sharing her favorite tales and songs with twinkling eyes.

“Miss Pamela Smith tells her little stories so naturally and simply that one cannot think she would have told them differently at the other side of the world, or a thousand years ago…” – W.B. Yeats

Pamela was a complicated and introspective soul. Sometimes her art suggested a fragile and often lonely person, the eerie side of the supernatural, but also the lighter, enchanting side filled with water sprites and elfin figures. Indeed her works were mystical and fantastical, especially her “musical paintings” – also known as synesthetic art or synesthesia (something we both share). She could “see” music and her gift was in translating the music she “saw” into images.

When asked to explain her “peculiar psychic gift” she replied,

“You ask me how these pictures are evolved. They are not pictures of the music theme – pictures of the flying notes – not conscious illustrations of the name given to a piece of music, but just what I see when I hear music – thoughts loosened and set free by the spell of the sound.”

As Stuart R. Kaplan writes in his book, The Artwork & Times of Pamela Colman Smith:

“Waite’s choice of Smith for the execution of his tarot indicates that he thought highly of her work, yet he may have underestimated her intellectual and spiritual depth. It is unlikely that Pamela treated Waite’s ceremonies with utter seriousness (she was to say of being a Catholic, years later, that it was “such fun”), and her playful attitude may have led others to feel that her appreciation of the ritual and symbolism was shallow. However, Pamela’s conscious awareness of the elements of religious symbolism and ritual is indicated by her paintings and her writings. Her letters provide evidence of her familiarity with music and theater, her long involvement in the Order of the Golden Dawn and, later, her dedicated activity in the Roman Catholic Church. What Waite and others may not have realized was that Pamela’s apparently simple approach to he metaphysical was not due to lack of depth or of intellect. Her writings indicate that, for her, ritual and symbolism derived the power to illuminate from the senses, emotion and the imagination, not from the mind.”

When she returned to England she delved into the theater with all of the connections she had to some of the most well known artists/actors of the time, working as a set and costume designer, making quite a name for herself on the London stage. She became close friends with literary giants like William Butler Yeats and Bram Stoker, both of which she did illustration work for.

Stoker introduced her to occultists and they would meet at the then popular Watkins Books, a newly opened book shop and first of its kind specializing in occult literature, which was the meeting grounds for the London esoteric community.

Pamela was very spiritual, mystical, a true believer, and fully into faery lore, which is no wonder she was nick-named “Pixie”. Her mysticism and spiritual depth no doubt is what drew Waite to her and her art and why he commissioned her to illustrate a Tarot deck of his own.

It’s unknown how much of the final deck is Waite’s or Smith’s own inspiration, but it’s thought that the Major Arcana cards may have been drawn to Waite’s more stringent specifications that reflect the official Golden Dawn principles, whereas the Minor Arcana cards were derived from Smith’s inspiration.

No one had ever illustrated the Minor Arcana cards before, so it’s thought Pamela proposed this and was given leeway in illustrating them. A lot of people find these Minor Arcana cards to be the most memorable, brilliant, and often nearly plagiarized by artists that use variations of her exact scenes.

“Although she may have been disillusioned with the art and publishing establishment, Pamela never ceased to believe in her abilities or in the worthiness of her art. Her personal effects contain many scraps of paper covered with drawings and doodles, and even her church missal is sketched on its margins and flyleaves. Smith was always busy with pencil and sketchbook.”

‘The unbridgeable gap between the intense visionary inspiration expressed in her art and the security of commercial success seems to have been puzzling and painful to her.”

– From The Artwork & Times of Pamela Colman Smith by Stuart R. Kaplan

I think this is something many artists struggle with and I hope one day will be resolved in the form of value for creative contributions and creative energy in general.

Pamela “Pixie” Colman Smith’s work has continued to inspire millions of people across the globe. As more of her paintings, writings, illustrations, and esoteric contributions have surfaced over time, people are recognizing and revering her for her full body of work, calling to mind what a brilliant artist she was.

She will always be remembered for creating a work of “enduring Sacred Art” and I hope her spirit will live on in the hearts of all who create from the well of imagination.

 

I leave you with some excerpts from an article written by Pamela Colman Smith for the July 1908 issue of The Craftsman Illustrated Monthly Magazine titled Should the Art Student Think? :

 

“…Learn from everything, see everything, and above all feel everything! And make other people when the look at your drawing feel it too!”

