There was definitely a lot stirring in the airwaves and energetic frequencies experienced last night. That’s not to mention that I haven’t been feeling the energies of all these astrological alignments mirroring the collective consciousness leading up to last night, but there was a very literal energy surge, flow, and igniting taking place yesterday.

Last night I was in a creative cooking frenzy making two different vegan cheeses, coconut kale chips, raw chocolate pudding infused with vanilla and fresh lavender from the yard, and a Thai curry dish – of course not all to eat at once, but for what ever reason, it all was to be done last night. LOL

Earlier in the day, when I was stating some poignant things on the phone to my brother about the energies of this Lunar Eclipse and the Cardinal Cross in relation to the shifts in my own life, things I’m observing in the collective, and where my path is leading me without question, the power went out in the house briefly.

I also am in the midst of using two computers right now, as I am about to have to transfer to a new one again.

Before bed I checked on the Moon, which was completely full and illuminated in her glory. I stated an intention, but didn’t think I’d be up for the Eclipse, as sleep is always important to me and I knew I’d be receiving the experience through dream time journeys.

But, upon going to bed I felt really warm and then started heating up on the inside. I’m usually always cold unless it’s 80 degrees, but I was definitely not needing any covers in bed last night, which is rare unless it’s the middle of the summer with hot nights.

And then I couldn’t go to sleep. I was in bed at quarter to 10, but I was completely wide awake, which isn’t like me, unless something energetic is going on. And the time went by quickly, at which point when I realized it was edging close to the Total Lunar Eclipse happening in the sky, I figured I might as well stick around in conscious, awake time, to bask in this rare experience. There must be reason for my being awake.

That wasn’t hard, as I couldn’t sleep anyway, and time continued to speed by.

So, I did get outside and sat watching the Moon for about a half an hour from 11:45 pm to 12:15 am, observing it completely eclipsing and witnessing the amazing crimson glow emerge. The way the house is situated, the Moon was directly in front of the front door at this time, making for the perfect viewing, sitting on the side curb to the driveway.

I did take some photos, although without a professional camera they won’t be amazing like some out there I know people were able to capture. But, they do provide a good glimpse of this spectacular night display of energetic significance.

I was outside when there was about 1/3 of the Moon still lit, but didn’t think about taking photos until the point you see captured in the images.

So, being that I was out close to the full eclipsing, I didn’t get the full transition, but, for those of you who did not have a chance to get a glimpse of the sky last night, you can see it in its final transition into complete coppery-red Eclipse through the images I did manage to get – shared throughout this post. (Click on images to enlarge)

It was a cloudless sky with very crystal clear stars and Moon crisply outlined. And right before I headed back inside to bed, upon my last view through my camera lens, the Moon did some weird things, as it moved all over the lens in zig-zags and up and down, as well as getting tinier and than enlarging without me moving or touching a thing, but was stationary in the sky. Very strange.

I did feel there was energetic significance keeping me awake to observe my beloved Moon and I do remember feeling the presence of my cosmic family and loved ones, as well as something more that can’t be put into words.

To what this will lead to, will be fun to see, but it likely was an activation of sorts that required my full consciousness this time, as I did feel strongly pulled to be outside, when I realized there was no way I was going to sleep until I did so.

In relation to the balancing energies I spoke of in my post on the Eclipse, I am feeling the fine-tuning of that balancing scale taking place increasingly, and also experiencing the huge pops and releases when “bam!” an instant insight shifts the whole playing field and directions I had been headed. Each of the shifts bringing me more directly, efficiently, and quickly to where I eventually felt I was going, but am seeing it is now and not later. Some things I thought I was going to do were revealed as delaying what needed to be immediate (even if they were just a few months off – that cannot be).

In my opinion, what it boils down to is continuing to reveal myself more and more, which is simply an allowance of my wholeness I already am, to fully release and express itself – moment to moment. There isn’t some huge transformation or modification into something or someone completely new…it’s really only about opening to being the source of me most naturally.

And I feel this for each of us.

What I’m seeing is that entails blazing some paths that may seem to run counter to a lot of the newly embraced practices out there, as I understand my role in facilitating the undoing and unlearning of all that’s been and currently wide-spread, into a freeing, more natural, and integrative experience.

I did have a dream last night (as I slept with my Larimar stone under my pillow) about a past friend that I naturally parted ways with. In the dream I saw her and she was dressed in this spiritual garb, distinctive of what many people feel to be the way to dress when one reaches some particular “spiritual enlightenment”, but it felt so energetically awkward to see her like this, as all I could feel was the disassociation with her true nature and instead putting on the appearance of what she thought she should be with this new life and practice. Kind of like a little girl playing dress-up.

I went to hug and greet her, but she stopped me and pushed me back, with a very uppity righteous stance, as if to say, “no, that’s now how we greet one another” and then she proceeded to say “blessings” in a clinical way, rather than the warmth I knew to be within her.

I then also noticed, as she sat down, that she had a missing ankle, which was replaced with a rod that connected her foot to her calf. Something she was obviously wanting others not to notice, and that she, herself was trying to hide or deny was an actuality of her experience.

Without her saying, I heard the words bone marrow cancer and that something had happened, but she was going through the motions of the appearance, the life, the practice, the affirmational words – what she felt she should be doing – rather than addressing the real and core stuff or openly talking about it.

When I woke, it just rooted me deeper into the path I knew I was to continue on.

Bones represent the balance, or thereof, in your life and the structure of the Universe – hence the structures within our own framework of life experience (of which are needing to be rebuilt from the ground up and not built with new shininess upon, and within, an old framework). Bone marrow represents our deepest beliefs about self and points to the lack or abundance of care invested in supporting your true self.

Whether this was a prophetic dream of actual or symbolic meaning to this person, or just how the collective symbolism of this message wanted to portray itself through my dream time to me, the bottom line (I feel) was that some big awakenings and realizations will be revealing themselves and it all stems to going within to the true source of the nature of you, outside of everything you’ve been taught (and I don’t mean the really old teachings, but even the newer ones).

I’m continuing to reflect and integrate the energies and messages received yesterday and over the last few days, as I support the shifts I sense to implement.

How have you been experiencing the recent energies and last night’s Eclipse? Are there any ways you feel out of balance with your true nature that is becoming more illuminated now?

Significant shifts are unfolding in our lives that need not be feared simply because they don’t stand on the seeming security of your learned ways. The joy and relief comes in the release of any form or structure that rigidly defines you and keeps you in a forced sense of discipline, rather than doing what moves in flow with who you are and creating your experience moment to moment with trust that every step you feel called to express will be supported.

You do not need to know how. The joy is in knowing there simply will just be “some” way always. Letting go of the “way” that has to look will be of benefit. The more definitions you have, the more you limit your creative power and self-expression.