The Micro & Macro of My Spring Equinox


Between very busy days and extremely high energy and multi-layered transformations at hand pulsing through me and the house, I am writing when I feel like a break is in store and as a way to integrate the energy by putting some things to words and simply channeling in a different way than my day focuses.

I’ve been a bit more “step back,” as my attention has been called to really keep my vibration at a certain frequency. Perhaps some of you can relate in feeling like you’re creating and building new things in your life and this has just naturally evolved as being beautifully consumed with the fresh energy pulsing through you.

I’m also feeling that rather than go into full details, I can allow some photos and dots help connect the energy story that’s weaving through these days. And some things I’m being told are just not to be shared at this time, as they are simply about embodying and experiencing, as way of anchoring my end of the collective spectrum.

The depth and complexity may still be felt when one tunes in, even through simple, symbolic expressions. Kind of the same way a small, unassuming crystal can be a powerhouse although sits next to a flashy large one you’d think might steal the show.

Nonetheless, and regardless if that makes sense, I will say that there’s a constant morphing energy and pulsing seems to be the best fit of words I can use to explain how the tiniest shifts and changes of creatorship are having profound effect. There’s a chaotic brilliance creating a system of networking cohesion in motion.

And Spring Equinox has been a potent portal this year, throwing out pieces of that network that are lighting up.

In the micro of my experience on that day I harvested my first flush of Giant Pink Oysters and was SO pleasantly surprised how much I loved them!

Not only are they beautiful, but they are delicious! I made us some Just Egg vegan omelets loaded with yummies and the Pink Oysters were a fantastic compliment.

They have such a “meaty” texture and reminded me of chicken, even in look due to the pink nature of them. I only used about 1/3 for the omelets, then chopped some as pizza toppings the next day, and still have more remaining.

I’m thinking more omelets and maybe a curry dish to come. I soaked the substrate after harvesting and am awaiting if a second flush will emerge.

In the meantime, and in the continuation of micro experiences of Spring Equinox, I also noticed that my Reishi mushrooms had grown a a full body rabbit! See for yourself.

If that isn’t Ostara magick, I don’t know what is.

There’s actually a lot of rabbit action going on in the Reishi world, as I see a cottontail bunny butt poking out, as if the rabbit is going down a hole and other rabbit ears, as well as a baby bunny now forming on top of the large one.

On this day I also started growing an onion plant indoors and just planted it in some soil yesterday after the roots grew enough. The only “planting” I’ve actually done so far.

The other onion you see growing is a fluke that happened without the roots and just by soaking the top of the onion. We’ll enjoy these green onion tops with our Pink Oyster omelets today.

My containers and soil are outside on the lower deck awaiting the green light and my seeds are all ready to go as well.

This won’t take place until mid April, as there’s a lot of other focuses going on and some time away upcoming so I will wait for full focus to be with my plant babies. But I can tell you that there’s one hoppy rabbit queen sharing in mom’s green excitement.

The rest of Spring Equinox takes us more into the macro experience as we went on a new adventure that felt like a literal journey into Earth’s heart womb through the high desert ancient energy.

We had plans cancel on us, but of course that’s because Uni – as I loving call the Universe – had other ideas.

So we got to do a hike I’d been mentioning for a couple of years and had come up in conversation again just recently through people we know.

Treasures upon treasures literally lit up along the way, coming across an abundance of 2 million year old petrified wood and a variety of crystals and stones like selenite and blue chalcedony, fossilized specimens, and more.

The canyon was lined with hoodoos and we came across a raven that had transitioned.

This land where Paiute Indians once lived and an ancient lake once rested, surrounded by volcanic cliffs was where our Equinox initiation would take place.

All I can say is that it was a big energy experience full of rebirth and death cycles over and over, overlapping in that system of networking cohesion – producing pure alignment, ancient offerings, activations, and having the terrain to ourselves.

And one special soul in rabbit queen body received a gift from the spirits of the land that is part of her mini Stone Henge for the work ahead we are facing and creating together.

Ancient energies are being woven into the now and I can’t help but think of the sound channeling that came through me in the last Collective Energy Dynamics Forum that felt to shift into a tribal essence of Earth and beyond.

Both micro and macro connected, the day after Equinox I brought in the crystals that had been out in the garden since before the Full Moon, to prepare them, and the arrival of others took place that day as well. Everyone in the grid and Council of Mystics (who in fact are a mixed group of balancing energies) are adjusting frequencies together before our work will move to the next phase.

I have to add here that there is one crystal being that is part of this network that has been on an adventure – the second time this happens recently, but this time super wild. My address had been mysteriously manipulated in the system, which had it return to sender. And now, it’s on a side-bend journey – last seen taking a tour of the Mojave Desert. Desert energies seem part of the network equation right now and in even more ways than I’ve mentioned.

