Which ever way your path leads, what ever form your beliefs take, and what ever channel you find to be the clearest match to your heart – embrace that wholeheartedly and try not to worry about what others are doing or what they say about what you’re doing, as the only gauge is how alignment is flowing in your own life.

There’s enough judgment and division in the world, so finding your own inner balance of wholeness is what is going to make a difference both for you and what evolves as a result from the individual process you each choose to embody. Conscious or unconscious, your frequency of experience cocreates a collective reflection.

The greater harmony or disharmony the individual experiences within, has direct effect on the creative evolution that responds in like.

Align your parts and watch as you close the gap of fight between yourself and All That Is.

I don’t feel things to be a test, nor a game…it’s consciousness in motion within the Cosmic laws – laws that we have ability to access for the creation of more expansive experiences we might be interested in choosing.

Understand the laws and you find yourself maneuvering much differently.

This has been my personal experience with operating in the field of potential. I am unable to put it into words, but there’s been a consistent uptick over the last year or so in cracking codes – that’s the only way I can explain it.

The gaps in between these experiences are getting shorter too, and they’re part of the reason for my increased optimism.

And now that we’re on the other side of the Equinox gateway, these feelings continue to bloom.

I wonder if anyone else felt or experienced some unusual or defining things on the 20th?

Besides the literal things that took place that day, I felt another layer of opening and release energetically.

That actual day was jam packed for us here when Spring ignited officially.

It started out with us heading to a late morning appointment for Dave, when we were rerouted by a highway closure. The main way we go was closed due to an accident, so our whole day shifted around when we had to take a different road to our destination.

We embraced the change.

We called right away and they rescheduled him for early midafternoon. That provided us time to go back home for a short while, before we headed out again to take advantage of the window of opportunity presented.

We decided to do an impromptu hike in the valley where there isn’t any snow, before hitting some errands.

If we hadn’t, then none of the rest of this would have taken place. If the road closure also hadn’t been, then the day would have unfolded differently.

Timing and choice is everything. Change may be a way of realigning us for the highest good.

Instead of the usual trail, we opted for the trail on the opposite side of the highway that I’d been remarking on for a while that looked like it might be interesting.

It ended up being a great hike with expansive views of the valley framed by our snow-capped mountain home in the background.

We saw evidence of mini faery flowers starting to pop, but the meandering trail was a fresh change and perfect to welcome a new season.

There were a lot of interesting metamorphic rocks along the path to explore..

As we hiked I got this strong feeling that something special might be found because of it being the Equinox…I rattled off possibilities in my head of deer antlers, bones, feathers, quartz, etc.

I’m not sure why I thought of deer antlers, but realized that this is the time of the year of their shedding these.

Not long after, I started to find a few sparkly quartz, including a mini smoky quartz cluster and Dave suddenly remarked that he thought this could be a good area for finding shed deer antlers.

That was interesting since I had thought of this silently in my head. I told him so and how I sensed that now that we both were feeling this, there was a good chance of it happening.

Not long after, we started to notice the vegetation that deer like to feed on, wildlife trails, and lots of deer poop. In fact my tracking instincts led me to deer poop feeding areas over and over.

We both started exploring off-path a little, while following the main trail. I just knew something was coming.

I did remind Dave that it’s possible to find them even near the hiking trail because the two other antlers I found in Montana had been by sighting from the main trail.

I stopped for a moment to do my soft pause, centering, and heart connection with hand over my heart. Something I also do when I feel crystal finds are waiting to be discovered. I felt an antler in my field and trusted in divine guidance joining us.

We followed along back on the main trail for a while and at one point stopped to say something. While we were talking, my eye caught something to my right and I turned. In the same breath I was answering Dave with I said, “I found a deer antler” and walked right to it.

He said, “You did?!”

I brought it to him and handed it over. “Yep.”

He said, “I guess that confirms what we felt about this area.”

I recognized it right away and it all became very matter-of-factly without surprise while I could feel my parts merging. I didn’t want to sound ungrateful, as I was hugely so, but at the same time I realized that by doing too much of that as an extension outside of myself, this would place a separation from my own abilities. The gratitude became more of one around the process I felt I was teaching myself in these experiential fields of potential.

It’s a shorter forked antler likely from a younger buck and the two points were worn down where tips once were likely more sharp at one time.

I can’t explain how I felt – a combination of immense gratitude, amazement, knowing, and empowerment.

I couldn’t say I was surprised, as I felt in my bones the alignment with this happening. Yet, there was still that meeting of wonder and delight with solid self-realization and cocreatorship.

It’s an experience of not knowing the difference between psychic vision and conscious manifestation.

Are we actually “seeing” what’s coming, which produces the feeling of knowing? Or have we actually put in motion a melding of elements to produce by creative will?

