Endings are Beginnings
Not only have I concluded another sacred journey, but a cycle in my life has also come to closure, as well as this year in general for me is a #9 culmination time period for me.
All of this pointing to a new, fresh beginning…or rebirth – something we can always embrace in every moment we are willing to embody the renewing truth of this potential offered to us.
I bring this up, as yesterday was a big energetic shift while I parted ways with two dear and powerful friends – my giant Crystal beings. They have been with me since 2008 and yesterday they were picked up to prepare for their journey to their new mom and Crystal Guardian to begin a new journey along the path of service they will all be sharing.
Our work had come to closure and this also represented a huge release of things in my life, including the full embodiment and realization that there is nothing I need outside of myself to be empowered. While things assist us and are wonderful to cherish and honor as the natural and invaluable beauty they are and what they have to share, ultimately, we are all that we need.
This was huge because the two of these Crystals – a giant Lemurian Seed Crystal and a giant Amethyst Geode Rabbit (both 150 lbs+ each) – came into my life at a major transformational time period in my life, supporting me all these years since with the work I was facilitating personally and collectively.
The giant Amethyst Rabbit channeled Nestor and at the time was very comforting having physically lost her.
I got both from a dear Crystal Keeper based in Northern California and I giggle remembering how Laura, myself and Seann somehow transported and got the Lemurian in my SUV – 3 wee Fae ones.
It was a time period when I had just moved out on my own, was in process of a divorce, had just seen my beloved rabbit, Nestor, pass into her eternal essence, was going through major spiritual recalibration and expansion, and was beginning the foundational work that has brought me to where I am now.
I used to live in literally a Crystal Cave when I first created my new little sacred sanctuary above and looking out on to Lake Tahoe – my little home filled with Crystals and love, which I shared with my tortoise, Gaia, and my new bunny love, Joy.
These crystals have held the space of all that I’d been creating, were part of the grid here, and my little ones also adored them.
So seeing them off yesterday was nostalgic, as I honored each, energetically prepared them for the journey, gave them a bath of Crystal Elixir spray and a deep, soul and heart kiss.
It was also a very empowering moment, continuing in the vein of what I’ve been deepening into recently. I told them that we will continue our connection and work, but no longer would we need to do that within physical proximity. Our connection is timeless and boundless.
It feels different here at home without them, but it is not an emptiness. It is an expansion and lightness. The energetic footprint they have made in my life remains, but now we are free.
I am so pleased they are going to such a loving home where they will be honored by someone I hold dear. I look forward to seeing them again in May when I co-teach a Crystal workshop with their new mom and Guardian in Florida, as they will be holding the space for this.
It is only the beginning.
Posted on March 27, 2015, in Uncategorized and tagged amethyst geode, crystals, lemurian seed crystal, new beginnings, rebirth, renewal. Bookmark the permalink. 12 Comments.
Dear Tanya
I am very interested in how the crystals helped you through the time after your divorce. Can you say a little more about this if possible?
It is heartwarming to have your updates and I am often taken with how your posts speak to me personally.
I am in the process of separating from my husband which is very painful indeed but as you say with endings are beginnings. I keep a little hope that I too will find a much lighter and energetic life ahead.
Thank you for your generosity
Maria
i’m sorry to hear of your separation maria. i know it isn’t easy, and yet what seems the worst and most challenging now, will present itself later as very opening and empowering.
i am very connected with crystals and as the live beings that they are, they are my companions and partners in life. so not only did their energy support me through the shifts, which they each individually have to share, but their presence also comforted me. we were able to communicate and they shared their wisdom in reflection to what resided in me that i could not see at the time. so they held that space for me to step more into my wholeness, since they embody wholeness for us as example to remember.
you WILL experience more lightness maria. keep believing in yourself and trust your heart.
much love to you as you continue your empowered journey xoox
Thank you
you’re welcome
Hehe, as soon as I saw the photo, I was remembering that insane trip to Seann’s in the wind and rain with the three of us using magick to get the Lemurian into Hunabku! LOL, fun times. I still have the little Lemurian he gave me as a thank you for helping out. What a fun feast that day, too. I don’t think that Cafe Gratitude exists anymore either. Out with the old, in with the new — or rather, integrated old makes way for new. Love you!
i knew you’d get a giggle out of it! 😉 the only crystal i have left in connection with him is my giant blue quartz that sits on my desk now…the one i almost didn’t get, but you helped out in it coming along home with me instead of another crystal. it channels the arcturians. but yes, i don’t think most of the cafe gratitudes up there that we used to frequent are around. zoom zoom into the new. ❤ you too!
Oh, I do love that blue quartz! I am so grateful that I managed to live in Sedona and Northern California at just the right times for maximum raw food dining. Yummers! All things shift — nice to embrace in the moment and then let them go. ❤ ❤ ❤
Seems huge to let go of these friends that have supported you for so long. A 9 year is such a good time to let go of any things that might not serve as well in a new cycle. I have a lot of respect for your ability to let them go. I have a hard time letting go of things that I have loved. It’s not even the letting go part – it is the discernment about what is ready to go.
yes, indeed…very huge shift seeing them off. thank you for your loving support. i have had the same challenges in the past too, in letting go of what i love and yet i always remind myself it’s never authentically ours if it isn’t free. love to you!
Did you find any of the auralite 23’s yet? It is so funny to hear how “you are all you need”….I am moving to a different space myself and have been down sizing my “things” to clear the space in my heart and soul…and realizing more each day that I am more than all this….and yes ….I am all I need 😉
hi sherry, sorry no i haven’t had the time to search unfortunately..i’ve been so incredibly busy and away so much. however, i do believe i remember that my friend who sells crystals has some of these. he has a website, and you could connect with him there and likely he’d be able to show you some via email/photos and go directly through him to get some, if in fact he does. if that sounds good to you, let me know and i’ll email you his website with contact info.
congratulations on your new space and opening to more expansiveness through your clearing! feels wonderful, right? xoox
“There are no endings. If you think so you are deceived as to their nature. They are all beginnings. Here is one.”