“…Keep an open mind to all things. Hear all the music you can, good music, for sound and form are more closely connected than we know. Think good thoughts of beautiful things, colors, sounds, places, not mean thoughts. When you see a lot of dirty people in a crowd, do not remember only the dirt, but the great spirit that is in them all, and the power that they represent. For through ugliness is beauty sometimes found. Lately I have seen a play, ugly, passionate, realistic, brutal. All through that play I felt that ugly things may be true to nature, but surely it is through evil, that we realize good. The far-off scent of morning air, the blue mountains, the sunshine, the flowers, of a country I once lived in, seemed to rise before me – and there on the stage was a woman sitting on a chair, her body stiff, her eyes rolling, a wonderfully realistic picture of a fit…”

“…I wish here to say how grateful I am to the writer of an article in an American magazine (Putmans’ Monthly for July, 1907). ‘An Appreciation and a Protest.’ An appreciation of Albert Sterner, and a protest against the ‘ultra-sweetness and oppressive propriety admired alike by the publisher and the public,’ and ‘individuality discreetly suppressed.’

O! the prudishness and pompous falseness of a great mass of intelligent people! I do not hold that ‘the incessant roar of high-power presses’ is alone to blame for the stifling of life, but for a lack of inspiration. For it is a land of power, a land of unkempt uproar – full of life, force, energy.

Lift up your ideals, you weaklings, and force a way out of that thunderous clamor of the steam press, the hurrying herd of blind humanity, noise, dust, strife, seething toil – there is power! The imprisoned Titans underneath the soil, grinding, writhing – take our strength from them, throw aside your petty drawing room point of view.

I do not want to see riotous, clumsy ugliness suddenly spring up, but a fine noble power shining through your work. The illustrations that I see in the magazines by the younger people are all dignified and well, carefully and conscientiously drawn, but their appalling clumsiness is quite beyond me, – their lack of charm and grace.

I do not mean by charm, pettiness, but an appreciation of beauty. Ugliness is beauty, but with a difference, a nobleness that speaks through all the hard crust of convention.

I have heard it said that half the world has nothing to say. Perhaps the other half has, but it is afraid to speak. Banish fear, brace your courage, place your ideal high up with the sun, away from the dirt and squalor and ugliness around you and let that power that makes ‘the roar of the high-power presses’ enter into your work – energy – courage – life – love. Use your wits, use your eyes. Perhaps you use your physical eyes too much and only see the mask. Find eyes within, look for the door into the unknown country.

‘High over cap’ on a fairy horse – ride on your Quest – for what we are all seeking – Beauty. Beauty of thought first, beauty of feeling, beauty of form, beauty of color, beauty of sound, appreciation, joy, and the power of showing it to others.”

Fabulous Interview with Laura Daligan

Faery fun and magick! Some of my favorite things. If they’re yours too, you may enjoy this stroll into the Faery Realm as Laura Daligan, Crystal Starshine, and others joyously chat about their experiences and offer tips on deepening your own connection with the Fae. Thanks for sharing Laura <3

January Mid-Month Updates & Important Reminders

  • If you are local to Orange County/Los Angeles and have been wanting to attend one of my workshops, have intent to complete your Reiki training with me or any other support you’ve wanted, including reviewing/co-teaching a Reiki workshop, please know that my time here is limited and there’s a good probability of not being here past the Summer, but could even be before that (see dates below for non-availability during this time period). I will keep you posted on the official time frame, as soon as I know.
  • Remember that I teach private workshops, which includes private group workshops if you have a friend or two you’d like to go through training with. This means you don’t have to wait for me to post a workshop in order to join, as I can create one for you. I teach these all the time by request since it’s a specialty of mine to customize workshops and my schedule is flexible. Full day and short workshop options available to assist in realms of Reiki, Crystals, Pendulums, Crystal Elixirs, and any other conscious expanding realms you’re interested in delving more into – contact me with requests or to customize.
  • Hosting or Co-Creating a workshop/event in your home town is always an option too – receive free training/group discounts and more. Contact me with requests and interests. Serious inquiries only please.
  • If you are hosting an event, own a yoga studio or spiritual healing center and are interested in sacred art to add to the energy of your space, contact me about paintings I have that may be a perfect fit. These can be loaned with agreement, or purchased. Local requests only please, unless you are capable of shipping costs for artwork. Custom pieces are also an option to explore.
  • I have a lot of personal and work travel scheduled, so this limits my availability for workshops, sessions, and commissioned tattoo designs.

