Aligning with Cosmic Love
The energy of late has been interesting to say the least. I can only describe what I’m feeling as a very deep integration and adjustment taking place that emerges from a deep massage of the soul. It’s releasing residue of old barnacles that made home within the streams of energy while awaiting my spirit to come more fully alive – like brain synapses going off and messaging an all systems go alert. Things feel contrastingly both intensely relieving and frighteningly simplified, even without specifics to the creative process ahead. I just know as challenging as the ego would like to dramatically blow things out of proportion, it’s all precisely manageable, and in fact can be beautifully crafted from a seat of harmony.
Days recently have been filled with a lot of clearing, redecorating, restructuring, and reflecting – all with focused intention toward creating something new, both within the micro and macro realms. It’s always interesting, to me, how one small choice can open up so much movement and yet it happens all the time. The second I decide to embrace something, the floodgates are opened.
Astrid has been my steady mirroring companion and cocreator through it all, embracing the changes every step of the way and helping to reimagine the path ahead. The creative spaces we’re anchoring, will help us to explore new energy streams and possibilities. It can be a fun mess – the in between of innovation – but oh so worth it.
Our shared Wonderland creative space has expanded and now 90% complete – at least complete in terms of the necessary energetic alignment that will assist us for the next leg of the journey.
Even the tapestry you see hanging behind Astrid is now gone – one I’ve had with me for the last 9 years, which feels like a completed cycle in itself. That “9” showing up, even, in the Bunny lift photo to follow.
We’re taking pause between it all so that the new isn’t created under old patterns of unreasonable drive and parameters. I’m seeing the symbolism of what wants through in our sacred space surroundings, reflecting the energy dynamics on bigger picture levels that I’m working with. It’s uncanny.
And, meanwhile, I continue to immerse in the quiet of nature daily, skiing and snow hiking, to allow time for integration and receiving outside of the space that is deep in process. Everything I engage in reflects the perfect expression of energy movement. In fact, we intend a Winter kayaking voyage this weekend, which will be extra supportive with the flow of it all.
Just three days ago, was the 7th anniversary of the day my special needs son, Cosmo, arrived to me in rabbit body so I was a bit more quiet and felt his nurturing presence even more so around me than usual, speaking through the light and nature on the slopes of a different mountain ski resort we went to on that day.
The photos you see are of the peace and grace I was surrounded by with only trees, flowing runs, majestic peaks, splendid light, and of course Cosmo, as my companions. There was even a lift at the resort called “Bunny” that winked at me.
You likely recall all the stories about Cosmo and our bond that was no different than that of a biological mother and child because he was that and more. I know he and I go back lifetimes here on Earth and beyond. I felt that I birthed him and yet it was also he that birthed me into the fullness of my sacred feminine. No one else could ever have supported that as exquisitely as him. He is the embodiment of pure unconditional and Cosmic Love.
It’s too much to detail here, but interestingly, stories and memories kept unfolding the day after that were all connected to him and some magickal adventures that took place just a month after he arrived to me, the same year, that placed me in my element. Then a series of supported synchronicities miraculously reunited me with a beloved sweater I once had with the words, “Cosmic Love” on it at the very exact timing of the stories that were reemerging. And while I was just starting to write this part about Cosmo and making the connections, confirmation came through that the sweater was on its way to me with a number directly connected to my birthday and the travels I was last seen wearing it on, just a month after Cosmo came into my life.
I knew Cosmo was messaging me big time and reassuring me that the unfolding shifts I’ve been making are in alignment and to continue forth even though it feels so foreign to everything and everyone around me. They are connected to who I really am and the nature of what I’ve always been on course toward creating – me being in my element, again.
I guess that’s why I’m a pilgrim of the Cosmos…the vast expanse is where I’m called.
The dark and jagged peaks of the mountain sitting above me on that 7 year anniversary day, emerging from the blanket of snow, spoke to me of the journey through light and dark and back again…the transcendence and alchemy of transmutation on I’m on through and beyond duality.
I continue to dance in the energy dynamics that stream through and focus on the anchors of Cosmic Love that provide the foundation of support for the innovative journey unfolding.
And that reminds me that today is the last day for any one else who wants to join the Collective Energy Dynamics Forum. You may register at the link through end of today. I’ll be removing the page tomorrow to make room for the new offerings to follow shortly.