Yesterday, at lunch with two of my dear friends, this story of both my greatest pain and expansive evolution came up. It’s been lingering with me through this morning and after hearing from a couple of other friends about transitions, pain, and grief, along with knowing it’s been an extremely potent time for major life shifting experiences where loss is being felt while the new emerges, I felt called to repost my personal story of the greatest pain in my life, the struggle with guilt I went through, and the experience that lives within me that creates a depth to my heart I wouldn’t change. This depth both envelopes the light and the dark…the alchemy of consciousness and life.
When I wrote this piece, it was 4 years after her passing, but it is now just over 7 years. Time moves swiftly and yet is non-existent, as I see and feel her as if it was yesterday.
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Tania Marie is a writer, visionary artist, Reiki Master Teacher, intuitive guide, and energy alchemist whose life and work have grown from more than three decades of exploring the creative healing arts, metaphysical studies, and the living relationship between nature, spirit, and the heart.
Her practice has become less about what she does and more about how she lives—listening deeply, following what feels alive, and allowing creativity, healing, and everyday experience to become part of the art of being.
She is the author of *Spiritual Skin* and creator of the 11-episode YouTube series *Talks With Crystal Skulls*. Her lifelong relationship with crystals and crystal skulls continues quietly behind the scenes, while her deep connection with rabbits has profoundly shaped the way she experiences presence, wonder, and the quiet language of the heart.
Egypt has also become one of Tania's greatest teachers and a profound part of her ongoing journey of remembrance, empowerment, and embodied aliveness. Her relationship with the land has naturally grown into meaningful creative partnerships and opportunities to share its living wisdom with others.
Today, Tania devotes much of her time to writing, photography, inspired offerings, sacred journeys, and following the ever-evolving invitations of a life lived in relationship with the living world.
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