 

Current dates I will be away and unavailable between now and Summer to keep in mind when booking designs, commissioning work, or requesting a workshop:

 

February 13th – 16th

February 20th – 27th

March 11th – 25th

May 18th – 23rd

May 27th – April 1st (this is tentative)

July 7th – 13th

 

  • Our March Equinox sacred journey to Peru is around the corner in just 2 months! If you feel called to join this very special trip, remember that registrations or at least your confirmed deposits will need to be in by February 9th. The trip is March 11th – 22nd or 25th (if you decide on the extension). We have a wonderful group forming and welcome anyone else interested in deepening their connection with the Earth and their essence. Details here: Walking the Path of the Great Central Sun
  • There is still time to register for this Sunday 1/18’s Crystal Magick Workshop. I had 2 cancellations needing to reschedule, so I’m extending the registrations until tomorrow, Thursday 1/15, as well as the discount of $50 off. If you have a friend that wants to join, message me for additional savings. If you took this workshop before and want to join for review, message me as well.
  • Don’t forget that Sunday February 8th there will be a Reiki Level 3 Master Teacher Workshop. Depending on new students for this workshop, this will determine past students coming as a review opportunity. If you still want to join this workshop and receive the $75 savings, you can do so by registering by end of today, Wednesday 1/14. Contact me if you need help with payments.
  • Sacred Tattoo Designs: if you’re interested in co-creating a special tattoo design this year, reflective of and empowering to your soul, I’d be honored to work with you on that. I’m currently booked until early March and can only take 2 more clients for March and then we’ll be looking at booking for April. There is a waiting list and I create in order of commissioned projects. Spots are held with a deposit. If you’d like to learn more about the process and how to book your spot for March, please visit: Spiritual Skin
  • If you’re interested in a special Crystal Elixir, message me. I have a potent and magickal batch I made Winter Solstice and have enough to share with a few people. I can also make custom elixirs. These are $22 each. For more info on Crystal Elixirs and this one’s energy please visit: Creating Alchemy with Crystal Elixirs of Liquid Light

 

Sacred Bird Symbolism Channeled Through Visionary Art

Song of Life - Mountain Bluebird

Song of Life ~ Mountain Bluebird by Tania Marie

 

It’s been a while since I’ve shared paintings I’ve created, but recently I’ve been immersed in creative inspiration with these latest two painting commissions and find myself emerging from their completion with a lot of fuel to that imaginative fire within.

These two paintings are meant as a pair, each embodying their own individual energy, but to compliment one another.

Essence is what I always aim to bring forth even when someone provides a photo of their animal companion or an animal they desire painted, I truly try to bring out what’s inside onto the entire canvas so that their inner beauty is felt in all ways beyond just their physical beauty.

It was really wonderful to work with bird energy, since so much of it is in my life and I love what they symbolize as a whole, carrying messages from Great Spirit. But in this pair I was also working with Yin and Yang energy (or better yet, that Sacred Feminine and Masculine energy) and specific birds that my client desired in representation.

How to interpret them and the inspiration that would channel through was up to me and the inspired moment.

What we have is the lovely Mountain Bluebird, which is a song bird, representing the Sacred Feminine in the first piece titled “Song of Life”.

And then we have the vibrant Rainbow Lorikeet representing the Sacred Masculine in the second piece titled “Rainbow Journey”.

Here is a little about the symbolism of each of these beautiful and sacred birds.

Bluebird embodies the knowing that all things are birthed from within you and are to be shared with others. This includes fulfillment, joy, finding happiness in the little things as much as the large, creating time to enjoy life, movement to new levels of being, gentle grace, awakening of the inner child and the need for playfulness, confident contentment, innate beauty, and love found inside oneself for all things, others, and for oneself.

And as a “blue song bird” they represent creative self expression and an empowered Throat Chakra.

Rainbow Journey - Rainbow Lorikeet

Rainbow Journey ~ Rainbow Lorikeet by Tania Marie

 

Rainbow Lorikeet embodies the ability to seek out what nourishes and fulfills you, encouraging you to nurture the beautiful being that you are and to honor your inner beauty, respect your individuality, and embrace the things that fuel your essence along your journey.