And, so too, does raven seem to be the messenger.

I mentioned the dead raven on our Spring Equinox hike and then yesterday we did another new hike here at the lake that was incredible, and raven again appeared quite profoundly – at least for me.

We did a circuit of trails and one led to a treasure trove of raw quartz and citrine lacing the beach and ended where many ancient stones along water’s edge spoke of animal spirits – mostly cetaceans. However, the very last stone was shaped as a tribal raven head. I saw that immediately, or at least that’s what I was supposed to see. Whether others would, is up to perspective, but that large curved beak, head and large eye were raven in my book and had the feeling of a head on a totem pole, some of the stone sculptures on Mayan temples, or a ceremonial headpiece.

That said, my personal confirmation was when a raven swooped across the beach and guess where it landed?

Yep, atop that very rock I said was, to me, of Raven Clan.

I laughed out loud because raven, the transformer, wanted to make things very clear for me. I love when stuff like that happens.

And another interesting link is that I’ve had The Dark Crystal on my mind, especially in terms of the Mystics, but also how they and the Skeksis reunite in the end – the Skeksis just so happen to have raven heads. They are part reptile, predatory bird and dragon – more energies I’m seeing connected to the chaotic brilliance weaving together lately. When they unite they become urSkeks once again – and this is what I sense will happen with the Council here once everyone arrives and transcendent creation anchors. I will then receive their integrated name.

But back to ravens…While there are indigenous groups that raven is associated with in North and South America, there is also a Raven Clan of medieval Vikings in Norway and of course Odin was known as the Raven God.

I love what Avia Venefica shares about raven and her words feel like the perfect way to end this post:

Other Native North American tribes saw the raven as the bringer of light. In fact, southwestern tribes (Hopi, Navajo, Zuni) felt the raven flew out from the dark womb of the cosmos, and with it brought the light of the sun (dawning of understanding). Consequently, the raven is considered a venerated bird of creation

Dr. Carl Jung deemed raven symbolism to represent the shadow self, or the dark side of the psyche. I very much like this. Why? Because by acknowledging this dark side, we can effectively communicate with both halves of ourselves. This offers liberating balance, and facilitates tremendous wisdom (something the raven would be very pleased with).

In other words, through the consistent unveiling of inner depths, and the positive/active utilization of inner impulses the esoteric secrets become exposed to the light of our own consciousness. This is at the crux of what the raven speaks to me.

“Mystery is at the heart of creativity.” ~ Julia Cameron

I’d love to hear if any of you have had some interesting or particularly different and potent experiences since the Full Moon and Equinox too?

About Tania Marie's Blog

Creating life as a work of art with a magick rabbit by my side. I remember my song. Do you? Artist, Author and Reiki Master Teacher with over 25 years' experience in creative healing arts and metaphysical studies. Tania inspires people globally to return to natural harmony, draw forth imagination to manifest dreams, embody creative empowerment, and live more magickally and abundantly from their most natural frequency – in essence, Tania helps you to remember your song.

Posted on March 23, 2022, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 7 Comments.

  1. Hi Tania. Your oyster mushrooms look yummy. As you know, my big shift has been the move, nesting, and a lightening of my energy/spirit. I hope to keep the good vibes rolling! 🙂

  2. Scott Watschke

    Good read Tania. Thank you so much for sharing.

  3. Desiree Bergeron

    Ooooooo I loved seeing the pictures of this….. the ancient energies and potency I can feel through them!! And the very first things I thought of when I first saw your picture of that rock formation was also: ‘Mayan/Raven’ !!!!!
    Just amazing! 🤭
    One experience I had that was directly linked to Full Moon/Equinox, was while hiking, I came across in the melting snows this perfect mole…… fully intact, but transitioned……it was no coincidence to come across her, as I felt from seeing her, she bore a message of hope which spoke directly to my current experience……which entails me reaching deep deep down underneath into my shadows, allowing myself to sit beside my worst fears, and not leave them ‘down there’ but really bring them up into the light, in an intentional way……then put them down, in this place of light….. look at them, observe new ways of understanding why and from where they came from….. etc; etc; for this little mole to be there in the streaming sunlight, intact, though transitioned, to me symbolized a definite rebirth after processing these deeper layers and embracing a new way of being!!
    You know of which I speak!!
    🙌🏻💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

    • It was an incredible area.. both actually.. by lake and in high desert. Just wowed by what all showed up! I knew you’d see the Raven too! I love your potent experience with mole… so so reflective of your journey. So much potent transformation at hand!!! Just beautiful 😍

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