I shared this with Dave and he said, “I think that it was meant for just you to find that one.”

It wasn’t the first time an experience like this has taken place. It’s been happening a lot in various areas of my life.

They are very deliberate and boundary-breaking unfoldings that take me out of the smaller me and into a multi-dimensional consciousness that defies what we think we know as reality.

I feel like the unlocking of cosmic codes is continuing to happen for us all and will continue to become a consistent process, as well as a more conscious and intentional process. The invitations and doorways are all around us.

An experience of really communing with All That Is.

I felt myself expand. That’s the best way I can explain it.

We continued back to the car and next it was bones that caught my eye. They looked to be part of leg bones and also felt like deer. One had the two pieces still connected.

We went on to do some errands after our spontaneous and potent Spring hike – one of which included my ordering new glasses.

I hadn’t been to the eye doctor for two years, but could feel that the astigmatism was more noticeable now in terms of near vision. Up to this point I have only had one pair of glasses, which I got back in 2019 – 5 years ago. I still absolutely love those frames and plan to keep them for potential future prescriptions. I had them just to wear if I wanted to, but didn’t need to and still at this point don’t need to for distant stuff. I mostly wore them just to change things up.

I had a few pairs of over-the-counter readers that I would grab for extensive close-up reading, but now that the astigmatism has increased, it makes it so that having prescription glasses on hand is much more useful and replaces the over-the-counter ones.

So, I opted to get a new pair with progressive lenses that handle both near and far sight. That way I only have to use one and will basically get rid of the rest. They are a super fun color and style that Dave actually picked out and we both loved.

This felt like a fun upgrade in new Spring energy, new vision, and a fine-tuning of clarity and balance. Kind of coinciding with my antler experience, which of course was simultaneously such a perfect find for the Equinox, energetically and symbolically.

I should get them in a couple of weeks. Perfect timing before heading off on our travels next month too.

I will likely wear these a lot more, although don’t need them for my outdoor activities, as I still have hawk eyes when it comes to seeing and finding things.

We continued on after that to Dave’s eye check-up appointment, lunch, and some more errands before heading home.

On our drive back the sky was filled with unusual clouds that appeared like hovering spacecrafts moving above.

There was even one that to me was a clear image of a beluga whale emerging from a sky ship.

A friend later told me that she, too, had been seeing the same kind of clouds throughout that day and felt wild and chaotic energy.

I wouldn’t say I felt chaotic energy, but the energies were very strong, clear, and purposeful with a lot going on, yet with precision and opening.

Our Equinox ended with some bitter added to the sweet, as we came upon an injured Canadian goose on the last stretch home.

She was laying on the road like she was nesting there and we saw her partner looking very distraught by her side. We stopped the car and saw her try to get up.

Her leg was broken, bleeding, and potentially also the wing broken on the same side. It was apparent she’d been hit by a car.

Our hearts bled with her…it was extremely heart-breaking. Dave wondered if he might be able to gather her in a blanket, but she was very scared and went off into the drainage water by the field where the other geese were when he approached. I sent energy to her with love and support.

I told him we should drop a pin on a map and call the wildlife rescue to let them know. We knew it was a longshot, but felt we had to do something. We left a message about her and shared the location, but they were closed for the night.

That night my heart ached when I went to bed, so I tuned in with her.

That’s where I’m so grateful to have the ability to use the gifts we all have available to us to send energy and intention. Between Reiki and other forms of communication and energetic support, I tuned in with her, sent energy to subdue the pain, put a protective bubble around her, sent calm and love to her and her partner, and the intention that if she can’t make it through the night or a predator finds her, that she passes peacefully.

I trust that.

The next morning we followed up to remind the wildlife place about our message, as we wanted to do what we could. They said they would be getting a volunteer to go down and look for her in the area we sent them. We released it all to the highest good.

Spring Equinox was filled with endings and beginnings and symbolism of the sacred cycles always in motion.

And indeed parts of us will fade away and come to an ending all together, but simultaneously regeneration and renewal is always at hand.

We tend to focus only on one or the other – death or birth – but to see the truth of wholeness with clarity is realizing their threaded continuum.

Just as this sunset last night seamlessly shifted in gorgeous colors.

I’m already seeing all of my bulbs – old and new – pushing through the ground.

I don’t know if I’ll get to see my Spring blooms this year, which I’ll miss while we’re away. But I will at least see their growth spurt that mirrors my own.

What things in your own life are you hoping to grow stronger, more of, or perhaps for the first time?

UPDATE: There’s just one crystal remaining – a beautiful Ocean Jasper freeform – that will be available only through March 31st. It’s bursting with colorful new life and potential too.