They represent balanced perspective to see and respect all viewpoints, a love for and joy to share in communication, expressing the colorful aspects of your soul to share with the world, the active ability to go after anything you want, individual vibrancy and playfulness that is to be honored and expressed, enjoying life but in balance and not in extreme intoxication, savoring life and pleasures, creative solutions to challenges and goals, the opportunity to always create radically new and exciting things, transformation, transcendence, crossing boundaries, venturing into the the unknown, recognition of a soul mate, and of course connection to the rainbow and all that it symbolizes.

Rainbow Lorikeets bring the ability to live your life well.

Three Buddhist Beliefs

Breathe Gently

graceful heart

 

Breathe gently your presence upon everything and everyone you touch.

There is power in a graceful heart.

 

Too Good To Be True ~ Matt Kahn

Some of the messages in here may be challenging to integrate due to beliefs you may have come to embrace about what “truth” is to you. The messages may not be for you at this time, but something to perhaps seed a journey you may choose. And anything shared is never the whole story.

Remember we are all on different legs of our own journeys and working on different parts of the whole. This might seem like a bypassing message to some, but rather I see it as helping to integrate the work you’re doing if you can incorporate what you find of value in the message to the things you are exploring and transmuting. It actually goes deeper than simply “All is One and Unity Consciousness” and may help you to not get trapped into the “New Age” so-called truths that are being shared as “the answer” for you to pursue, attain, and then bring others to do the same.

I might myself choose a different word or words to use than ones expressed, since I feel they have a defining stigma based on duality thinking and fluffy spirituality. That said, I also know that when using words we automatically get caught up in the definition and duality game, so it’s important to realize what you “personally” mean and accept through use of words.

For me, the word “goodness” carries this challenge. Perhaps that’s just me, but I feel it can be misleading. So again, everything is up to the individual on how to interpret things, what things to take from what you hear and which to leave, what things to morph into your own meaning, and in general to perhaps choose other words or ways to express what you mean instead. Word games are not one I choose to get tangled in and rather would enjoy to see more embodying and simply inner knowing without need to defend that experience.

But underlying, I feel there is a valuable message here that can release you into more expansive ways of experiencing, if you can open up to not literally attaching to definitions of words used/heard.

Some of the key messages from Matt’s share, which he will expound upon, include:

The deepest truth does not require defense.

The more you look for or pursue truth, the more lost you become.

There’s a realm of existence beyond any truth – even beyond All Is One.

It’s not the truth if you need to correct others or use it to defend yourself.

In the highest degree of enlightenment it doesn’t even matter that we’re all one.

Anything we think is true becomes a falsehood when we focus on what truth is versus how truth feels.

Be a living expression of “goodness” (or supply your own meaning here of what that is for you when you integrate the message in the video)

It doesn’t matter how people respond. It only matters how you give.

Consistency

Consistency….

Do your choices reflect your deepest values?

Do your words, thoughts, feelings, and actions reflect your beliefs?

Do you compartmentalize your life and behave one way in certain environments, and a different way in another?

Do you walk the walk and fully practice what you are speaking?

Does what you teach in the professional setting reflect also in your personal relating or even in how you write (post), comment, and respond in social media and casual public forums?

Are you emulating rather than embodying?

Can you be honest enough with yourself to recognize and admit where there are inconsistencies – small or large?

And then can you be loving enough to gently nurture yourself into aligning a little bit more each day with you?

There is no judgment, only love….

A love so deep for yourself that you create peace within and without, through harmonizing these inconsistencies with gentle nurturing.

Your vibration will be stronger.

Your message more powerful.

And the vibrancy of your light will shine in rippling frequencies that will ignite illumination where ever you are.

Astrology for the Soul ~ Tom Lescher

Another on point message from Tom Lescher/Kaypacha, given what so many are experiencing. Telling it as it is and made me laugh out loud a few times.

Tom’s Mantra that encapsulates the message:

Sometimes when I think
I need to fix this or that,
It’s really just trust
In Spirit I lack.

The Essence of You

your blossoming journeyI honor your blossoming journey and the sweet fragrance of your soul.

flower essenceEvery day your delicate petals unfurl a little bit more, revealing the essence of who you are.

What do you see when you peer deeply to the core of you?

angel faery flowerI see an angel recognizing their reflection for the first time and awakening into the embodiment of that grace.